49 Letting Go

Jayden POV

What have I done? I hurt her. I didn't imagine I could do that to her. It was too late. I should apologize. I have to tell her I still love her. But what if she leaves me again? Loving her was not enough. She lied to me and left me despite the love I gave her. She won't be satisfied with just that.

"Try to slap me again and that's not the only thing that will happen to you. I'm not the same person as before. You made me like this so bear with it."

Instead of telling her that I still love her, those words came out from my mouth.

I could hear her crying. It was a silent cry but I could hear her breathing irregularly. It's breaking my heart. I couldn't look at her. I'm embarrassed. What would my mother say? What would she think of me? I'm now like those men who I hated the most.