29 Nothing

"I apologize."

Guess who said that.

Katsuki?

No, he had already apologized to Eijiro many times and he had no desire to apologize to Shouki.

Eijiro?

No, maybe many thought that Eijiro would apologize to Katsuki. But not now.

Shouki?

Yes, he's the one apologizing. Apologize to Katsuki.

"I'm sorry, I did that. I didn't mean to take a chance when you were in trouble. I didn't---"

"Yeah, I know that. You don't need to apologize, you idiot." Katsuki sneered at Shouki. According to Katsuki, Shouki was a stupid man. "You just fucked a gigolo. So take it easy, no need to feel guilty like you just fucked a virgin."

Not that Katsuki felt happy after having sex with Shouki. However, he couldn't possibly blame the person who had saved him. He also blamed himself for the sudden heat. The severe heat made him break his promise once again, a promise that he would not allow himself to be bullied by another man.

If only the one who came at that time was Eijiro.

Maybe now Katsuki has become Eijiro's mate.

But in reality, the one who came was Shouki.

Even so, Katsuki should still be grateful.

"But still I have done something that crossed our boundaries. I, I, I apologize once again," Shouki said. He looked very sorry.

"Tsk, don't go overboard like that. You're just..."

Katsuki suddenly stopped, he who was still lying down with his body covered in a blanket stood up at that very moment. He ran to the corner of the room and looked at himself in the mirror.

He looked down at his back, examining his neck, chest, and shoulders. There were no marks on his body.

After confirming that he had not received any tokens, he heaved a sigh of relief.

Shouki who saw that from the bed immediately said. "I didn't tag you. I won't do that until you let me do it. You can trust me, Katsuki."

Katsuki glanced at Katsuki from the reflection of the mirror in front of him. "Yes thank you."

Very short, not even audible appreciation of the words. But still Shouki smiled and felt happy.

"Is there anything that still hurts?" Shouki then immediately corrected his words, he didn't want Katsuki to be misled. "I-I mean, I'll treat you or take you to the doctor for a checkup if there's any part of your body that still hurts. I didn't mean to--"

"You don't need to feel embarrassed like that. If you continue to act like that, in fact I think that you want to fuck me again. Well, let's just say that what you got from our activities was my thanks to you. Aren't we both benefited ? I stopped having heat and you got a chance to sleep with me."

It did sound normal, but if the meaning was explored, it would definitely make Shouki offended. Because, indirectly that statement gives the meaning that Shouki approached Katsuki only with the desire to enjoy Katsuki's body.

Even though from the beginning until Shouki loved Katsuki, there was no such thought in his mind.

"I'm sincere."

Shouki made Katsuki tilt his head, Katsuki looked surprised. "What do you mean?"

"If you didn't have heat, then I wouldn't have done that until now. But, I sincerely want to help you. I love you. That's all."

Katsuki felt something different from Shouki. He remembered his words earlier, maybe there was something wrong with his words.

"I'm going home. If there's anything you can call me." Shouki got up from Katsuki's bed. "Take care of yourself, don't take any more suppressants. It's not good for your health."

Katsuki's eyes closed for a moment, his brow furrowed. Katsuki's mouth was still slightly open with his head moving in a gesture as if he was asking something.

'Why? What does it mean? why suddenly become serious like that? I don't think there's anything wrong with what I said.'

Katsuki thought to himself, he looked at the door to his room which was tightly closed. He then turned and looked at his bed which was a mess from his activities with Shouki earlier. He swallowed his saliva, his expression then inexplicable.

Being around and interacting with an expressionless person like Shouki made it a little difficult for him to understand that person. He's not a typical Werewolf who can read a person's mind. He was also not someone who was an expert in understanding other people's feelings. Whereas before, Shouki looked fine.

He didn't show any strange impression before, but after Katsuki said that. Shouki's style of speech suddenly changed.

"Is he angry? What's the matter? Isn't what I said true?" Katsuki asked with curiosity in his mind.

Katsuki on his hips, he looked at himself who was only wearing shorts in silence. He thought about what he had done to Shouki.

"Maybe I'm too cold to him? Ah well, I don't care either. I have to focus on Eijiro. I don't want any other thoughts to disturb my relationship with Eijiro," said Katsuki.

Quiet.

No one to talk to. Maybe there is Melia, he can really talk to Melia to his heart's content. Melia is a friend who can be talked to for a long time, because Melia herself does have a lot of time for that.

Pimps really only watch over the prostitutes who are her subordinates, after that she can enjoy the money that her subordinates work for

Very, very benefited.

However, both Katsuki and Melia would not be able to enjoy life in a decent and luxurious apartment with a large enough living cost if they had not met before.