1 Prologue: begging for your love.

"Rayne why?"

I turned my back against him, holding back my tears.

"Why can't you love me again?" Frank asked me while crying. The anger that I've been keeping for a long time suddenly came in because of that question. 'love?' I laugh sarcastically and face him.

"Seriously?"

“What right do you have to ask that? "I asked him angrily, he looked as if begging.

"Sorry! Babe, sorry!" He approached me and tried to hold my hands but I didn't let him. I look angrily straight into his eyes instead. I want him to feel how angry am I. How much I still hurt.

"Sorry? Just sorry?". I sarcastically laugh and clap my hands.

"I know you're angry, alright? slap me, hit me! Pour out your anger on me!" He took my hand and force it to slap on his face.

I turned around, I was about to leave when he hug me from behind . "I love you so much, Rayne! Please don't be like this." I looked down and was even more hurt by what he just said. I hope he hugged me before, when I needed him, when I'm so down! I hope he said that before, so I might accept it.

"Damn Frank!" I remove his hand that was hugging me and turned to him, "When I begged you not to leave me, did you listen?" I cringed when I said that. "I'm tired Frank! I'm so tired of loving you!" Tears welled up in my eyes. "I'm tired of asking myself why I'm not good enough ! Where's my place in this world!" I stop for a moment and wipe away my tears. "You are my everything!" I step away from him. "You are my only source of strength when I am weak! You are the only one!" I wipe away my tears for the second time and look at him. "But you leave me too! You promised! I held on to that! I'm so stupid because I trusted you, so stupid!" I sob so loud. "The pain really hurts Frank! It hurts so much to the point that I can't love you again!! I can't even love myself. I already moved on, then you'll come back as if you didn't hurt anyone! As if you didn't hurt me! "

" Yeah, I love you! " I shouted at him and kept crying. "BEFORE!"

"Sorry! Sorry! Sorry babe sorry! I'll get you back! I'll do everything please!" He knelt in front of me, I averted my eyes away from him because it pains me to see him crying.

"I don't love you anymore, Frank! A happy ending is not for us!" I said emphatically and try to stop the tears from dripping.

"I know you love me! I know you still love me! Please I'm begging you! Rayne please, just one more chance! One more chance please! "

"Stand up Frank! Go home" I turned my back against him and walk closer to my car. I hopped in and drive it away, I just stop it in front of our house and there, I can't hold the tears anymore. I cry. "I hate you!" I whisper while sobbing.

"I hate that I still love you even though it hurts so much, even though loving you is so hard!"

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