Decisions, Choices, Thoughts
What the hell was that? Did that door just- was that door always there? Ugh, suddenly my head is killing me. I stay looking at the door feeling chills up my back. Am I going insane, delusional? There's no way that door or thing was here before; I checked this entire area. What am going to do now?
I stand here contemplating everything that happened. I don't know who I am, how I got here, why I'm here or what am I. It feels as though I just pooped into existence, a false reality. I believe I am a person, a human, but with nothing to substantiate that;only to have knowledge pertaining around what a human is. I feel like sentient shit. Like I know where I came from and how I came to be but not why did I end up here. Am I even-
No, stop thinking like that. There is a door cracked open with some light shining through. It could be an exit from this place. My head hurts even more and the chills running up my back isn't helping. I could go through the door but I feel as though that would lead to more troubling situations.
I slowly back up to take seat on the bench keeping my eye on the door. I could stay here safe from others and others safe from me. "You are insane, it would be better that way." I am insane I should just stay here, in total darkness alone. What if that figure comes back, I should close and barricade that door to prevent that.
My head aches even more having me grip on it. But if I stay I could starve to death, or die from dehydration. There could appear another figure to kill me. Staying in this dark room could lead me to become insane over time. I just sit and contemplate on my existence and either to stay or to go.
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Project 37 seems to be going a lot smoother and predictable than the other projects. As of now, the fusion of no. 14 and no. 34 seem to go in line with the procedures timeline. no. 34 start up has no problems but as the fusion with no. 14 goes on no. 34 seems to get more mentally unstable with no. 14 interference with no. 34 senses. The door has been initiated but no. 14 meddl- interference has let no. 34 witness the door being initiated causing more panic than desired within no. 34. This has delayed Project 37 start up but gives us more data on no. 14 communication methods. no. 34 has failed procedures 1, 7, 8, and 12 which leads to a deeper fulfillment of The Projects guidelines. There may be a need for forced restart of five seconds on no. 34 to nudge it through the door. Opinion advised.
Head Scientist of Project 37,
Your report has been received and it is advised that your report meet the guidelines set for security reasons. Or face the consequences and responsibility of a leak. Going on to your request Project 37 Head Scientists are given full authority on the management of Project 37. I also must remind you outside interference are not allowed to affect Project 37 unless the higher up deem so. And unfortunately the higher ups do not deem it so. Proceed with Project 37 with this in mind. I would hate for us to get in trouble for an unexplained failure again.
Yours truly, honest boss.
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I don't think I will be going through the door. Its not like I don't want to. I want to but the dread I feel just from looking at the light seeping from the door tells me otherwise. I know going through could lead me to answers but what if it also leads to distractions away from the answers I need.
My head aches like something is trying to naw it's way out. Can I really handle anything else with this aching in my head muddling my thoughts? I can't even alleviate this pain when I bang and grip my head. It only seems to get worse and worse. I can't even.. stand .. any.. mor-
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Project 37 has entered the next phase.
no.34 and no.14 compatibility is measured at around 94%.
no.34 and no.14 fusion is currently at 17% with signs of further fusions to be painful possibly fatal to no.34.
Be advised altercations may be needed for tests ahead.
Noted. Continue with Project 37. Only edit the test ahead so no outliers show or affect the validity of the no.34 AND no.14.