lust

I'm between two handsome men that want me. This moment is unreal, and although I am loving it physically, mentally this doesn't feel right. I don't want to hurt one of them and if I get romantic with them it will complete things.

There kisses are so passionate. I can only take so much stimulation. My body wants this. would it really hurt to give in to what I want. I made it this far in life and passionate kissing is all I've ever done. The room a sweet mix of there smells.

.

Aaron's kiss is amazing this time.

I sat between them facing Aaron as they both took a side of my body. Alex to my right, Aaron to my left. Alex is a bit more rough pulling my hair and gently biting, which I love. Aaron is more gentle, slowly kissing, he slides his hand up my shirt grabbing breast as he kissed.

"mmm," I find myself making noises.

I've dreamed of stuff like this but not like this.

I want this I want to feel all of this, maybe if it's the two of them together it will be ok. Maybe I should just let them continue. I feel Alex's hand under my skirt. I can't stop making noises. They both want more of me and I want them. This has nothing to do with liking them and everything to do with how my body feels. I know it's the same for them. If I didn't care about them I could give in but I do and I can't do this.

I stand up so quickly, they almost bump heads.

I move to the other side of the room up against the wall. I adjust my hair and clothes

"Alright, I can see you both really want me. I really like both of you and it's very hard to do this but I need to breathe."

Aaron looks like I'm scolding him, Alex looks happy like he won a bet.

"Alright boys let's set some rules.

1. let's not do this tag teaming me again.

I mean it's amazing but a little overwhelming.

2. No getting jealous.

I want to get to know you both, more then the way you taste or smell.

3. I don't belong to either of you, you don't belong to me. I came here looking for friends not a husband.

ok so thoughts? "

Alex expression hasn't changed.

"Aaron, can you agree to this?" I ask

Aaron, stood up and grabbed his shirt,

" number one, I'm all for, not sharing you with him. I want you to myself, I'm going to get jealous, sorry. it's going to happen being territorial is in my nature. but I won't do anything to upset you. You'll be mine. If not my mate, my friend."

" I can live with that." I say.

" You are mine, you have my blood inside you, you craved it before you had it and you'll realize that I'm the only option for you. I can wait, you can look around, but no one will be as satisfying as me. I look forward to getting to know you, and you vampire side. I want you to know me better. One day I'll be your husband and I'll have you all to myself."

" I guess that covers it, when did you get so confident Alex?"

he stands up and walked closer. slowly as he talks

"When you forced me to drink your blood I knew then you would be mine. When you encouraged me to continue and bite you again and again, I hoped you wanted me. After you told me that you were fully aware and incontrol. I knew you wanted me." he placed his arms on the wall next to me. his back to Aaron. "even now my sweet Marie, your find yourself having a hard time resisting my lips."

I smell the blood. He bit himself again, this time his tongue. He was right, I wanted to prove him wrong but he wasn't. I grab around his neck and kiss him I stick my tongue in his mouth tasting his sweet blood, and then when I went to pull back he stuck his tongue in my mouth. I kiss him deeply, he spins me around holding me closely. After a couple minutes, I pull back, smiling but feeling tricked.

" That's not far" I say tapping his chest as he held me still.

"What? You kissed me."

well that's true. I think noticing that Aaron was gone.

"All I did is show you what you wanted. You took it without thinking twice."

Again he's right.

"the sooner you see we are meant to be the easier it will be on Aaron."

He might be right, but what if I choose neither of them.

" I'm going to go after Aaron."

"please don't please stay." Alex said with puppy dog eyes. I don't like this begging.

"but kissing you like that right after I said I needed space might give him the wrong impression." After all it was your blood not your lips I was after.

" did it or are you the one with the wrong impression?"

"what do you mean?" I ask totally confused.

"Do you really think there is a difference between wanting me and my blood?"

"isn't there?" how did he know that was what I was thinking?

"when a vampire feeds they connect with the person they feed with and for two vampires feeding on each other the taste represents the soul. You crave my very essence of who I am. "

I set on the bed dumbfounded.

" I didn't know that."

" there is a lot you don't know"

"so the sweetness is you?... I don't even know what my parents are" I lay back. " I mean what if my dad's a werewolf? "

"it wouldn't change how sweet you are."

he laid down next to me.

"I'm so confused, how am I supposed to know what to do. when I don't know how I am. I mean I can't turn my eyes red or make my teeth grow, I definitely can't turn in to a wolf. "

"are you sure? Have you ever tried? It doesn't just happen, you know?"

" I have a witchy teacher, who would be my vampire teacher?"

"I could be if you want." he smiled.

"Thank you."

"let's start now, relax, breath slowly, close your eyes." he said laying next to me in the bed.

I did as he said. His bed is really comfortable. He smells amazing. I feel like this was a trap. A trap I feel right into.

"take off your magic necklace and clear your mind. If it blocks your witch power it might block others too."

I fallow detections.

'now try to block my thoughts on your own'

"I don't know if I can"

"Focus on something else."

I try... it's not working

"will you stop thinking about yourself naked? It's hard to think of anything else when you are thinking about that."

"sorry, got to ask can you see it or is it just words."

I hit him with a pillow laughing, " you need to focus."

he smiles, I hit him with a pillow again "no I don't wear stuff like that. Come on! "

"ok, ok, ok. I'm serious now."

I breath slowly again.

I hear nothing, after awhile.

I smell his blood, I lick my lips.

"not yet, try to feel the smell. how does it make you feel?"

hmmmm, I breathe deep, and concentrate on my body my emotions.

"My body is warm my heart is racing, my hands and feet are numb. I feel happy, and at peace." I feel a strong sexual urge that I want to control. I'm not saying that out loud.

"good, now open your mouth but focus on more then the taste. Think this part well work with your other power. I want you to see through my eyes."