If fate says otherwise

I waited for omega to give birth.

Day after day, I tried not to add or activate the system.

Because of this worry, I became absent-minded, hesitant, and worried all the time.

I felt that something bad was going to happen.

I didn't know what.

But I really didn't know what. I was just confused.

"Antonio, calm down. Your child will be born" Omega calmed me down, I knew I was worried, because it was my first time as a father.

I wanted to be by my wife's side, both before and after the birth.

I didn't want to miss a second of this.

"Thank you Omega, thank you" I calmed down a little, but my soul was somehow still worried.

It was as if there was a bad omen.

I have to accept whatever happens.

Days passed, weeks passed, months. And finally.

Omega went into labor, I was by her side, I heard her scream in pain.

I was getting worried, I was confused.

Then Omega's voice stopped, my heart was in turmoil. I didn't hear my baby's voice.

What happened? What happened to my child?

The doctor came out of the room and gave me the bad news.

My baby is dead, my world is shattered.

I walked towards Omega who was crying and exhausted.

I couldn't bear to look at the exhausted Omega and my baby, who was lifeless by her side.

"Antonio" Omega's tiny cry broke my heart even more.

This is not a punishment from the system or my own negligence.

But it is fate, a cruel fate that I must swallow hard.

I approached these two people.

I kissed Omega's forehead and looked at my baby. She looked like Omega, very much so.

I cried in front of them, seeing my little omega who could not live with us.

"Antonio, forgive" I covered Omega's mouth with my hand, and smiled in front of her.

"You don't need to apologize, we have to accept this. I don't blame you or scold you. this is fate, as long as you are by my side. that's enough, omega. that's enough" I cried so hard because I couldn't accept this fact.

I did not expect the child we were waiting for to die before we heard her cry in this world.

Omega looked at me even sadder, and cried with me.

I know it's not our fault or the system's. It's also not the nonsense I've heard so often.

These are the words of destiny for me.

Once you're too high up, it's time for you to come down below.

This time I am lowered to the ground, if it is too deep to the ground. Then it is Omega's death.

I don't want her to die, I want her to stay by my side.

I left oemga to continue her medical tests.

All my team heard this and immediately became sad, because this is the hardest thing I've experienced.

Me, Raylo, Vangra hug each other, I cry so much because of this.

They both calmed me down, Camilla and Sue cried hearing this.

I buried my child, all the family from my team were present.

I don't want to tell the world, because this will be the point where my patience is really tested.

If the world insults me, I don't mind.

If the world insults Omega, I will make this world a field of bloodshed.

I don't care about the punishment system or hell as my final place.

I went home and waited for Omega here.

She can come home tomorrow after her medical checkup.

I am sad in this house.

Crying in my bed, I couldn't even sleep.

Seeing my child lifeless, in my hands. I really can't accept this.

I'm sad, I'm really sad.

"My God, what did I do wrong, that I got this cruel test. am I guilty" I apologized to my creator.

I sincerely hope to him, the great and great creator.

to lighten my burden a little.

"Forgive me my God, I ask you for forgiveness. And thank you for learning reality. Not all things are beautiful in the real world."

[Asking for forgiveness: Good Karma

Gratitude : Good Karma]

(Gift: Future Memory)

I was brought to the future.

I looked around, seeing Omega by my side smiling, aging with me.

From her features, I could see that Omega was entering her 40s.

I wanted to hug Omega but couldn't, because I forgot.

This is just a memory, not reality.

"Dad" A small voice startled me, I turned my head towards the voice.

When I turned my head I was pulled back to my real time.

I realized, I was happy. Because I knew, we could still have children.

I could wait, we could wait. We just needed to be patient.

I went to the church to thank God.

I didn't care if I had to stay there until Omega came home.

I just wanted to thank my God.

I thanked him not out of sincerity or good karma.

It was my duty as his servant.

Thank you for the insight.

Omega went home, we are mourning here.

I accompany Omega wherever and whenever.

We need time to come back.

Slowly but surely, all will be well.

"Omega" Omega looked up at me from her deep sleep on my lap.

"Be patient, this may be our first time, but I'm sure we'll have children in the future. So cheer up, cheer up. As long as you have me, and I have you. Everything will be fine." Omega cried again and hugged me.

"Thank you, thank you my husband, I'm glad you're by my side." I hugged Omega and loved her like my own family.

in the context of being biological, not married.

Since I created Omega, I'm technically her father.

God this sounds like incest on another level.

Damn it. Have I lost my mind?

We continued our days as usual, calming ourselves down and working as usual.

My team was worried about us, but we smiled and said.

"It's nothing, sometimes life also has sacrifices. So what else can I do?" These are the words that can only come out of my mouth, or you can say from my mind.

I do need to sacrifice, I'm already at the top of the world, so I have to sacrifice something.

So this time I have to understand.

And I must, truly, accept whatever will happen.

"Omega" Omega looked at me and smiled when I called out.

"Stay with me" Omega nodded, and I smiled.

A new chapter has begun.