17 Nick, My Navy Seal

KIM

As I walk away from Nick after telling him that I need to stay with Ben I can not help but feel a little bit guilty for suggesting it. I am almost very sure that Nick is not happy about this decision. But then again I am not happy with losing my life either.

I know that Nick would not have said yes if he did not think it was a good idea. I pick up my phone and I scroll down to Ben's number. As my finger hovers over the number I can not stop feeling doubt just a little and if I am doing the right thing.

I just think a little about the consequences of what I am doing because I know that I would not be happy if Nick suggested that he stays with one of his exes. But then again the situation is much different than any other normal situation we might find ourselves in.