CHAPTER 19 (2)
A sudden visit from the guy that I hate -2.
I can see in his eyes that he doesn’t want to talk about it. I know that I’m crossing my line now as a mere co-worker but where does he get it? What’s the truth then? I don’t know what I should believe right now. I can feel that he knew about it but he was clearly avoiding that topic and he just didn’t want to tell me. Chang Heng, who are you? Can I trust you? Tell me. Because I am so confused about what I should feel right now. Ever since Cheng came back, I know that he somewhat changed and he just won’t tell me about it. Me too. I’m so confused with everything. And I just want to know the truth.
“This is nothing. It just happened 10 years ago when I saved a little girl before. It’s because of my dad’s damn issues..” He sighed deeply and he got closer to me and he pats my head, “Hm? What’s happening to you? You’re looking at me now as a man but not a bottom? I didn’t know that can happen too especially to a crazy girl like you.”
Geez! Is it wrong to be so worried about him? Did he dare to act so grumpy once again huh? He’s not helping. Can’t he at least not change our topic, please? He should act serious right now. I can’t believe this guy!
Whatever. I guess I should trust him for now. I suddenly felt so hungry and I bit my lip and I can’t help but feel so embarrassed in front of him and I touched my tummy and I sighed. I was thinking too much, I didn’t realize that I am hungry. You’ve done it again. You should be ashamed of yourself. I suddenly stared at him and I gulped, “I didn’t have any fancy foods but ramen. Is it okay for you to have ramen?” I asked him and he just nodded at me quietly.
I smiled at him and I pat his shoulders, “I’ll cook, okay? Just wait for me.”
I decided to ran towards the kitchen and then I decided to grabbed a two bowls and then I started making our ramen. I even cooked two eggs for the two of us. This is only food that I have for now, I haven’t even done some groceries because I’m so busy at work. While I was cooking, I noticed him looking around the house which I didn’t really mind at all. Plus I cleaned already so I think I would be safe now. I don’t want him to see some things that he shouldn’t have see so I’ve gotta be careful.
When it was ready, I decided to put it around the table. I saw him standing in front of my bed and he was so focused and he was looking at my pillow. My face went pale when I saw him saw my BL pictures and stickers in my bed. This is what I’m telling you about! I already expected that this will happened. I know that he would find another more secrets about me. Even though I was already exposed, I—I don’t want him to find any more secrets about me. So I quickly ran after him and I shouted, “Intern Accountant Chang Heng Wei, don’t you dare take the pillows off!” I told him. There’s no way that I’ll let him see my clothes. Oh gosh!
He was so surprised by me and when I got closer to him we ended up falling in the bed. My bikini was there. I don’t want him to see it. But it’s too late though, he has already seen my bikini.
“Oh? Are you that scared for me to find out about your bikini?” He asked me and he started teasing me and he put his hands around the bed and he suddenly grabbed the light pink bikini and he sways it on both hands. He’s not seriously funny. I looked so flustered because of what’s he doing with my bikini right now. Damn this man, he’s seriously irritating!
“Give it back!” I shouted at him and he just smirked at him.
Geez, does he enjoy teasing me this much? He must be enjoying bullying me like this huh? He’s not funny. I tried to snatch my bikini away from him but before I even got it, I almost fall in his chest which made me even more flushed. Our faces were so close with each other and I find myself blushing at him even more. He suddenly touched my lips which made me even more flushed about it. Is he going to kiss me again? He smirked at me and he flicked my forehead and he just laughed at me, “Expecting something huh?”
“What!? No! I am not expecting.” I shook my head and quickly denied it.
I should calm down. There’s no way that he’d like me. I’m not like the kind of girls that he dated. Arrgh, that flirtatious man! I shouldn’t even think about these things but look at now, I’m torturing myself because of these confusing feelings that I have now. He was just nice a couple of minutes ago and now he’s enjoying bullying me once again. He’s not doing this because he likes me, he’s doing these things because it was enjoyable for him to make me suffer. That’s how it is. He’s not funny. I don’t get him. He’s so grumpy sometimes, he looked so cold too, and then suddenly he’d turn out to be so flirty and then sometimes---ugh I don’t know anymore! I don’t even want to think about this.
“Anyways, the ramen should be ready by now. And please put those bikinis back under my bed.” I said to him and I quickly stand up away from him and chuckled. This is kinda awkward. I made sure that Chang Heng wouldn’t even be able to see it but he still did. He’s seriously irritating!
I touched my cheeks and It felt so hot. What’s happening to me? Seriously, I should stop thinking about those sorts of things already. I was surprised when someone knocked on the door and I raised my eyebrows. And who would just knock in my house this evening huh? My eyes widened when I saw Yuuto. Looks like he was so surprised that the Intern Accountant was even here as well. What does he want now? After he humiliated me before, does he has the guts to show himself in front of me now? Who is he kidding? Whatever he says now, I would never believe him again. Oh yeah, he’s a jerk anyway. He only cared about disregarding other feelings and thinking nothing but himself.
What does he want from me now? Whatever it is, I won’t let him fool me again. He shouldn’t be here and why does he even care if I’m with my co-worker? Plus this is my house, I can do whatever I want. I don’t think I have to let him know about it because technically he’s a stranger. He’s just some ex-boyfriend of mine after all.
“I thought it was some a guest that I should be expecting but turns out it was a jerk like you after all. So? Why did you even come here?” I asked him and I glared at him.
I don’t care what’s his reasons why he’s here and I don’t have the energy to listen to him. We’re done. 5 years was already enough for me to realize what kind of jerk he is. And if he’s here to say sorry then no. After he hurt me, this time I’ll be heartless.