EXCITED AND NERVOUS

I am so excited because within 2 weeks I fly back to my city and I going to meet him there and we going to spend at least 5 days there and I am excited also a bit nervous because it's going to be the first time, I bring him to see my family.

And I was hoping everything will be went smoothly when we are there in my city, I am trying to makes everything is organize when we are there and I wish after my family see you, they will be happier for me and for us.

Because they know that I love you so much and they know that I am could be happy the way I am despite that I was different from others and deep down I know it's not been easy for them because I am the only man in family after my family left us.

But no matter what happened is they still try to love me the way I am and specially my mom who said that she will be happy for me and always support me no matter what happened because she loves me and she knows about me even before I ready to come out to her.

And for you I wish you are okay and will be fine to see and meet my family because you are the first and might be the only one that I will be bring to see my family and to introduce you to them and tell them about you. so, I wish you are okay with that my love because I want you to know my family and where is the city I was grown up.