Chapter : 3 What I know about my quirk..

Author : Long but kinda important chapter..

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Anyways lets list out all the things I know about my Quirk:Detonate...

First things first...My quirk lets me cause explosion and stuff..

Second things at second..I have this aura/enrgy kinda thingy and it is the main reason for my explosions...

So.....that's it??...I blushed a little when I realised how little I actually know about my own quirk...

Well nothing to be embarassed about, you've only had this quirk for a week..

Surprisingly people do not get their quirk at the day of their birthday or fall unconscious when they get their quirk as many fanfics will have you believe

Children usually get their quirk between the age of 4-5 and sometimes even later or they could be born with it or awaken it earlier but thats not common...Thats why many were not suprised when Izuku suddenly have a quirk at 15..Its rare but not uncommon, 'Late bloomers' are a thing here...

On the topic of fanfics...my past life came in mind..

Honestly I don't remember anything clearly but I do remeber most things...Like it is vauge but very informative if that makes sense..

If I had to compare it..Its kinda like how you remember your childhood...You remember things about it but vaguely and you sometimes question if that was even 'you' considering the stupid shit you do..

You know it 'was' you, but you are a changed person now...maturing and growing up, all that shit..and the 'you' in the past kinda felt foreign..

Its kinda like that..I know I have a past life but I changed and 'that' person felt foreign...

I am still 'that' person but with update...

A very good update...

Well...Enough about that stuff it doesn't matter who I was or who I am now...The main thing, The most important thing is that I am 'me'...Katsuki fucking Bakugo..

hehehe..

We're getting off topics here...what were we on about?? Quirks, right...

All I know is that I know very less about it..But as they say 'The idiot who is aware of his ignorance is ignorant only for a moment..But the idiot who is not aware of his ignorance is an idiot for life'..

....Thats not what they say but eh? Its close enough..

So I am going to get some answers...First off, 'what's this weird energy thing inside of me?'..

Well lets see...I summoned the energy in my hand again and my hand felt like its...mine?..

Thats dumb..of course the hand is mine but it felt more...like it truly belongs to me..

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Well this is confusing...

Lets try to make some sense of this feeling..

My hand is mine thats for sure but why do i have this feeling...like its more 'mine' than any part of the body..Like this is truly . . . . 'me'

Not just in a physical sense but also spiritually..truthfully..mentally..emotionally.....metaphysically..karmically..cosmically..dimensionally..inter-dimensionally....deeply...

This hand coverd by my weird energy is really me/mine...

What is this?

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Oh..

Is this my soul?

My hand is literally covered in my soul?? Is that why I feel like this??

That is possible.. No..This is very probable..

It would make sens why it felt so right..why i felt so 'me'..

And this would explain why I was so sure that the energy is inside of me..even though I cannot pinpoint its location in my body..

This explain many things..no a whole lot of things..

But is every 'quirk' somehow connected to its owners like mine? Maybe it is..or maybe I am an exception..

Or maybe few are exception.. like my quirk Detonate, All for One, One for All..

Maybe the apex quirks are all somehow connected with their owner's soul??

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Maybe thats why All for one did not take One for All..It couldn't..

Maybe All for One could only steal physical quirks with no connection to the soul but cannot steal quirk with connection so deep as the soul..

Hmm...So many questions..

"Haa.." I let out a sigh and stop my running thoughts...It was intresting but not important..Now its all about me and me alone..I could think about other stuff later..

I sat down and place my butt on the grass and sit in a relaxed manner..

I relaxed a few moments and start focusing..I change how I sit to cross sitting..

I don't know..cross siting just felt more profound and serious when you are about to focus..

Then I let the familiar energy appear in my hand and began focusing on the feeling..

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Feel the energy...

Focus..

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Then I suddenly felt wisdom pouring through my head...The meaning of life, the purpose..The cycle of reincarnation...The meaning of power and might..became clear..

All the mysteries of the universe began showing its bosom to me and I take a good look at it..and I became enlightened..

I comprehend the unknown and count infinity...Knowledge beacame but a slave for me..The void bows down to me..

I am accending...leaving my human form and become something more...something eternal and true..

Then I finally accended to godhood...with my manhood of course..

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hehe..Just kidding..

Anyways..I only felt a strong and deep sense of peace of belonging..

I focused on that..I focused real hard on that..

As a wise man once said 'If you truly focused on something..you can jack off to anything'...It doesn't exactly apply here but truly wise words nonetheless

I focused and relished on that feeling..home..I don't need to hide...Its me I can do whatever I want..Maybe its because of that, my mind begin thinking different and uselless things..

I savoured ever piece of the moment...I then slowly disperse the energy..Letting it go..But I focused on it still...

It began returning inside of me and I followed close..

"Focus on the fleeing energy.." I keep my whole mind on it.. I closed my eyes..

My mind was suddenly pulled inside 'me' along with the energy..I arrived at the depth of my very being..

A place where my very existence was inscribed in...

And then I feel it...no I saw it..Myself..

The very definition of my whole existence was shown to me..and I was at the centre of it

The place was like space with Veil Nebula..Different colours, colours I didn't even know existed.. Colours my physical eyse can never hope to capture..and the infinite blackness and deep darkness with no depth just makes the colour shine and glow more brilliantly than it was allowed to...

The dark parts were the darkest shadow made by the most brilliant light of colours...It was the shadow of shadows...

This blackness with no depth was trying to devour the colours of the light and drown the place with eternal void while the brilliant colours of light were trying to light up the darkest depth of the black and let the whole place shine with eternal light and brilliance...

Yet no side was losing or winning...The darkness devour as much as the colours lit up..

It was magnificent... Magical..glorious

It was truly beautiful...It was spectacular

Argh!?! I cannot describe it well enough..

It was a picture of far too many words...The whole place shone with the light of thousand galaxies and it was dark like the void of nothingness..

But before my eyes could truly behold the beauty of such place, it caught the small ball of energy in the corner..It was about my size..and I'm 4 so thats really small..

No it was not a ball..It has no definite shape but it looks similar to a ball...It was an explosion of power and energy...

A never ending explosion of vitality..It was a never ending explosion of power..burning..boiling.

It was like the sun..A never ending nuclear fission...

If I have to compare it...I would compare it with an atomic bomb exploding..But..

The explosion was neverending...explosion happened in THE explosion...if that made sense..In short take different explosions, countless and combine and compress those said explosion together until raw energy drips off of it..

It was destruction halted for an infinte second..

Yes.. explosions stuck in an eternal moment

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I used the word explosion too much don't I...

Well I can't help it..It was a raw consecutive explosion compressed at a point..

I observe the energy ball for a while before turning my gaze to the surrounds...

I saw that in the beautiful colours there are different things which I didn't know..It looked like stars..

If I had to guess those were my memories, my karma, my love, hate, my past and stuff..everything which made me 'me'..

Can I guess where I am??

I'm pretty sure I am in my soul...My soulscape..

And all the colours, the shadows, the stars, and even this ball of energy are my essences...

The building block of my very being...kinda like cells..Yeah the cells of my soul..

They are what made Katsuki Bakugo 'Katsuki Bakugo'

And this thing right here is also my essence.. A thing that made me 'me'...but its not my memory or emotion...No..Its my power....A power inscribed in my very being...

Without this power I wouldn't be 'me' anymore..I would be incomplete..

If I had to guess, even if I were to be reincarnated or stuff like that happened again I would still have this power...Its not just mine its literally part of me now...

No one could take that away...No one could steal that away..

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I could summon this power in my physical body unlike my other 'essence'...Basically using my body as a conductor of this power..but I couldn't summon or let it free outside my body..

I could only conduct this power within my body but cannot force it outside it...and I think thats where my quirk comes in..

My quirk : Detonate..act as a switch..a door..an openning for the power in my body to leave...

Yes..It made sense now..

Every pieces begin falling in place...painting a picture bigger than I ever imagined..

My essence/power was a part of my soul. My body acted as a conductor for the said power and finally my quirk create an openning, like a switch and my power then flow outside, creating the explosion...

If my ability to make explosion was a BIRD, then my 'power' is the body..my 'body' is the brain..and my 'quirk' is the wings..

in short..

My essence/power = Energy/Explosive

My physical body = Container/Conductor

My Quirk = Detonate

And all the process = Explosion..

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I opened my eyes and I was back to the real world now..I felt tired and sleepy..It was still morning, I think I have been gone only for a few minutes..

I felt like a truck was on top of my head and I felt weak...

"Haa.." I wiped my sweat in my face and stood up with shaky legs...

I think thats enough for today...I will do other things later...

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Don't call me lazy untill you have gone sight-seeing inside your soul!?

Ha..I feel like a spoilt noodle..Yeah I feel like shit..

So..I will be procrastinating...

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Is it just be or does the word 'procrastinate' sound highly sexual??

Anyways I am going to bed...I have done enough today..

Although Its still morning...

Eh!! I'm sure its midnight somewhere in the world so...

Yeah its fine...

I will continue at morrow..What I've done and found today is plenty enough, Tomorrow was another day after all....