1 PROLOGUE

Everyone deserve to be loved,

to be happy.

to be become someone's happiness and loved by someone's special.

but why me?

am I not deserving?

am I not capable of loving someone I loved the most? why until now it hurts.

it hurts that suffocates me.

I want to die, but I want to lived.

I want to be happy, I want peace and love. life is unfair. no matter what you've pray for. he doesn't give it to you.

maybe...

he doesn't love ME.

nobody wants to anyway.

maybe someday?

tomorrow?

or

never!