2 My Desires Will Not Die With Me

I never saw him ever again. I never cried blood tears again nor ever again did he come into my dreams.

My love for him started to grow into hatred. He probably knew that I didn't mean it. Never mind it. I don't want to see him ever again in my life.

Soon after he left my life, I gradually started to get sick. I fainted often, and I barely had some energy but I worked regardless of the fact that my parents were rich enough to take care of me.

Since I lived away from them all this time, they really didn't care about me. So I had no point in contacting and keeping in touch with them.

But after a long time, I heard a knock on my door. I never expected someone nor did someone ever came to visit me. I opened the door thinking it was my housekeeper but it wasn't, it was my mom.

She hugged me at the door and asked me "are you all right?"

yes, mom but what's with the sudden commotion?

As I said it I fainted on the ground. when I woke up I was lying on a hospital bed and my mom was sitting beside me. I saw my dad sitting on the couch with raging eyes and my sister was sitting beside my dad.

My sister saw me opening my eyes, came near my bed, and held my hand tight.

"Why didn't you tell us anything?" she asked.

Tell you what? I asked.

My dad stood up, came near me, and slapped me.

What are you doing to my child!? my mom shouted at my dad.

You are coming home with us are you clear!? the doctor came in and took a look at me. I didn't have the simplest idea about what was going on but I made something clear in a minute, it was that I was dying.

I am glad that my body had never shown any sign of it until this day because of that, I got to enjoy my life to the fullest.

On that day I came back to my own house. I never liked it because of the rules and regulations. But I just couldn't ignore them.

"You will take care of the business from today onwards you got it?" So get ready and come down. There will be a medical team ready for you 24/7. So just go and do your work.

I knew he was using me I knew that he didn't want to hand over anything to me but I won't be able to do anything if I stay here.

After all, I will die soon.

After getting dressed up from the fanciest clothes in my wardrobe, I came down wearing pearls and diamonds on my neck and ears, and even on my hands.

I couldn't reject that because that would just create an unwanted argument. In a minute I was on my way to the company. from the first step, I took into the building the employers and employees were there to bug me.

I really didn't have much work to do. I organized all the work, and all the files, and even signed all the documents. It was too much work for me but enough work for me to disappear from here.

After doing all the work I grabbed my purse and asked my secretary to book me a private lounge at my favourite club and I escaped out with him. since I was not alone I had to get my secretary dressed so that he suits my style.

I got him clothes and we were having fun on our way there. I was getting close to him. He was nice to me after all. His name was Casper, as I heard.

As we entered the club, I started getting a bunch of calls from the company. That's not all even my family started calling me. I realized that they have realized that I was missing.

I started dancing like crazy because I never got to enjoy my freedom up to this extent.

I drank all the fancy wine and champagne and even got close to some handsome boys. Casper talked to me all this time.

I sat down at the bar looking at the fancy cocktail in front of me. The man beside me seemed to be of my age. So I turned in that direction and started a conversation with him. Meanwhile, Casper sat beside me.

While I was talking to him, I saw Casper's hand move near my cocktail. Suddenly realizing something was up I ended my conversation with that guy and turned in the direction that Casper was. And started talking to him.

He took me by my hand and took me to a balcony where no one was. He pressed me onto the wall and tried to kiss me. Even though I was sick I was strong enough to dodge it and slap him across the face.

The next moment I woke up I was in the hospital lying on a bed with ventilators fixed on to me. I could barely open my eyes.

This went on for days I was lying on the bed. I couldn't even talk a word. While cleaning my face my sister saw that my eyes were open. She showed me my face. I couldn't believe myself my eyes were emerald red and even there were some red stripes on my hair. I hated it. I hated it all

My body started to feel bad. I couldn't even breathe for a moment I lost consciousness. And my heartbeat stopped.

My soul and spirit escaped my body, seeing how my mom fainted I wanted to go back. My sister was crying like she used to cry when she was little. Even my dad's eyes were full of tears.

My spirit started to turn into red dust.

I tried shouting but they couldn't hear me, I tried going back but I just couldn't do that. The moon was blood red. Evil spirits and spirits from heaven were coming into my room and kept keeling in front of me.

Princess of blood we are here to escort you to your palace! Please follow me, a young handsome man dressed in black spoke to me.

Princess of roses, please let me have the honour of escorting you to the kingdom.

Please hurry up my princess you have to decide before your heart turns into dust.

I had always wanted to be a free-living spirit never wanting to disappear without even thinking twice I took the hand of the demon.