#Chapter46 Sadness and Sex
I opened my eyes. I couldn't sleep. After that talk with my mother, I couldn't sleep. I sighed and gently removed Kale's hand from around my waist. I turned around to look at him. He looked so peaceful. I didn't feel like waking him up. I rolled my lips in my mouth and inhaled before walking to the balcony. I opened the door to see the clear sky. It stopped raining. I could even see the stars. It was still a little bit windy though. I wrapped a bed sheet around me, then stepped out. I could feel the wind blow my hair in the back. I felt my heart sink in my ribcage. I didn't know what to feel about this whole situation. Suddenly, a sob left my mouth.