YOU LOOKS MORE HAPPIER

You know what i dont know if its true or not but you looks more happier recently and i just dont know why but i just felt you are more happier there and i dont know if there is because someone else or what.

But whatever it is i just never want to ask you about anything or clarification or even explanation because i've been notice something for a while and few time but i just keep shut myself because i was think is not a good to discuss this.

I dont know its all because i am stupid or its all because i just worried that i gonna lose you and i dont want that to be happend and i just really dont want to lose you and i dont want because all of that stuff that i've been notice its gonna makes me loose you i am not gonna let that happened.

And i also been sharing any my thought with my mom and i've been asking her some suggestion how to handle it and she said its all will come out by myself and i dont even know how but suddenly its just come out and makes me choosing not talk about that with you even i already been notice about it for a while but i dont know maybe i am just getting blind because of love but i dont care about anymore because i just love you so much and i already fall for you do deep.