4 Chapter : 4 What I learned...

Info dump..kinda

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Well...I'm back in the backyard again...Its been a couple of days since the grand revelation about my energy and I have learned few things about it...I'm just gonna call this energy my 'power'

First off, its extremely hard to control my power inside my body...Meaning its very difficult to let my power flow around my body...almost impossible..

It felt like writing with my left hand but multiply that with 1000...or right hand if you're weird..not that I have anything against left handed people..

Okay the point is, its like how even with all your focus, all your time and all your mind spent on the action.. all you get is a gibberish doodle..

Its kinda like that...Even with all my focus on it I can barely move it once its summoned in my body...

I can only summon it where I want and push it out to cause explosion...Like if I want to do it in my feet..I have to summon it in my feet and push that out..boom..

I can't just summon it in my left feet and move it to my right...It doesn't work like that..If I want it in my right feet, then I have to disperse the energy in my left feet and summon it again in my right...

And that brought us to the question?? Why not just summon your power in your whole body? That way you have the power in your whole body..

Well.. I truly wish it was that simple..

Truly I do..

The answer lies in the second thing that I discovered

Second thing is that there is a certain amount of power that I can summon from my soul..Like... it just stops..

I feel that I could force out more but I have this feeling that it is only gonna harm me...

My guess is, my body probably cannot handle it...

And this begged another question...Why would I even want my body to be covered in my power anyways? If I can just summon it anywhere in body, why bother trying to make the energy flow around my body?

Its easier to just summon it where you want it no?

Well the answer in in the third thing I learned about my power...

Third thing is that my power also act like a reinforcement if its in my body..My fist got harder and stronger when its covered in my power..

My whole body is quite durable and has fire resistance, shock resistance and few others which is a fortunate byproduct of my quirk...

Like how my father's skin is immune to acid because of his quirk or how Endeavor have strong fire resistance...Our body adapted to our quirk so that our own quirk would not harm us..

It may improve our body or change our whole body if that is necessary..Like having one eye or having a crow's head..or stuff like that..

And this brought us to Midorya whose body did not adapt with One for All quirk since it is not his..but it got better as he slowly made the quirk 'his'...whatever that means..

Anyways the point in my body is durable.. but that can only go so far since its not just a quirk but my 'power'...My body can never hope to be able to harness my real power because of obvious reason..

My power coming from soul and all that..so my body will not be able to witstand my true might..

So basically I need my power to make my body stronger so that I may be able to go all out and not get killed by my own explosions..

..That would really suck..dying because your own power..

I would be committing murder..Commit suicide...and die all at the same time..

Yeah..No thanks..Oh!..and I wonder if that makes me weak or strong..Strong enough to kill myself or.. Weak and not able to take my own attack..

Hmm??

Well enough about killing myself accidentally..

So..The point is I need to train my body strong enough to be able to contain my power properly and learn to move my power inside my body..

I could just train my body strong enough to be able to summon my power all around my body at the same time, but I think moving it would make it stronger...In theory and from my experience of reading fiction...So my point still stands...

Anyways thats about it with all I have learned untill now...

Now I am experimenting on a new thing...What happens when I run low or empty my power reserve?

I haven't really used half of my reserve and it refills so never run low on it but I'm gonna do that today..

I'm gonna empty my reserve in a single explosion..

"Hmm...Where should I do it?" I looked around the big yard and search for the perfect place to cause an explosion.. There were few trees and beds of flowers my mother keeps

In the end I chose the edge of the yard and face towards the major remaining area so that I could give my explosion the biggest space...

There are no close neighbour around us so I don't need to mind about the legendary 'karen'...

Nodding to myself I took position and brought my hand forward...

I am about to launch my biggest explosion yet so I'm a little nervous...

"*exhale* focus.." I breathe in and out to ease my nerves...

'Calm down, its not like its the first explosion you make..' I hype myself up..

'Wait...Explosion?' A Crimson demon girl with an eye patch suddenly came to mind..

I quicky observe my surrounding area and made sure no one will see it if I decide to do it..

It was a really cringe idea but I really wanted to do it..

Should I do it??

Making sure no one was there, I finally decided to follow through with the idea that came outta nowhere...

Well here goes nothing..

"O, blackness shrouded in light.." I began chanting and I summoned my power in my hand..

"Summon before me the root of thy power hidden within the land of the kingdom of demise..." I slowly pushed my power outside and a ball of yellow energy was infront of my palm..

My body can't summon more power so I pushed it out of my body and suspend it in front of my palm.But I didn't launch it..

"Crimson black blaze, king of myraid worlds..."I gather my power on my hand again and pushed it out again..adding to the ball of energy in front of my palm..

" Though I promulgate the laws of nature.." I continued the process and the ball of energy grows biggger and brighter..

"I am the alias of destruction incarnate.." I felt my power inside my soul dimishing and I stopped when there were only but a spark of my power left....I summoned the rest in my body..

"In accordance with the principle of all creation.." I finnally feed the last of my power to the ball and it was as big as my hand and it grows brightly...

I can feel the heat from my cheek but my hand were still covered with a little of my power so they do not feel any heat..

My muscle tensed up and I plant myself as hard as I could onto the ground...

"I have the Authority...." Yes I can feel it the power....The raw destructive power of it..

It felt like the building up of pleasure in a dick finally reached peak and ready to explode..Like finally stiing in a toilet after enduring a stomach ache all day, ready to destroy the whole toilet..

hehe..

"So I command thee." The power was exhilarating... it was addicting...I got drunk on it...I drown in it..

Yes!!

Lets Say it!?

"EXPLOSIOOONNN!!!?!!?!!?" The power finally erupted like a volcano and flood out like a broken dam...

*BOOM* a loud explosion followed by a shockwave that made my ear ring...

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It was a little underwhelming I guess...I thought I would surely destroy that mountain over there...

But the explosion was maybe on a level a little higher than a grenade...

But I felt tired...like how you suddenly feel energy leave your body when you stop in a marathon..You had momentum and you did not feel so tired but when you stop and the momentum suddenly vanished...You feel like shit...

Like dry water....whatever that meant..

There was a crater and the grass burnt and turned black..The flower bed was also destroyed..

Oh..The flowerbed...

Oh shit..

The the backdoor slammed open and my mother rushed out..

"Bakugo!?! What happened?" Worrry was written all over her face..She looked at me and I was fine.. then at the backyard..

Then she freeze when her eyes landed on the broken flowerbed..

Oh... Holy fucking shit from hell on earth..

I'm fucked..

She slowly turned her head to face me and..I will admit it, thats fucking scary..

Gone was her worry...Vanish was her concern..Only pure rage was present on her visage...

I saw it...The personification of wrath..A mother's wrath..

I shivered and cowered when her intense gaze bore on me...Then my instincts kick in...

The instinct inscribed on the very bone of man...The instinct that have saved man from countless disasters..

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Run...

I quickly turned on the opposite side of Wrath and ran...

I suddenly feel energised..and I noticed that my reserve was filling up at absurd speed...

I was not so tired anymore..huh was my fear affecting my power?

Well its not time to get lost in thought...I need to fucking run for my life..

"GET BACK HERE BAKUGO!?!" Nope...Nope...Nope...

'Speed..I am speed..Quick is my name and fast is my title..I am the wind blowing swiftly on the plain..I am the water rushing down the river..' Yeah..I ran like my life was on the line...which it was..

Oh... the final thing I leared today.."Do not destroy your mother's flower...A Man shall face rain of arrows and the Grimm reaper's scythe... but not a mother's wrath"..