191 A thousand lives

Episode 184- A thousand lives

Eventually from brother Ramon's death, she became incredibly sick and died. Father… Father was strong. Well, Father tried his best to remain strong and continued protecting the family.

I could not forgive myself. I learned a harsh lesson and it was that out of everyone in this world, I was the worst human being alive. I was on the side of the people who killed my brother. People who made my mother go crazy. People who inflicted so much pain on my family. It was late. Very late, but I began to go after the people of Occul Island by myself. 

I learned how to stop time, which was in itself a useless skill. I studied whilst killing off Kal's rats one by one. I didn't go back home but took out strong people until I eventually reached the elder and killed him off. I thought that this would repent what I did to brother Ramon and mother. I thought that with this, everyone could forgive me.