My mom boost into tears..... crying bitterly.
Christina pov.
I felt bad seeing my Mom in tears ....but I have to know the truth, what secret is she hidding, she's treating me like a child that can't handle the truth, are my not old enough to know what's happening?
"Mom ? I called
She look at me with her eyes fill with tears, fear, emotion
"Mom what's going on, what are you not telling me" I asked.
"Do you think it's easy for me too" she said
" I don't want them to take you away from me, you are all have got, THEY ARE AFTER YOU, so I have to protect you with all my life" mom yelling, crying out loud.
My mom was so scared, but who?
I see it in her eyes, but "WHO ARE THEY? I asked myself
Have never seen my mom like this before, have known her to be a strong woman, seeing her like this breaks my heart....
"Mom ?
Walking closer to her, hugging her tightly..., " My baby, don't think of me as a bad mother who is being so unfair to her daughter, momma love you Soo much and I will do anything to protect you, believe me when the right time comes I will tell you all you need to know" my mom said looking at me.
Christina pov.
I was forced to roll my eyes ...here she comes again with " when the right time comes" well lemme keep cool, at least I should be grateful for all she has done for me, for being a mom and dad to me.
How could I have gotten all the pain and struggles she passed through just to give me a better and comfortable life, I should make her happy not cause her tears and pain, I should be grateful not ungrateful.
I made up my mind to agree to all her conditions and rules, dress like a boy, keeping my identity hidden, I just pray let the right time come sooner cause am scared and confuse already and I also am dying to know the truth for now I have to live with what I am now "as a boy" Godddd just thinking about it makes me sick .
"Mom ? I called
Cleaning her tears, telling her my decision.
She smile widely , hugging me tightly..."I love you Baby"
"Mom ?
"Hmmmm" she reply
"About my new school, do I have to change to a new school ?
"Yes baby, but don't worry it's a surprise... And trust me the school is madddddd"
I smile, "I pray I will come with all those boys around" I admit my fears
"Ohh common you will be fine" she assured
" Okay mom goodnight "
"Good night dear" kissing my forehead.....