The worse is yet to come ...

Lately it's getting worse, and I'm so paranoid. I feel as though I'm loosing my mind. What's real and what's not, what are these things I'm seeing. I have no idea, shadows that's what I call them. These dark figures that haunt me. Are they even real, or is this all in my head. I can't touch them but I can see them. Which make me question myself, because I'm the only one seeing them. Could it be I've already gone insane. No somehow I feel this is only the beginning, and the worse is yet to come.

Now I not only see and hear things that aren't there. Recently I can feel this strong presence. I have no idea what's going on. But I have a bad feeling about all this. I could be walking down the street, and I feel as though someone or something is following me. But there's never anyone or anything there. I have no idea how or what it is. What does it want, to harm me or protect me. I wish it'd just show it's self to me, and say what it what's. I Know I'd be scared out of my mind, but I'd at least Know. Not knowing it's the most terrifying part about all this.

I've come this far, there's no way I'm giving up now. I just need an anchor, something or someone to keep me in touch with reality. Someone to remind me I'm okay and it's not real. But I have a feeling that going to be easier said than done. I myself, still think I'm going crazy. How do I expected someone else to think I'm sane when I'm probably not.