1 things happened that always visited in my dreams where ever I go..... rape victim ???????

4 years past at my young age of 15 am a rape victim of my own uncle it's not easy for me time to time its always visited in my dream what ever I go. may28 12 evening i dream that again same thing happened but different person he said in my dream nothing well lost he said am already victim b4 when he start kissing me I said don't do that to me please I cry😥😥😥😥😥 I said help? no body heard dont do that to me....that time I wake up my ate madelyn make me wake up and ask what is my dream I just silent

😥😥😥😥😥😥🌋 I feel something that something happened again to me what ever I go

I NEED TO BE CAREFUL EVERY TIME WHAT EVER I GO.

my mom replied I don't know maybe 😏😏😏😏 I feel not good if I can't cook this evening.

she replied okay just call me if you sale bebengka tomorrow I well buy it..

my mom sed okay I well.

chapter 2

when the night come my mom sed I feel I cannot walk she cannot stand I help my mom she said am going to bathroom I sed why? my replied am not feeling well after few minutes my com comeback very weak we brig my mom to the hospital we travel 3hour to save my mom life I tough my mom well be ok that time that time she told me something she sed my daughter take care of your brother and your sister help each others okey.That time I feel not good I cry😥😥😥😥😥 but I need to be strong.

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in few days pass my mom is almost okay but we take out my mom from the hospital become there are to pregnant women ready to give birth we don't have money that time we are poor i need help from other people who have a good life I barrows money to pay to the hospital and after that we go home.

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I talk to my mom she said she is ok but in 3hours she cannot breath we bring him back to the hospital we talk to the doctor and the doctor said she cannot survive she have already kidney disease that means she cannot survive without a operation. I sed doctor do everything to save my mom life she sed they well do there best in my mom is ready to take a operation she said take care always 😥😥😥😥😥😥😥😥😥😥she lose his life she is died am 5years old that time I work hard so many trails comes to my life problema but I need to be strong I cannot go to school because we don't have money I work in mornings and I study in evening school when I graduate in grade 6 another problem come am a rape victim of my own uncle I leave to our house to study and to get justice for me but I did not get it another rape happened to me I thought my father my grandmother well help me but they didn't believe me they believe there rapes son that he don't rape me ..I give up I almost killed my self.

it a long story in my life full of sadness