2x survive

Eren smacks hannes head

''Eren , what're you-''

''We were so close to saving mom , don't think we're gonna thank you for this , we were so close-''

''Get a hold of yourself''hannes yells and throws eren on the ground

''EREN''mikasa yells as hey lets us go and we run towards him

''You weren;t able to save your mother because...you lacked the power to do so''hannes says and eren throws a punch at him but hannes grabbed his hand

''But i...i couldn't face the titan because...I LACKED THE COURAGE TO FIGHT''hannes yells and we all go silent

He grabs our hands and we start walking away , mikasa had a sad face on but me and eren were crying

''Forgive me''hannes says

We go through the gates and see boats and a huge group of people trying to get on them

''All of you , abandon your possessions , we''ll get as many people as we can onboard''

Hannes pushes through the crowd with us

''Get these kids onboard now''he tells a soldier

''Come on kids , go through there''the soldier says as he takes us inside the boat

Hannes waves at us and i wave back with tears pouring out my eyes because of eren's mom just died in front of him

"I'm sorry"I tell eren and he turns around and hugs me , one arm around my shoulder and the other on my head

"you lost your parents too , I'm sorry"he whispers and I just nod and hug him more

we sit on a bench and soon it was already night fall and eren was still crying over his mom's death , me and my parents were never close because I've always wanted to join the recon corps after my brother joined but it still hurts that they are gone for some reason , they abused me when erwin left because he wasn't there to protect me from them , I couldn't hit them , I just couldn't since they were my parents and I could never hit them even though I really wanted to

eren suddenly gets up and walked to the edge of the boat and I look at him confused

"eren?"mikasa asked

"those bastards...from this world"he starts

"what's wrong eren?"armin says and eren pushes him off

"eren?"mikasa asks again

"I'll exterminate them from this world...not sparing a single one..."eren says

*time skip*

"I'll take these , you grab those"I tell armin as I hand him some if the food and we walk up to eren and mikasa

"here , this is for you guys"I tell them as we hand them some of the food

"grandpa got extra rations when he told them he had children to feed"armin says

"thanks"mikasa says

a soilder walks up to us and stops and just rolls his eyes

"what's his problem?"eren asks

"it's only natural , there probably aren't enough rations for everyone , not even a days worth , there are too many refugees , there was already a food storage to begin with , you're aware that people who lived within the outer walls aren't treated well , right?" armin says

"why do we have to give our food to outsiders? having already broken past the wall , shouldn't they have snacked on other people?"the same soilder says

eren grunts and starts walking towards the soilder

"eren!"armin yells

"at this rate , the food shortage issue is only going to get worse"he says and eren kicks his feet

"what's your problem , you brat?"the soilder yells as he punches eren in the face and the other kicks his stomach

"you don't understand...you haven't seen it with your own eyes! the way titans eat people..."

"shut up"the soilder yells and was about to kick him again and I start running towards them

"he-"I started yelling but armin stops infront of me

"we're sorry! his hunger's causing him to become irritable , that's why he's being so rude to an adult , we're really sorry!"armin says and I just glare at the soldiers as mikasa knees down to eren.

"it's thanks to us that you're not dying of starvation! even kids should at least be appreciative of that!"the soilder says and walks away

"damn it , like hell I'm gonna be indebted to people like him"eren says as he get up and we walk away and sit down by a near bench

I was thinking about my dream that I had last night, it felt to real but it probably was just another nightmare , I always have them , it's always my parents abusing me

this one was different , my dad was abusing me and forcing some type of liquid on my body

"your very dangerous hera , very rare , there is only one of your kind and it's you , I still need to do some tests on you for our safety "he says grabbing my arm and throwing me on the ground and puts more of the liquid on my body

"AHHHH"I yell out from the pain

"don't move you little bitch , it's gonna hurt more"my dad yells

"is it done?"I hear a voice and I turn to see eren's father

"almost , just need to add more , how's eren doing?"my father asks as his hands tighten more around my wrist forming bruises

"dad your hurting me"

"shut up you little runt"my father yells

"finished testing eren"

"good"

and the dream just ends like that

"I'm going back to wall maria...and I'll slaughter every damn titan that gets in my way"eren says and we all looked at him

"eren... you're joking right?"armin asks

"IM NOT , I'm different from these posers who cover behind these walls , I don't need this"eren yells as he throws the food at armin

"eren you'll starve yourself to death"armin says

"don't you find it frustrating?! because we constantly depend on the pity of others , we're unable to defeat the titans"eren says

"it's impossible , we don't have a snowballs chance in hell , we have no choice but to live within the walls , if you act rashly , you'll die just like my mom and dad!"armin yells

"is that why you suck up to those guys? don't you have any pride?"eren yells back

"right now..right now..we have no choice" armin says

"that's just an excuse , if that's how you feel ,keep living like cattle for the rest of your life you coward!"eren yells and mikasa punches his face and eren falls to the floor where I was sitting at 

"mikasa?"

"if armin is a coward ,we are no different , whether it was escaping the titans or leaving the city , nether was by our own strength , we've been provided by food for the day , people who are powerless as that stand no chance against a single titan , survival should be our main goal , like aunt said"mikasa says as she walks up to him and shoves the bread in his mouth

"mikasa?"I ask confused

"eat , do it to survive , I won't let you starve to death"mikasa says and eren just pushed her off and sat down and she was glaring at him while he was just looking at the bread

"eren , eat it"I tell him and he looks at me and then at the bread

"eat it or I'll push you down a flight of stairs with no hesitation whatsoever"I tell him seriously and he tenses up

"fine"he whispers and starts eating it and I look at them proudly

"that's how it's done"I tell them and armin smiles and mikasa glares at me but I ignore it

*time skip*

a couple days later we were with armin In a building as he was crying into a hat , many people sacrificed themselves to protect us and many lost their lives

"it's all because of the titans ,if we were able to defeat them , we could take back out proper place in the world "armin says and we all sit down

"armin I'm going to apply for the training corps next year, I'll build the strength necessary to fight the titan's"eren says

"me too"I tell them

"glad your still on board"eren says as he ruffles my hair

"always , it's been a dream to get out the walls like my brother"I tell him as I punch his arm

"ow"he whispers as he rubs his arm and i fix my hair

"me too"armin says and we all look at him with eyes wide

"armin?"

"ME TOO"armin says louder

"I'll join too"mikasa says

"mikasa you don't have too"eren says

"you said survival should be our main goal remember?"I tell her

"yes but I'll be joining to keep you from dying"mikasa says looking at eren and he gets up

"alright then , let's join"eren says

*time skip again sorry*

"we shall now begin the enlistment ceremony for the 104th training corps , unfortunately for you , I , keith shardis , have been assigned to be your instructor , I have not the slightest intention to welcome you! as you are now , you're all mere cattle who exist to fatten up the titans! you're nothing more than that! we'll take you useless degenerates and make something out of you over the next three years! we'll drill the methods of fighting the titans into you! in three years , when we you find yourself before a titan , will you still be mere prey?! or will you be an honorable wall that protects it's king?! or perhaps a glorious soilder of mankind that exterminates the titans?! decide for yourselves!"keith yells

I'll change alright

hera has blonde hair like erwin , she's basically like the girl version of him , she's 5'1 and a badass