New place, Same me
Tick tock, Tick tock, Tick tock.
"Jason...., Jason?, earth to Jason, Are you there Jason".
Tick tock, Tick tock, Tick tock.
"Mmm...., Yes doc I'm here, I'm listening" .
*sigh* "Jason tell me how you feel, your finally getting out, Are you nervous, stepping back In to the outside world"
"Mmm... Nervous.. No not really, Relieved to be honest with you, I hate being watch 24/7" .
"You know we had to put you on 24/7 watch, Jason, After the incident you had, You were a danger to others and more importantly yourself"
"Haahhaa 'Incident' you mean I tried to kill myself doc, just say it, stop pussyfooting around me, you know I hate that" .
"mmmh, watch your language Jason, Yes I'm referring to that unfortunate moment, back to topic at hand, Jason your getting out at the end of the week, I've finally finalised your grandfather's will, he had a home in Washington, forks to be exact, it was left to your mother, you being the last family member of that side has inherited it".
"Huh... Doc what are you saying?... I have a house across the country?... Wtf, and I have a grandfather?."
"had, Jason, had is the correct term, he passed away from a heart condition, Yes the house is all yours, he had money put away as aswell, it's yours too, with your grandfathers lawyer I have step up a monthly allowance until your 18, until then you will get a enough money for bills, food and clothing on a monthly basis".
" Thanks I guess.... Quick question how will I get there?... And how far away is it?, you know I hate planes" .
"Yes, I'm aware of that Jason, that's why I will be driving you 6 hours to forks, your welcome by the way because it will cost me my weekend".
" Haaahhaaa, Doc be honest your not missing anything.... , You spend your weekends here in this loony bin, you need a life to be honest doc... , your nearly 40 and single" .
"*tsk*, Brat don't talk to me like that, and I'm only 32, plus what makes you think I'm single huh?".
"Doc you spend every day here, There's something clearly wrong with you, so your obviously single, even a blind man can see that" .
"HAHAHA, very funny Jason, your lucky I care at all brat.
But seriously Jason are you feeling good, no suicidal thoughts?, are you still feeling depressed because if you did, i wouldn't be upset considering what you've been through, what I'm saying is if you any doubts about being ready, just tell me please, I just want the best for you jason".
"Doc it's been 8 months since I've seen sunlight , I'm ready, I feel better, good I'm good, I know he can't hurt me anymore, I'm free in other words, so worry not, and if I have any issues, you'll be the first person I tell ok, Capiche" .
"Capiche, well Jason that's all, everything should be ready for Friday so we'll leave after 5 pm, Have all your belongings pack and ready to go".
"Ok doc see you Friday morning for our final session, your goNnA MISS me....."
" *sigh*, You wish Jason you wish,"
^Ahaahaa, don't be like that Doc, you know I'm telling the truth".
"Just get out brat, hurry up, go"
^*Tsk*, this is why your single doc^.
"What did you say brat huh? "
"I'm leaving, byeeee"
'door shuts'
"That kid...., will he be alright ...., I really hope so... "
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(friday morning)
"Ok Jason how's your week been?"
"Mmm... Different I guess doc" .
"In what way Jason, good?, bad? Tell me how's it different?".
"Aaaa.. Neither to be honest, that doesn't make sense does it doc?" .
"No it doesn't Jason, explain to me what you mean, how's it different?"
"it's because I'm leaving, you know, I never really thought i would leave, I guess?, I'm ready to go don't get me wrong , but I some part of me though I'd be here forever" .
"Jason thats very normal to feel like that, this has been your home for the better part of a year now, of course you'd feel abit reluctant to go ."
"If you say so doc...
"Well Jason that's time, be ready for 5 and I repeat have all your things pack and ready to go."
"All ready done doc..."
"Great see you then Jason"
"See you doc."
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(13.00) (Jason's room)
[third person]
Here Jason lay on hid bed, having a staring contest with his ceiling, some people might mistakenly think he's sleeping with his eyes open due to the fact he hasn't blinked in the last five minutes.
Jason's room was very bleak compared to the other patients, there was a very small amount of what you could have in you room other than, a bed and set of drawers but you could some decorall items.
Jason's room was very white, from the walls to the very bed he lay in, from the day he entered to now it remain the very same, the overwhelming amount of white would drive any normal person insane, but Jason was very far from normal and all colours looked the same to him, he didn't notice until the doc pointed it out.
(image here)
Tick tock tick tock....
Tick tock tick tock....
The only sounds that could be made out was the clock above Jason's head, this clock had the ability to put Jason in trace like state if he concentrated on rhythmic sound.
[Jasons point of view]
"I can't believe I'm leaving huh, it's been 8 long months since I've seen real sunlight, oh how I miss the rain, mmmm... I wonder if I'll get my guitar back huh... Hopefully."
RING*RING*RING*RINGRING*RING
"OH SHIT, it's 16.45 already, right here I go, you can do this Jason, you can."
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(third person)
Two silhouettes can be seen walking side by side, one slightly taller then the other by a couple of inches, the taller one Jason, was carrying a garbage bag full of clothes and other essentials, and in his other hand a case that looked to be the shape of guitar was being held rather tightly, almost if he was afraid to lose it.
The shorter one, doctor white, know as doc to Jason, seem to be tired of the taller ones antics by the tired looked on his face, one could say he was dreading the long trip ahead of them.
The two came to a stop right beside a 2001 Ford explorer, Jason threw his stuff into the back seat and hop into the passenger's side,
"so doc, how long to folks again?"
"six long hours Jason, six long hours.., I suggest getting some sleep Jason."
^ I suppose the time would go by quicker, if I was asleep. ^
"Correct."
"alright goodnight."
"Mmmhh."
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Mhhn.... Ughhh..
"Wake up Jason, there's an hour left before we're in forks."
.....Alright, alright doc I'm up. "
" you were having thoses dreams again Jason?
[Jason's point of view]
:Why ask if you already know doc
Ive been having theses dreams almost every night since I escape my father's abuse, that bastard beat me well enough that I can't even escape during sleep: *sigh*...
"Yea doc, I never really stopped having them doc."
"*sigh* Jason he can't hurt you anymore, he got life without parole, the only way for you to move forward is the accept that and know its not your fault and never was, your father just a right bastard."
" thanks doc..., can I just ask doc one question? "
" yea, go ahead Jason. Ask me anything. "
" why are you going so far to help me?, you've done so much for me, why?"
" mmhh why?, good question, you see Jason when I was a kid, my dad beat me too, though not as severely and not as long as you, I was lucky some of the neighbours started to notice, they contacted the authorities and confronted my father, he was arrested and later hung himself in his cell, people help me Jason, that's point, I promise myself years ago if someone went through something similar to me needed help, I would do my best to help them. "
" thanks doc, really thank you for everything. "
(some time later)
" It's beautiful isn't it Jason, this place".
" I guess, alot of green though ."
" Well yes, it rains alot here so it has beautiful forests such as theses"
(image here)
" Cool.... How far are we from the house doc."
" two minutes I think, just down this road then left and follow it for 40 yards"
" Good, I'm tired.,can't wait to sleep..."
"haahaa think about me, I've been driving for the last 6 hours, tell me Jason are you excited to be here, in a new place, a second chance to live freely?"
"I suppose it is isn't?, excited no not really."
"mmh why?"
"New place, same me."