28 I Don't Like Her

***Yoongi's POV***

"Yoongi Oppa..... will you be my boyfriend?"

"W-what are you talking about?" I stuttered back to Hani. I could feel the heat rising in my neck up to my face.

She told me about Jimin kissing her and confessing to her that he likes her. Then she told me that she lied to him about liking me. My heart raced a little hearing her say that. I listen on as she continues to tell me more about breaking his heart. Jimin is a little shit, but I couldn't help but feel sorry for the guy either.

"Please Yoongi Oppa! You only have to pretend while Jimin Hyung is around.."

There was a devil and an angel sitting on my shoulder. Both were nagging and telling me what I should be doing.

Yoongi, you know this is not right. Don't make the situation worse than it already is.

Yoongi, who cares! If she becomes your girlfriend, you'll get to hug and hold her. Maybe even kiss her in front of that irritating guy.

"Oppa, you're the only one who truly knows my feelings. And I know I'm asking too much from you, but I really need your help this time... please...?"

I looked up at her and she was biting her lips again. An evil smirk spread across my face and the devil took over.

"I told you to stop biting your lips... It turns me on..."

"Does that mean y-you'll help me?"

The angel screamed in my ear.

You will not help her! You will make things right Yoongi. Stop denying it..... You like her.

I don't like her!!!

I internally screamed at the angel or better yet, at myself.

I do not like her.....

"Yeah, I'll help you. But you'll have to help me too."

"How? What else do I have to do for you? I'm already doing everything you ask of me."

I don't.....

"Stay away from Hoseok." I was surprised at what I had just let slipped out of my mouth.

"But Oppa, You know I can't. I need him to like me-"

Something snapped in me. I got up and kicked her out of my apartment. I slammed the door in her face and immediately regretted it.

Why can't you just tell her that Hoseok will only end up using her?

I grabbed the doorknob and opened up the door and ran after her. She was at the elevator, waiting. I don't know why but anger just overtook me and I grasped her by her wrist and pulled her back into my apartment. I pushed her up against the door and punched the door in frustration.

"How much more stupid are you going to get?!!!"I yelled at her.

I saw the tears streaking down her face and the pain in my heart just wouldn't stop. It hurted more than my fist that had hit the door.

I'm scaring her. I'm hurting her when she's already so broken. 

I gently led her to my couch and sat her down. What I really don't understand is why is she doing all this. Jimin confessed to her. He told her he loves her so why can't she accept his feelings? I asked her to find out why she is so content with getting her Hyung and Mi-Young together.

"H-how do I tell her? Huh? How? That I love the same person she does Oppa? Especially when I-I told her that I never even liked Hyung in the first place. It was a tiny fib that grew into a much larger lie that I can't get out of now. I don't want to lose Mi-Young. I can't lose her. She means just as much to me as Hyung does... I-I can't break her heart Yoongi. I would rather hurt than to cause her any heartache."

I wanted to hold her and comfort her, but I held back the urge.

I don't like her.....

"Then what about Jimin? He loves you. You think it's going to be easy to just move on for him?"

"That's why I need you Oppa. I-I need you to help me. Pretend with me so he can move on. Mi-Young will comfort Hyung. She'll take care of him when he's hurt and he will eventually fall in love her. I know he will. Mi-Young is a great girl and I know you know too. You loved her too-"

"Wait, what? I love who?"

How does she know about that? Only Hoseok and Mi-Young knew. She finally tells me that Mi-Young had told her and I couldn't help but burst out laughing.

"Hani, I don't like Mi-Young. Aish, that girl is spreading rumors about me when I am not even affected by her at all..

Hani looked adorable with her puzzled face. She asked me who I was in love with and I never meant to tell her, but it somehow suddenly just slipped out of my mouth.

"I was in love with someone else....."

I became uncomfortable sitting next to her.

She's going to find out now. There's no way she's not going to know. Damn it Yoongi.

"H-Hoseok? You loved Hoseok Oppa didn't you???"

I couldn't help but tear up at the mention of Hoseok's name. He's a boy. I'm a boy. I liked a boy. I can't believe I got caught like this. There's no way to lie out of this.

"Yeah.... The one I loved was Hoseok...." I answered truthfully to Hani. 

She started to apologize which I don't know why she is apologizing. It's my feelings and I can't help who I like. I also told her that was the reason why I didn't want her near Hoseok. Another lie.

Just tell her Yoongi. Hoseok only wants to use her body. He's going to leave her as soon as he gets it....

Thinking about how Hoseok is going to hurt Hani, the sharp pain was once again stabbing at my heart.

I don't like her.....

I got up from the couch.

"But, a deal is still a deal. I made that deal with you so I'll keep my word. I just don't want Hoseok or you to end up getting hurt. You're putting yourself into a lot of mess that you can't seem to get out of, so I have no choice but to get that stupid head of yours straight. You can leave now."

I don't like her and I never will... The one I love is Hoseok... I love Hoseok....

I walked away from her. I made my way to my room but she had grabbed my hand and I froze. There was an electric shock that I felt throughout my entire body. Butterflies flew and grew in my stomach. She led me to the sink and washed the wound on my fist. Her soft hand gently caressing and cleaning the dried blood on my knuckle.

I... do... not... like... her...

"Make sure you put some ointment on it. You're the only person who knows my truth and I'm sorry for that Yoongi Oppa."

She turns away from me and my heart shattered. I felt like I couldn't breathe while watching her progress towards the front door.

I...

My body reacted faster than my brain could. Before I knew it, I had my arms around her. I held her tightly afraid to let her go out those doors, scared to let her get hurt anymore, scared that my own words were going to eat me up. It's my feelings and I can't help who I like........

"You also knows my truth too Hani... I'll do it. I'll be your boyfriend."

I... do like her.

To Be Continued...