23 Chapter 23- Uncontrollable Lust (Edited)
Seeing Gon and Hana interact, Rocky feels like laughing; he tries to cover it up, but it's useless.
Hearing Rocky laugh, Hana turns her sharp gaze at him. "And what's so funny, Rocky?"
Rocky could sense the hostility coming from Hana, and he didn't want to be part of this. He knows She came because of Gon's comment before.
He quickly stood up and raised both hands. "Nothing, nothing at all. I just remembered I was going to get some food."
Rocky then turns his gaze to Gon. His lips raised into a smirk.
"I'll bring some for you, too, Gon. I hope you stay alive to enjoy it!" With that, he made a quick exit
Seeing his friend running away, Gon internally cursed, 'Traitor.'
He then looks at Hana, trying to play dumb. Gon put on an innocent expression. "What are you talking about? I didn't say anything."
Hana raised an eyebrow, her eyes narrowing slightly. She knows that face; Gon is just playing dumb. "You think I didn't hear you?"
Looking at Hana up close made Gon instinctively look at her chest, and dirty thoughts started to surface in his mind.
He used his 'True Sight ' again. He could see her smooth breasts, round and full, with a brownish-pink nipple on it.
Hana, feeling the intensity of Gon's stare, instinctively stepped back, placing her hand over her chest.
A strange feeling surfaced from her heart. She felt like she had been stripped naked in front of him. Her cheeks turned cherry red.
Her emotions start bubbling up. "Pervert!" Hana yelled before turning on her heel and running away from the classroom.
Hana's voice is loud. The rest of the class, who were busy with their own matters, now stared at Gon with a mix of confusion, shock, and some knowing smirks.
Gon, feeling the weight of multiple pairs of eyes on him, mentally berated himself. He knows he normally wouldn't do that.
Taking a deep breath, he quickly checked his status.
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Lust: 45/100
Lust Energy: 784
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Reading that his lust is already 45 makes him wonder if it is the cause. Feeling the lust affecting his thoughts and actions gives Gon a weird feeling.
He doesn't know what it is, but he knows it's something negative, and he hates it.
As he breaks from his thoughts. Gon looked around.
He saw the boys looking at him with a mixture of curiosity and perhaps envy, while a few of the girls had expressions of shock and disdain.
Their whispers filled the room, creating an uncomfortable background noise. Gon then blurted out, "What are you all staring at!?"
Hearing Gon's shout, most students resumed their activities, trying to put the awkward moment behind them.
However, a few outspoken girls don't want to let it go; Some of them are part of her Basketball team.
"What did you do to Hana ?"
"That's just typical of him. We should keep our distance."
Gon shifted his gaze to them. But instead of responding with a retort, his mind began to be flooded with dirty thoughts, and almost instinctively, he looked at them with his 'True Sight.'
'Maybe I should use my harem aura and my king's will... make them submit right here, right now.'
'Wait, why am I even thinking about this? More than anyone, I should know the pain and hatred that comes from being controlled.'
But his mind doesn't let it go. The memories of having sex start to come back to his mind.
'But, the sensations, the pleasures I could drown in... Everything I've ever fantasized about. Why should I restrain myself?? No one can stand against me here.'
'Using people like mere objects? Turning them into a mere puppet. No, this is not me!'
'And why should I know being controlled is hateful?'
Throbbing pain starts assaulting his brain, making Gon clutch his head in agony.
Staggering past the questioning faces of his classmates, he unconsciously found himself moving to the familiar corridors that led to the library.
When Gon enters, Ms Feli feels weird. Usually, he would greet her with a smile, but now his face was filled with pain.
This makes her feel worried. "Gon, are you alright?"
But Gon, in his unstable state, barely recognized her voice. He shouted, "Leave me alone!!!"
Gon just wants to be alone now; he quickly moves to one of the corners of the library. They sit in the chair as he still clutches his head.
Hearing Gon shout, Ms Feli took a step back. Her eyes widened in surprise. She had known him for years, and he had always been a polite boy.
The scream still lingers in her mind, scaring her to the core. Looking at Gon, Ms. Feli decided to leave him alone for now.
Feeling the silence around him, Gon felt the throbbing in his head begin to lessen. He honestly doubts this is just because of lust, how lust could make his head hurt like hell.
But that is the only thing he knows that can impact his action. Taking a deep breath, he could feel his little brother rising and hard.
A quick check showed his lust now at 68. 'System, what's happening to me? Why can't I control my own desires?'
[Of course not. Can you control your hunger? Your lust is just a normal biological desire that is amplified.]
Gon clenched his fists, struggling with his inner turmoil. He hates this the most, not being able to control his own body. 'How can I keep this in check?'
[How do you relieve your hunger?]
'Should I really do it?' Gon thought
But the idea of manipulating someone's feelings and actions for his benefit disgusts him to the core.
He also made a promise to Merlin to ask her first if he wanted to add a new woman.
Lost in his thoughts, Gon failed to notice the passage of time.
Ms. Feli never leaves the library; she keeps looking at Gon, and the fear in her heart has already disappeared, leaving only a feeling of worry.
Seeing Gon calm down a bit, she starts walking to him slowly. But even after she got close, Gon didn't seem to realize her presence; she then gently touched his shoulder.
"Gon, are you okay? The break has ended. It might be best if you head back to your class."
Gon could smell the faint scent of jasmine and vanilla coming from Ms. Melli, making him feel even more restless.
As he looked at her, his True Sight activated involuntarily, revealing her beautiful body.
Ms. Feli was undoubtedly a beauty. She has a charm that only women her age have.
She has smooth white skin, with her long dark hair flowing down to her back.
She wore a dark blue skirt, revealing her slender waist. Paired with it was a white blouse that hinted at a lacy tank top underneath.
As it became transparent, Gon could see the black lacy tank top underneath, with matching sexy black panties.
Looking further, he sees a well-proportioned, curvy Breast with soft white skin and pink nipples.
Her skin is perfectly devoid of any blemish, and her secret pink cleavage is covered with a neat bush.
Feeling his lust keep rising like crazy, Gon quickly stood up, pushing Ms. Feli in his haste. He then rushed out of the library without saying anything.
Gon knows if he keeps staying there, he could even rape Ms. Feli, and the possibility he could do that disgusts him to the core.
Baffled by his action, Ms. Feli touched the spot where he'd pushed her, her face creased with genuine concern.
"What on earth just happened with him?" She mumbled
By the time Gon returned to class, his cheeks were flushed, and his breathing was heavy.
He tried to avoid eye contact with everyone, especially with the female students, as he swiftly made his way to his seat.
Spotting him, Rocky leaned over, holding up a packet. "Hey, where did you disappear to? Got you some bread. Thought you'd be hungry."
Gon, with a hand pressed against his forehead, managed a feeble smile, "Thanks, Rocky. But can we talk later? My head's really killing me right now."
Rocky looked at Gon's pale face, covered in sweat. He also realizes he has a hard time breathing.
This makes him feel worried. "Man, you look worse than I thought…. You should head to the infirmary. I'll tell Mr. Roy about it."
Hearing what Rocky said, Gon thought it was a good idea; he nodded to him and pushed himself to stand up.
Seeing Gon leaving the classroom with a pale face makes Hana feel conflicted. She is still angry with what Gon said before but cannot help herself from feeling worried for him.
Deep in her heart, she also resents him for not coming after her when she left the class. Even though she knows that doesn't make sense.
Reaching the infirmary, Gon feels relief seeing the place is empty.
He slowly made his way to one of the beds, lay down, and tried to clear his mind. But the pulsating heat coursing through his veins keeps reminding him of dirty thoughts.
Mixed with his longing for Merlin, the memories of having sex keep surfacing in his mind over and over again.
Inside the classroom, Hana's worry keeps intensifying. Every thought makes her worry even more. 'Is Gon really sick?'
Hana had never seen Gon like that in all three years in the school.
She had always been interested in Gon but never mustered the courage to approach him.
The one time he took the initiative to speak to her, she had been caught off guard. Surprised by his sudden presence, she became tongue-tied and quickly escaped.
Since that day, Hana had secretly watched over Gon, sneaking glances whenever she could. She knows all his small habits, the occasional daydreaming, and his interactions with Rocky.
But today, hearing him utter the words "fake breast" had deeply wounded her. The word hurt her so much because it came from him.
When she confronts Gon, she feels hurt, ashamed, and angry. This makes her slam his table without realizing it.
When she caught his gaze on her chest, it felt as if she stood naked before him. His gaze also reminded her again of the remark he had just said.
Without thinking, her feelings overflowed in a sharp scream of "Pervert!" before she ran away.
Once she calmed down, a pang of guilt hit her.
'Did I just make him hate me?'
'I embarrassed him in front of the entire class.'
As she remembers his gaze from before, her cheek turns red. She then remembers his gaze doesn't show disdain; it's filled with desire.
This makes her happy because that means God is interested in her.
*If you reader wonder if this is true or not, then the answer is yes. Women react differently to the same action depending on how much they like the man.
* You can find one that really likes you and test it out, LOL.
Lost in her own thoughts and emotions, she barely noticed the class hours passing by.
As the bell signaled the end of the day, her concern for Gon overpowered her other emotion, pushing her to visit the infirmary to check on him.
