The urge to hold you

Philip saw William doze off in his car, his gaze piercing William as he slept beside Philip exposing his neck and waist to the man who desires them the most.

The driver asked Philip, "Do you want to continue to Miss Mariam's location or do you want to go to your house now?"

"No, not my house. I have to play it safe."

"Ok, sir."

Philip came closer to William smelling his neck, and the urge to tear apart his clothes only grew with each breath.

Philip was getting aroused by his pale white skin, he wanted to touch it and bite his neck and mark him to lock him up forever so that he wouldn't leave.

The bulge in Philip's pants only grew bigger with each gaze. In the moonlight, he saw William's innocence, his red cherry lips, so near but so far. William's face was twinkling like stars in the night.

Philip knew in his mind that he was going mad because of him. He knew if he does anything extreme he'll forever lose him. He has to play safe to earn William's love but how could he earn it when his real nature always took over him?

They were still on the road it looks like the driver knew what his master wanted so he took a long way.

Philip saw that William was sleeping quietly as he took his small beautiful hand and placed them upon his bulge.

He caressed with pleasure as the unconscious William's hand touched his ever-growing bulge. He was an Alpha if he wanted to he can subdue William and have his way.

There's something other than that Philip didn't want William as a whore but rather to be his wife. He knew from the moment he saw him.

As Philip rubbed William's hands on his cock Philip moaned under his breath. He was near, he was going to come.

And as the friction became fast Philip moaned and came in his pants. The large wet spot can be seen through his pant.

He said to the driver, "Stop beside the curb."

"Yes sir"

Philip got out of the car and opened the trunk where a fresh pair of pants was, he quickly took them out and looked around him, and took the chance of changing in Public. He took his underwear and pants off and wore only pants as they were the only thing that was available.

After that, the car ride continued and Philip now was sitting on the other side by the car window but his eyes were still on William.

After a while, William's destination arrived. First, he contemplated if he should take William in his arm but he was afraid if he got hard at the end he shook William gently a couple of times to wake him up.

William jolted back from sleep and saw that he has arrived and said:

"I'm sorry sir if it was uncomfortable for you to drop me."

"No no, it's fine, after all, you're my secretary."

"Thank you, sir." William got out of the car and again said, "Thank you so much, sir."

Philip replied, "it's all good, see you on Monday."

After that, the car left, and William ran to his house.

WILLIAM'S POV

I rushed home, I checked my aunt was sleeping. I made my way to my room I quickly got in the bathroom and saw my reflection in the mirror.

I was terrified and confused I hadn't known he thinks of me this way.

The moment he took my hand and rubbed it on his cock I could feel the heat I could hear his breath on my neck.

What if he decided to mark me, what would happen if he did something other than that? I was taken advantage of.

Tears formed in my eyes I turned on the faucet. Was I at fault? Was it something I wore? Was it my makeup? Did lead him on?

The overwhelming guilt quickly took over me I got in the shower and sat there.

I took off my clothes, my pheromones were running wild, was it because of his Aura?

I couldn't think of anything, I cried my heart out. I didn't know the feeling of being violated.

I got out of the shower, I took my suppressant, and even after showering for an hour, I still felt filthy.

My head was aching. I couldn't think of anything and decided to go to sleep.

Suppressants and headache medicine knocked me out.

I woke up in the morning with my people murmuring around me.

As I was slowly opening my eyes I could hear my aunt talking to someone:

"Is he going to be alright?"

"Yes yes don't worry, it's common in Omega's who work in close proximity with Alpha's, unfortunately, pheromones suppressant can suppress pheromones but sometimes tiny pheromones can leak and get troublesome."

"But he was fine a week ago."

"Maybe an Alpha tried to approach him intimately?"

"I don't know, he isn't dating anyone or I would have known."

"Ma'am I advise you as his legal guardian you're responsible for his welfare, our population is collapsing and Omega like him needs an Alpha and have kids."

"I know, I was going to talk to him about this on Monday."

Monday? How long was I out?

"I'll be going now, call me when wakes up and contact me to make an appointment with him it'll be beneficial if I talk to him alone."

"Ok, doctor"

After the doctor left my aunt noticed me waking up she hugged me tightly and started crying.

I hugged her back and slowly said, " I'm fine you don't have to worry and the doctor also said that it was common among Omegas."

"I couldn't bear the thought of losing you."

"Now let me go or you'll really lose me."

I and my aunt laughed. After talking for some time and getting ready I made my way to the lounge and saw flowers and baked goods with the note.

I checked the note, it said, "Get well soon, I'm always thinking of you, Love, Philip."

All the memories came flooding in and I quickly tore off the note and pushed it inside my pockets.

**(Hello readers I started this chapter as TPP because it was better that way to tell the story, I'll continue the POV's don't worry)**