1 Chap I

<-If only i can see what the colors of the world surrounding me, that would be the best dream i would ever hoped for->

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some people in the world could be dying to know something.

The release of a new album,

an animation about anything,

their own future,

and there's also...

a future soulmate.

people are really curious about who they're going to end with.

will they be a girl?

a guy?

are thet rich?

or poor?

do they have a good talent?

do they look pretty or handsome?

but it's mostly...

Will they love you forever?

and there's me. A single 24 year old female. I never though of dating before, because it's not my will or my dream. I only have one single will.

i want to see the colours of the world.

i want to see what the sky looks like with colours.

What's the colour of the sea, the grass, the roses on the bush, my hair, my clothes I'm currently wearing, and many more things.

im colorblind. It was since birth. I only see 2 types of colours. Black and white.

I always hear my friends talking about the pretty shade of blue, the hottest of pink, the silkiest blonde hair, a silver spoon beside a fancy brown and smooth plate.

but it's a shame that i can not see what they're seeing. I want to see something like what their favorite colour is. Red, yellow, pink, blue, green, purple, turquoise, violet, lilac, lime, brown, ruby...i want to see them all.

And i want to see what my future boyfriend or husband looks like with colour.

Will he be a fun person? Will he be as big as like the manga or manhwa i loved to read? I don't mind if he's ugly or not. If he treats me like a woman, i'll gladly accept anything.

As long as he loves me. And treats others equally.

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Hi, my name is Yun Hee. I was born in South Korea. My father was originally from North Korea, but after he met my mother, they started living together in South Korea. My name means a Lotus flower and pleasure. I wish i can see what Lotus flower looks like...

I like Bulgogi because i like beef. I dislike pork meat. I have a friend from Japanese, her name is Ichika, meaning "one thousand flowers". Beautiful isn't it? Our names are both the same meaning related to flowers. She loves pickled plum and rice with rice seasoning. One day, my mom made the same too. But with lettuce on top of the rice with chilli paste in the middle. Ichika said it looks like the Bangladesh flag. It made me laugh.

I wish i could see the colors of the flags. It's hard to make a difference between flags if you're colorblinded.

I work as a novelists. Ichika helped me with the cover. It got sold pretty well. I also made novels digitally and on sale. I also have a part time job as a teacher in cram school for elementary schoolers.

I have a sister who's a caring person and a great cook like my mother. She's 18 year old now. And she's in her 3rd years in highschool.

She also loves to read my novels. She said they're interestingly good. I usually make romance novels or sad ones. Even most fans says the story i make was very deep and heartbreaking. I feel like they're exaggerating.

I think it's just simple.

I'm working on a new novel release. It's called "Happy go Love!" about a girl who can't find her destined one until she stumbled on a dating app with the same name as the theme.

I still have more to write, and the deadline is 5 months from now. I just finished chapter 1-7.

I'm working on it in a cafe. I got my computer, glasses, and notebook just in case. I also have a charger.

"Excuse me, can i have a refill?" i asked a passing bartender.

"Sure, less sugar?" he responded.

"Less sugar"

i like my coffee bitter with less sweetness. I usually ordered a black coffee with no cream and less sugar. It's a habit. I get a bit of a stomachache since i drank a lot of caffeine.

Like i said, habit.

He refilled my empty cup and put it beside my notebook.

"thank you" i thanked him.

"you're welcome" he replied amd left.

I sighed, still 15 chapters to go...

i need ideas, im running out of time. I need Jung-Hoon Sunbae's help.

I dialed his number.

"...Anyeo-"

"Jung-Hoon Sunbae, can you help this weak and unmotivated girl to give her ideas for a novel?" i begged him.

"Aiyah, again Yun Hee? How many times do you have to beg me to help you? This is the hundredth time already!" he shouted at me through the phone. I might admit, all of my success did came true because of a helpinv advise from Jung-Hoon Sunbae's help, but right now this is urgent.

"please Sunbae! Pleeeaaaaseee~" i give out a cute voice. He can not resist.

"...aaah, fine. What do you need? Make it quick, i have a date with my girlfriend"

"Thanks Jung-Hoon Sunbae, so it's about..."

/To be Continued\

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