for eternity

At times we never know when our time will come. Death is scary yet sometimes no one fears it. We never know what can happen or what will happen. As much as we try to prevent them. I thought death was inevitable and just something that meant your time was up. That was until I met him. The immortal one or as he said, the damned. His body was cold as the dead yet he had this chiseled form. It's the weirdest story for us. I was at a pub downtown where I met him soon enough our meeting turned into something more.

A forbidden love of disaster. No one could have warned me about what would be happening now. If you told me what this would be in my future I would have thought you were nuts. Only a few weeks ago I never knew that they existed. The damned creatures of the night, the bloodsuckers of Hollywood movies? All of it was blown out of proportion. " The night you met me I was at my worst dammit. You saw my demons in the limelight. I was vulnerable and you took that to your own advantage."

His voice roared through my lungs, "I didn't want to be made into this monster. You made me realize that. You were the one that made me who I am- instead of this bad guy, everyone judges me to be. It's the tempting lust of your rare blood. It is the temptation of you. You made me fall head over heels for you Kalani. You made me grow this devilish desire for you. One that I have been trying to resist. A resit of loving you. I love you so much Kalani." A shock grew as a wave crashed into my heart making it stop and skip a beat almost. I questioned, " You love me, Frost?"

His eyes were in a fragile glass form. His deadly fangs show from anger and pain. He sighed throwing his hands through his dark brownish-black hair. He said, " Yes I love you Kalani, and that's just from knowing you for only a month. You made me feel human again. Not some undead beast of destruction."

My feet slowly trailed causing me to walk towards him. My heart wanted to be with him but my anxiety and fear said otherwise. I wanted to be fearless or even hold back, but I wrapped my arms around his porcelain neck. Feeling the frigid coldness from his skin. I looked into his fragile red eyes. "I was afraid to say this, but I feel the same way. You made me realize you had my trust without me knowing. Without me realizing I was falling from the end to you."

My anxiety kept me fearful, but my mind and heart said one thing, and for once they agreed on this. " Frost- you know that thing you talked about a few days ago and I asked if you could give me a few days." He had veins under his eyes, "I'm okay with it. Don't get me wrong I'm scared shitless about it but if I am able to help you then. I'll do it." he gently grabbed my waist, " You dont have to do this Kalani." I felt my heart race, "I'm fine with it. Just all I ask is try to be gentle."