Broken apart

"V...Ve.....Wa...U..."

I could hear a familiar voice speaking but I couldn't fully make out the words. I swear I know that voice but right now my mind just can't recall.

"Vex....Wake...."

The words are getting clearer now as I start to feel my body almost become weightless.

"Konna.... Kit..ma..NOW!" 

Who's Konna? Kitma? who are these people? My mind is swirling and I start to feel very sick. I try and open my eyes but it's like they already are except the only thing that I can see is a swirling vortex of purple with crackling energy arcing everywhere.

Then I got a vision of the other me that shot out the familiar purple lightning. My breath caught as I remembered his words. 

"You killed your family."

"Be better than you are."

What did that mean? My family is still alive though. How could I have killed them?