Without him

As said we went back to being complete strangers. As if we never knew each other at all. For a reason I didn't know I started waiting for him. I stayed at school a little longer after class. When there was LAN party (it's just a sleepover where you can come and play against, the other kids in competitions, and duel with your friends to see who is the best) at the school I would always look for him and wait to see if he came. While I was doing homework or chores outside the classroom, I always looked to see if it was him which came out of the door, but he never came to see me again. Eventually half a year had past, and it was summer vacation. We still hadn't spoken a word to each other. During summer vacation I was just as bored as always. I had read all my books and watched all my movies, so there was nothing left for me to do. My big brother was going to 10th grade, so I started to think about my future and whether I wanted to attend to another school, when I reached ninth or tenth grade, and thought it was many students which changed schools in ninth grade. Then it hit me, Alex was going to attend ninth grade next year! which also meant, I might never see him again. I panicked I started to cry and cry and cry. I was so upset that I locked myself up in my room for four days, without coming out, and when I went back to school, I spend the entire morning looking to see if he would come or not. I were lucky enough to have the classroom facing the schoolyard, which most people came through in the morning, and he had to pass by under the window to get into the building, so I would easily be able to spot him coming. Since I was pretty determent to see him, I sat and stared at the gates already half an hour, before he would normally come, but I had still not seen him when there was 10 min to the bell rang. I began to feel more nervous, just as I was about to cry he came walking through the gates, and I just started to cry and I cried so much a few of my classmates started to worry but I was so happy I couldn't stop, and suddenly I realized something.....

I was in love with him.