My fate as Evil Antagonist

"Protagonist? It's kinda good to be a Protagonist, but what I'm focused on is Antagonist. Why are you asking? Antagonists can do whatever they want, they can be good, evil and many more! But their fate is in the Protagonist's palm. They have a plot where they get killed by the protagonist, defeated by the protagonist, and more. If the Antagonist defeats the protagonist, the protagonist suddenly gets stronger because of friendship power and they will defeat the Antagonist in future. Right Jake?" Said MC to Jake as the said person quietly nodded his head. "Uhuh, uhuh, uhuh." Nodding Jake while shaking his head up and down. Facepalms at Jake, MC irritated by his behaviors. "Do you listen to redheads?" Jake is still nodding his head upside down. 'I think he's like one of those people that nodding their head when they don't know what is happening, like Jake right here.' Sighing in disbelief, MC looks towards his books, the title is 'Why Antagonist is weak compared to protagonist in various ways.' 'Damn, I really wish I can make Antagonist more awesome, powerful, and cool than Protagonist, kinda boring when I always see Protagonist always win in the end.' With that word running through his mind, he just jinxed himself that day, that time, and that place where he sits.