1 The weirdest awakening

'Uhh! Hein?...ouch! whaaa....what's this? it hurt like hell. Am I dying?! No, I have to open my eyes...I have to get away from here, from this insufferable pain.' I thought I had shouted these words out loud but nothing came out of my mouth, I was frozen, unable to speak or open my eyes. It was frightening, I couldn't see anything apart from feeling that sharp pain through my body, the pain wasn't worse than an injury from a sword but yet it was weirdly more unbearable. After calming myself and accepting my inability to see or talk temporarily. I grasped the situation well and felt myself moving in sync with the pain. With every move, the pain worsened and I had great difficulty in restraining myself from shouting or crying. To a person like myself who always went through worse then this, it was really humiliating. As I finally opened my eyes, the first thing that occurred to me was a naked man, I couldn't make out much because of the fact that it was dark. However, the moonlight that passed through the large windows allowed me to see where I was and the features of the man who was above me. He was fairly muscular and had weat hair falling on his forehead, they were pitch black like the night sky. His muscles were jerking with every movements he made and then, I started to realize the horrendous situation in which I was. The naked stranger was right between my thighs, and each of his hip blows produced in me a wave of pains. Instinctively, I clenched my fists and was getting ready to stick one to his face but my fists weren't moving and stunned I looked at my side to see them trapped again the sheet by his hands on either side. Anger welled up and I struggled to free myself from his grasp, I was getting even more annoyed at each of my attempts that were weak and unproductive. The man didn't move an inch, instead he opened his eyes and spared me a cold emerald green eyes. His lips slightly went up in ridicule at my useless attempts, he was mocking me. I found his smile dazzingly charming and that thought pissed me even more knowing the fact that I was attracted to his looks even though he was mocking me. But desire never once got the better of me, hense with my murderous eyes locked on him I said,

"What the hell are you doing you shameless bastard?"

His forehead twisted and after looking at me intensely with his damn smile still on his face he said,

"Isn't this what you wanted?"

"Whaa?!..."

"Heh! I am only fulfilling your wish, why do you look so shocked?" He said with a cold smile on his lips.

"Are you kidding me...you crazy bastard..ah!" I couldn't finish cursing at him because of his move that became harder. He yanked my hands up my head and harsly bit me everywhere, my neck, shoulder and my breast. I was more than shy, outraged by his shameless act and while doing everything I could to stop him from doing whatever he wanted, I said while clenching my teeth,

"How dare you do this to me...you, disgusting asshole..."

"Why can't I do this...we are married. Smirk! did the pain get to your head?"

"What the? married?! does a husband usually mistreat his wife like that in your fucking head?!"

He looked up at me and bit on my nipple hard before saying, "Did you really expect to find a loving husband through this weeding?!"

'I have just learned that I am married, how am I supposed to answer to that, also however you looked this man's touch wasn't kind at all. It is clear that he doesn't love me but did he have to be this cruel to a person he married?' I was deep in thoughts and didn't answer to him with my face distorted with pained expression I didn't cry out from the pain and stayed dignified, after looking at my face he bit on the other nipple and he continued,

"Even if you have feeling for me, don't ever expect to get my heart. The only thing I felt for you is hatred and disgust....You wanted to marry me by all mean right, so I will make you regret that decision until the day you will wish to divorce me."

This man's eyes only showed cruelty as he said those harsh words. If this girl, I mean I really married him because of my selfish feeling for him, his hatred make sense but I don't think that justify his rude attitude toward me. I hear that all married couple do this kind of thing after getting married and that it would hurt for the woman but what this asshole is doing is mainly abuse.The movements of his hip suddenly became more intense and pushed deeper, I squeezed shut my eyes but tears still managed to escape and flowed through my cheeks. Outraged, I bit my lower lips until blood appeared. My breath hushed and my voiced trembled from the pain as I replied,

"You don't need to love me to show me respect....you are hurting me you horrible asshole!"

He didn't say anything for a moment and only looked intensely at my face, then down my body. After his eyes finished his touring around my body he said,

"Well, I am just fulfilling my duty as a husband...I thought that you would want this too as much as you wanted this engagement..."

I couldn't respond or curse at him after the insulting words he told me because he had said the only thing that reminded me of what was important "duty". I have always been a person who respects and applies the duty entrusted to me, so I could only endure pain and let him do whatever he wanted. The night went on with his continuous assaults and my constant unwillingness by scratching his back or bitting him on his arms and his shoulder. This bed fight contunied until the morning sun lightened on the large windows of the room. My body was numb, I was too tired to move and fell asleep with my hair disheveled and my body soaked from sweat after the intercourse that ended in the morning. The man looked at her sleeping face and threw a sheet on her naked body.