Part 17

Part 17

"his eyes were demons scarring her body"

Selena's POV

I ate my breakfast awkwardly as Justin glared at me the whole way through which wasn't very appetising.

I didn't know what was going on in his mind.

Like could he actually see holes being burned into my skin.

Because honestly right now, it felt like it.

Like excuse me.

Look away mate.

I sighed and decided to watch Pattie instead thinking that would stress me out less.

But then I realised that she knew I was in Justin's bed last night... And that we had sex.

Well Justin said we didn't but I'm pretty sure she didn't believe him for shit.

But me and Justin.

Would never happen...

In a million years.

Ever.

I shook my head at my thoughts.

"So erm why were you guys sleeping together?" Pattie asked trying to keep her face straight but I could see her lips twitching upwards like she was trying to not laugh.

I looked at Justin and he looked back at me clenching his jaw.

I wonder what he was going to lie about this time.

I mean I wasn't going to say anything because...

Well I can't lie for shit.

He let out a breath as he put his acting face on.

"I had a nightmare and Selena came into my room probably hearing my screams and stayed with me till I fell asleep." Justin said hesitating a little bit and I bit my lip looking down.

I guess I was right that he might have been suffering from PTSD due to his dad as he said he had nightmares.

Patties mouth instantly widened in shock and she looked at me causing me to quickly nod agreeing with Justin.

I mean it wasn't exactly the truth.

But it took Justin guts to admit that I guess.

"Oh, sorry baby I wasn't there" Pattie said with a frown getting up and rubbed Justin back. I glanced at him for a second before looking down.

He clenched his jaw as if he felt guilt for lying, I mean he wasn't totally heartless and does love his mum so I would understand.

I didn't say anything else as I didn't want to ruin the moment.

Justin sighed. "Its fine mum, Selena was there" he whispered and I bit my lip glancing at them both as I felt a little bit awkward with the mother and son duo.

Suddenly Pattie glanced down at her watch and she let out a squeal causing me and Justin to groan a little.

"Sweethearts I need to go to work, don't mess around okay and be nice to each other" She said kissing the both of us on the forehead causing us to both chuckle.

I heard the door close meaning that Pattie had left and I stiffened realising that I had to be alone with Justin.

I let out a breath waiting for him to make a move and he glared at me as usual.

"I hate you" Justin said with a scoff and I face him with a confused expression.

Well that caught me off guard.

But it also didn't surprise me at the same time.

I mean I did expect him to flip a table with me under it where then he would watch me struggle to take it off.

But I had enough of his games.

I mean one minute he hates me and then the next minute I'm like his teddy bear.

I sighed.

"I hate you too" I said glaring back at him and I smirked mocking his usual smirks he has on his face all the time.

It actual felt good to act like justin.

I felt a sudden rise of confidence in me.

Like is this why Justin smirks all the time.

Suddenly my eyes wandered down to his hands to see them clenched and all he confidence in me erased.

I bit my lip not knowing where this was going.

"Really" Justin said with an unknown expression and he stepped up walking closer to me.

I immediately got up and stepped back only to be pressed against the wall.

My eyes snapped towards his and his lips twitched upwards revealing a smirk.

Okay yeah that also works with him.

"Stop" I said strongly but it came out as a whisper and he ket out a laugh before he pressed his body against mine.

I closed my eyes. "Jay" I whispered and he looked at me with a familiar expression. His fingers traced along my cheek to my jawline down to my neck sending chills everywhere he touched.

I shook my head at how bipolar he was acting.

"Selly bear" he whispered against my skin, his breath hitting my neck and I closed my eyes letting out a shaky breath.

I bite my lip only to cause him to groan quietly and I felt something touch my stomach. I opened my eyes looking down realising that he had an erection.

How did he get an erection by my lip bite.

Actually I'm getting turned on by his body heat.

I pressed my hands against his chest as his dug dug into my waist.

"J-Jay.. Justin I need to go" I said shaking my head and I tried pushing him back but he shook my head and pushed me harshly against the wall and my lips let out a moan.

I gasped at myself and I felt blood rush to my cheeks.

"That was the most sexiest thing I've heard" Justin whispered out of breath and he gripped my leg pushing me up causing his erection to dig against my lower area and I closed my eyes at the pleasure.

But this was all too much for my thoughts.

"Jay stop" I groaned clutching onto his shoulders and his lips attacked mine stealing my breath.

I couldn't process what was happening but my lips moved against his.

I didn't understand him.

I mean I didn't understand myself.

We were kissing.

I was kissing back.

He said he hated me and then all of a sudden he's kissing me.

I couldn't deal with all these years of hate. His father's hate.

I couldnt do it.

Suddenly his lips left mine and I let out a whimper at the loss of contact.

"A mistake is when hou do something accidentally and regret it, this isn't a mistake" Justin scoffed as he left trails of kisses down my neck.

I realised he was talking about our first kiss.

Fuck I forget about that.

I shook my head knowing this is a mistake whether he accepted or not.

I couldn't deal with him anymore.

"Stop" I said sternly and he sighed before releasing me.

"What is this Justin, I thought you hated me cause of your dad and now you're acting like you like me. Have you forgotten the past years you've tortured me" I shouted pushing him away and running into my room.

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