The one whom I hate the most..

It was that day I realized I hate him a lot...more than I could ever describe.

My eyes got filled with tears and I was running away restlessly without looking back once...I didn't even knew what was wrong with him...I couldn't hold back my tears...

The way he told me to get away from him...made me sink in my wildest nightmare ever...even if I had cherished feelings for him,he told me to get lost...how was I supposed to go back with no one wanting to see me. Surely,I was devastated.

He never thought about me and had left this middle school girl in the middle of nowhere!

Oh Christ! how am I supposed to love him when I can't even think of receiving his trust.It can't go on like this,I have to change.

So it was that day when I let go all my sweet feelings for him and surrounding my heart with an ocean of hatred...though I can never hate him...but I pushed myself into the hatred...I promised myself to hate him till my hour of death.

I can't live like this,a weird crap and I had to change...things won't get this easier to achieve.

I pulled back my tears and started to hate him...I had to!