1 **The start of it all**

"Nothing is predestined. The obstacles of your past can become the gateways that lead to new beginnings." -Ralph Blum

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Aviona Liliene,

How could this happen to me I thought I have a beautiful life when I was born they gave me everything I want, everything I need, and everything that I never ask for.

But when I turn 18 that's where my life starts to change.

I became the heiress of our clan and my age stopped because I am a vampire princess and at my age, I should have a mate already.

When everyone around me has a mate already, my friends, those who are around my age, those in my councils, and my cousins also have a mate and now I was the only one left with no mate at my age.

And a vampire that doesn't have a mate at my age will have to face death alone.

And I only have a few decades to find her or him or else there's no turning back.

Could it be or possibly that the moon goddess cursed me so I should be alone forever.

Was it because of my past?

Thus the moon goddess lot or what I did before that she punish me to be like this?

A monster that I hate the most, A monster who lives sucking blood.

Does she curse me to be like this?

Does she hate me?

What did I do?

All I did back then was to love and nothing else.

So why the hell she made make it like this?

Could I survive?

Could I be free again?