Mom i wish you understand why i love him so much and i want you to know that i think i will be happy with him i guess but if the destiny that we can't be together i don't know what i going to do about it i just feel like probably me and steven can be together and be happy because i think we are love each other and i think we are suit to be together mom i wish you accepted my relationship with him like you accepted me as who i am mom.
I just want to be happy and i am tired being sad and quiet now i just want to be open and be who i am no matter what now i just don't care what people think about me mom because whoever i am i still me when the first and the last time they saw me i am never changed i just being different and take different path.
I am really glad mom when i come out to you, your reaction is makes me feel touched mom 'cause i never know that your reaction will be like that but i really happy and i am glad that when i am coming out to you someone i love was there and he laying next to me and keep me strong to answer and telling you the truth about that mom.
Mom is always know about you and she still love you no matter what you are just always try be honest and she will try understand it