The bitter truth

After that everything was quiet. Sure, I could feel the others from his class stare at me, and I think someone whisper too but when I turned my head they stopped. Eventually came the day of their last day, before they had their study period, and as usual, they were having the time of their lives being extra loud, but hey, we got almost an hour earlier off school, so I am not complaining. And so unfortunately, some of my friends had managed to get my clothes wet, so I had to stay after school to get some dry clothes on, and then I headed to the common area to relax, and listen to some nightcore (or anime music as my classmates called it) but then I noticed that Alex and some of his friends were right outside the window. luckily, they had not noticed me yet, but as I was about to get up and leave, I heard something that made me panic even more than anything, but which still froze me into place. I heard the voice loud and clear, even through my headset.: Now we just need to pass our exams, and then we never have to come back here again. It was Alex. And there it was, the thing I had tried to ignore the past couple of months. This time that one sentence sat it all in stone. We were probably never going to see each other after that day. Sure I could ask him, but knowing my personality it would never happen. Besides who was I to ask him such things? I know that... at that time we probably both liked eachother, but I was still afraid that it was all just something in my head. I mean I was me… weird, antisocial and the exact opposite of him, I could never be anything of what he wanted right? In the end even though, I have regretted it ever since . And so that was the last time I saw him.