THE CALLING!

Recently I've been hearing things again. After everything that's happened it had stopped, but not it's back. I keep hearing this little girls voice saying to me "COME WHY DON'T YOU COME FIND ME, YOU'LL KNOW ALL THE ANSWER'S WHEN YOU FIND ME"! I have no idea what any of this means. Or why the voice changed, the voice say to "RUN, RUN AWAY YOU FOOL". Was a man's voice. Now a little girl want me to "COME FIND ME". And want will happen to me if I do decide to go find her. What answers those she have, that I want to know.

Later in the night while sleeping; "CALL OUT MY NAME AND GET THE ANSWERS YOU CRAVE". I woke up after hearing that voice in my sleep, it's the same little girls voice. This time she 'wants me to call her name'. Why does everything feel like this Is how it's supposed to be. I'm hearing voices in my head, yet it feels as if it belongs there. This is all crazy, everything started to change after I followed that woman do that hotel. I'd like to go back there maybe just maybe, someone saw or heard something. I need answers, and the voice in my head isn't giving any.

The next day; "CECILLIA" ...."CECILLIA" ..."CALL FOR ME, WHEN YOUR READY TO FACE AN AWFUL TRUTH". And again I woke up in tears screaming, when will this be over. Now I can't even take a nap, at this point if this keeps up I'll really loose my mind. But this time I know your name little voice. Goodness now I'm even begging to talk to myself. Wait but what did she mean be 'when your ready to face an awful truth'. How much more awful could my like get.

Late at night in the bathroom; okay so I've already light all the candles. Let's see what else am I forgetting, ohh an offering.

Runs to the kitchen and return's with a bowl of fruit's; okay that should do. Five minutes later; 'CECILLA' 'CECILLA PLEASE COME OUT, I NEED TO KNOW'... 'MY LIFE'S BEEN TURN INSIDE OUT, AND I HAVE NO IDEA WHAT'S HAPPENING TO ME'.