what kind of mistake i made i this lifetime??

after many incidents no one listen to me be it my life partner or anyone, everyone thinks i m wrong without properly listening to my views they have their own satisfactory answer by their own, halfway discussion or half thought may cause you a huge price, i hate it throughout my life but I'll get it without any retribution, from my perspective i feel wrong. i don't feel like who i m, i feel wronged by everyone , it feels like poison. i felt horrible now..