The dream that I had
After a very long time, of missing you I finally had a dream where you called me and talked again just like before and just like there was nothing wrong. Your face was bright, you smiled and you wanted to show me something. What would that be? What du you want to show me? And at the end there is only one thing that I would want to know why did I have a dream of you? I felt like I had forgotten about you, and how you talk after 6 months, but I was very wrong. I couldn't believe what I have been seeing, I hugged you, I smiled and cried like a little baby. I checked to see if it's really you and it was, the hand are the same, hair is the same and the face is the same. I dreamt about the house where I laughed and played a lot when I was a little child, I ran to see if you are there just like before and there you were sitting and telling me "How come that you are here." and "There is my lovely granddaughter.". I couldn't believe my eyes, I just stood there without moving or saying anything.
Is it really her?, I thought in myself.
Could it really be her? After all this time? Did you want to tell me something or you just wanted to talk, just how we did before. You probably wanted to tell me that everything is going to be okay, that I couldn't give up and how I should give it my all in my studies. Did you know that I missed you a lot? Are you watching me even now? I looked at your hands and they were still beautiful just the way I remember them. I looked at your face and it was no longer yellow or any other colour that I didn't want to see. Your face was just the same, your face was soft and warm, bright. It was like I never saw you that happy for a longest time.
Would you believe me, if I told you that I missed you a lot? That we all are missing your presence and the way you talked and smiled? Could you believe if I said that I was glad that I saw you in my dream?
I hoped to see you actually, I hoped to see your face Nd not to forget how you look like and sound like. Forgetting your voice was and still is the hardest thing for me. I want to keep on remembering you, so you can check on me once or twice. You are probably worried about everyone, just like you usually were. I think that we are still the same old "us", the same old who still miss you and don't want to admit it anymore. Even now while I write this, I'm still crying like a little baby. I can't say that I'm sad or anything like that, I'm just happy that it happened. I'm happy to have seen you and I wish to see you more even though it's just a dream. It filled something that I wasn't even sure that I needed to be filled. So,now, I thank you once again I wonder if I will be seeing you again?