36 Undeniable Attraction

"How do you keep on caring so much for everyone?"

You look confused at his question. "What do you mean? Don't you care for people?"

"I do but you care without giving it any thought. You just consume me so with everything you do and everything you are…"

He then quickly hides his face away after he realized what just escaped from his mouth. "I'm so sorry, Kim. I didn't mean to make you uncomfortable"

You feel that deep intense, pure desire for him surface once more and you just start to fall even deeper for him. You stand up and then pull him up from his knees while he just stares into your eyes as if he's hypnotized by you. You help him into the chair and when you move a few inches away from his ear, you whisper.

"It's easy to care for you Nick and you didn't make me uncomfortable"

You see the desire for you displaying on his face. You smile, blushing just a little, as you open his legs to kneel before him.

NICK'S POINT OF VIEW

He can't stop the rush of thoughts filling his mind of how he would like to take you right here, right now. He feels your breath against his ear and he wants to turn his face toward you, kissing your unforgettable rosy lips. His senses are immersed by your lavender scent as he hears his breathing increasing. He feels his length throbbing at his arousal for you.

He watches as you open the alcohol wipe and open his hand with yours, putting the wipe in his hand. He suddenly realizes that he needs to stop staring at you and start to do clean your wound.

KIM'S POINT OF VIEW

Your fingers slowly linger a while longer on his hand. You know what you're doing to him and the proof is clearly showing between his thighs. You don't give him a hint that you know how he feels but you feel satisfaction residing inside you because you're able to make him feel this way.

"Have you done this before?" You ask him as he snaps out of his obvious trance he finds himself in.

"Uhm…of course...yes" He clears his throat. "Many times before"

"Oh? How's that?"

"We have to be trained for basic first aid before we can go out on the field and the men tend to get hurt"

You feel a bit embarrassed to ask such a question. You should've known that a Navy Seal is a jack of all trades.

"Sorry, dumb question I guess…ahh…"

"Are you okay? Did I hurt you?"

You didn't realize how serious the wound against your head was until the alcohol sting against it. You take a hold of his hand pressing the wipe against your wound and you then suddenly realize what you're doing, feeling his strong hand in yours. You feel his thumb caressing your hand.

"I'm so sorry, I'll do it softer?"

"No, no it's fine, just the first swipe that's the worst"

You look up at him and smile. He smiles back at you and then carries on cleaning your wound. He then inspects the wound.

"What's the verdict doc?" You laugh as you say it. "I always wanted to say that, seeing as I'm always the doctor and needs to say it-"

Nick starts to laugh. You see a completely different man appearing before your eyes. His laugh is so contagious and sexy, you can't help smiling with him.

"What?"

"You're funny, you know that?"

"I guess I'll take that as a compliment?"

"You should"

NICK'S POINT OF VIEW

He feels such joy when he's with you. You always make him feel good about himself and also about life in general. You make him feel as if there's hope in this miserable world and that what he's doing is worth doing, even if it's just for you.

"The wound doesn't look so bad. Not too deep, a bandage should do"

"Okay, then I'll suggest this one"

You hand him the right bandage but this time you take hold of his hand until he gives you his full attention.

"Thank you…thank you for looking after me"

(Oh fuck, she's doing that thing again that drives me wild. How can I resist this beautiful woman, not only on the outside but the inside too, and then she's touching my hand like she doesn't want to let go. I don't want to let go either but she still has a boyfriend and…oh god…Helena…)

He quickly removes his hand from yours. "Don't mention it, really"

He put the bandage on and quickly stand up. He clears his throat. "Okay, well, I'm so glad I could help you but I should probably get back you know, with the leg and all"

KIM'S POINT OF VIEW

You see as Nick is clearly uncomfortable with something. You don't know what you said or did to make him want to run away from you as fast as he can.

"I'm sorry if I said or did something wrong"

"God, no, no…it's not you. I…I just need to get back. You have a good night and once again thank you for looking after everyone and Helena too. I really appreciate it"

He turns around and walks away back to his bed. You stare after him in unbelief of what just happened. Then the strangest thing happens, he stops, shaking his head, while cursing.

"Fuck!"

He walks back to you. "Listen, Kim, I come to find you to convince you to come and sleep with me….dammit, I mean…"

You cover your mouth hiding a smile because he's clearly struggling to speak to you. You clear you're throat and lift an eyebrow, waiting for him to finish.

"I mean…to sleep in the bed next to me as it is the only bed available…please"

You see how this strong, in control man crumbles before your eyes and is truly struggling, begging you to do what he says. He's used to ordering everyone around him and they do it without asking any questions. He also never has to ask nicely but you imagine that he anyway ask them nicely because of the man is.

You want to sleep in the bed next to him with everything in you but you don't know how much more self-restraint you have left. Then you decide to leave it up to fate.

"Nick...do you think I should sleep there tonight?"

NICK'S POINT OF VIEW

He immediately knows what you mean by that question. He has a constant conflict going on within himself. He can't get passed himself to let you sleep on a chair. His concern for you overpowers his logical thinking but at the same time, he knows that sleeping is not the only thing he'll do when he knows that you're sleeping in the bed next to you.

"I think you should…"