29 Ch 27 - What Now? Pt. 2
I yawned as I looked forward while holding my food in hand as the taxi driver drove me back home.
"Hmm...man, the lyrics of my original song…"
Can't wait to get back to my room. I just got a random line that I HAVE to put into the notepad.
"Actually...now that I think about it...lemme check my sub count…" I said as I put my food to the side and got my phone from my pocket
Last time I saw it, I had 50k subs already. I gotta think about what I need to have for a 100k subs if it ever comes to that…
"...Oh damn, 70k. I wonder if my freestyle from my debut stream is one of the causes for this...?"
That was fucking fast. I guess I know what one of the titles will be given to me by the people in the long run. I'll be known as that one male Vtuber that has the fastest growth...well, let's just assume that it does stay consistent as time passes by, 'cause I don't know if that will jinx itself.
"But damn...what could I have for a 100k special, huh...?"
I could freestyle for an hour...but I feel like there should be more to it than just me flexing my freestyle skills…
"...Well, I'll figure it out when I get back to my room."
And so, I did. I came back, got greeted by some Hololivers, and especially talked a bit with Calli about my recent stream that I just did and also about Drake's new song with Lil Baby. After all that harmless chit-chat, I finally ate lunch, brushed my teeth, and then sat on my chair and sighed.
"...Alright...well, a little procrastination never hurt nobody. Let's go listen to Drake's new song…"
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"We walk around with them bands in our britches."
"This gun ain't gon' jam. When I blow, I ain't missing."
"I'm dropping hit after hit. I'm just chilling."
"But I'll send a hit when I chill with my children."
"FUCK BOIIIIII!!! THIS IS LIT AS FUCK!!!!!" I said as I headbanged so hard, I almost actually headbanged my head on my keyboard.
I gotta admit, Drake has some good bars on it. Although I don't know if he let somebody else ghostwrite this shit or if he really wrote this, but damn, his line, "Speaking out of context, people need some content" hit quite hard, no lie.
The whole song though was a banger. Drake's flow is good here, some lyrics hit hard, but especially Lil Baby. Lil Baby's flow is fucking amazing, he sounds like he never breathed once, and his lyrics just be banging straight fire!
"WHOO!...Motherfucking hell! That was amazing!" I slammed my desk, threw my headphones off from my ears to the keyboard, and I stood up to go get myself a glass of water.
"Damn...I'mma put that on repeat the next time I go exercising…"
'Calli...thank you so much for giving me your blessings.' I thought.
I drank a glass of water, and finally went back to my computer.
"Alright...damn, that's gonna be stuck in my mind. I need to relisten to my instrumental of 'I'm The General' to reset my brain and really get into the writing mood." I giggled.
"Anyway...time to go!"
~~Calli's POV~~
"Alright...Youtube-kun, what do you offer to this fine maiden of death...?" I said to myself.
"Hmm...oh, some Japanese rap that I tried listening to last night, ey? Yeah sure, what can it offer me...? Oh? Who's this guy?" I said as I looked at a video.
"White T - Burakku Ti (Black T)"
"Oh? This is interesting. 5 million views? It's a Japanese rap? Let's go!" I said as I clicked on it.
As soon as I clicked on it, I got hit with a lot of 808s, and especially a cool low-pitched melody in the background that compliments the drums. It all combines to this one trap beat where it sounds so dark and you just feel like this powerful villain.
I also saw this guy with white hair and red eyes jumping around with a couple other guys and girls, and I was like, "...Wait...he looks oddly similar to Shiro for some reason…"
'Seriously, I gotta admit, if that really is him...he's rather handsome, he should be a model!' I thought.
After the beat played about 4 bars, it finally went to the lyrics.
"...Walking through the city with my guns out."
"Going trigger-heavy when I come and fucking hop out."
"Coming with the semis when I let all of my dogs out."
"Better get a party up in here', cause I got hype beats."
"Firing with an army, shoot flare. It's White T."
"I be grinding on my lane, it's my niche."
"I don't follow trends. I'm not a motherfucking hypebeast! WOAH!"
I widened my eyes and leaned back.
"...Is this...no way...wait, I think I heard this guy before…" I said as I paused the video.
"You got some really good bars for somebody that looked so young…" I laughed a bit.
"Wait, I think I saw you before…" I said as I opened another tab in Chrome, and I searched "White T".
"...I KNEW IT!" I said as I instantly clicked a soundcloud link.
A guy with 200k followers, and has a history of 5 albums, with a couple mixed in remixes and singles, and his profile picture is a white background with a huge broken-looking T in the middle that's black...I heard of this guy before.
"...If I remember correctly, this guy used to be popular here...no way…"
"...Is this Shiro's past identity?!"
Oh man, I gotta share it immediately in the Discord server.
I opened Discord immediately, and I pinged everyone in HoloMyth's personal Discord Server.
Calli: @everyone, YOOOOOOOO!!!! I JUST FOUND OUT SOMETHING SO FUCKING GOOOOODDDDD!!
Calli: *Youtube link to White T* *Soundcloud link to White T* CAN YOU GUYS FUCKING BELIEVE THIS?! THIS IS SHIRO! THIS IS SHIRO'S PAST IDENTITY!
Kiara: …Wait, wtf? I think I heard that guy before...give me a minute to let me listen, I think I heard that name before in Japanese forums…
Kiara: HOLY SHIT, THIS GUY SOUNDS EXACTLY LIKE SHIRO! MATTER OF FACT, HE STILL SOUNDS THE SAME, EXCEPT HIS VOICE SOUNDS DEEPER NOW WTFFDGIUGSHUIGH
Ina: Huh? White T? I think I actually worked with him before…
Ina: OH, NOW I REMEMBER. One of his albums called "Love Me Harder". I drew the cover of it.
Calli:REALLY?! WHEN DID YOU DRAW IT?!
Ina: Back when I was 15, I think? Or 16, can't remember
Kiara: WHEN DID YOU WORK WITH HIM?!
Kiara (replying to Ina): Wait, that young? HE WAS THAT YOUNG WHEN HE MADE SONGS?!
Ina: Yeah. Maybe when I was 14 too...I srsly can't remember lol, I just know we were both young
Ina: But yeah. I worked with him before. He was also really respectful and generous when we talked to each other through Line. I charged the album cover for 70$ originally, but he was so generous that he went like "You know? I'm really grateful for what you did for me, so I'll actually give you 150$ AAAAANNNDDDD I'll also give you free merch if you want. Shirt, cap, shoes, you name it. If you don't want it though, I'll give you 150$, guaranteed."
Ina: I even tried to decline lol, but he was so persistent. I will admit, it definitely helped a lot. I bought myself a lot of stuff with that extra 80$. I even got one of his shirts in my closet. I don't wear it that often though lol
Calli: Damn, that's cool! I should've worked with him back in the day
Ina: I don't think you could've worked with him anyway. He was quite a young guy back then. Iirc, he started rapping when he was 10 years old
Kiara: TEN YEARS OLD?!
Calli: 10?!!!! WHAT THE FUCK, MAN?! THAT'S SO YOUNG!
Ina: Humu humu.
~~Shiro's POV~~
"Phew...welp, that's enough fucking writing. I guess I gotta practice some freestyling right now."
So I pulled up a random word generator, and then I played a random instrumental. I changed the words into Japanese though, since this afternoon, I'm gonna be doing a freestyle in Japanese, so practicing English here makes no sense at all.
Freestyling right now...it takes me back to that time I entered some rap battles, and won all of them. Even freestyling in Shibuya and doing some battles there too, and taking the crowd's breath as I asserted dominance in all of my words and lyrics.
"Rappu shiteru no hibi, kurisumasu no you. (I rap [wrap] everyday like it's Christmas)"
"Kashi ga Infiniti. Chikara ga aru yo. (My lyrics are like Infiniti. It's got the power!)"
"Lion da. Botan mitai ni, kande yaru. (I'm a lion. Like Botan, I'll bite you.)"
"Champion da. Ore ga itsumo katsu. (I'm a champion. I always win.)"
I kept practicing until I felt like 30 minutes have passed. After that, I breathed out and went to my kitchen to get some bread and take a small break to eat something.
"Man...it's all coming back...I mean, I always knew Vtubing was hard work behind the scenes, but this was more or less like what it was back in the day…"
When I would get free time, regardless if it's my day off or after doing some work, I would go on my laptop, make beats, and freestyle over it. Write over it even, if I feel like it should be a song I need to release.
"Ah...my days back when I was still rapping under the pseudonym 'White T'..."
I picked the name "White T" because I'm white all over, both in skin and hair, and because it's rather a bit boring to be called "Whitey" so I made it "White T" to make it sound cool, plus I wanted something different than something like "Lil Wayne", or "Eminem". Something that gives my own identity...hence, "White T".
"I wonder how my other friends back in Line and Discord are doing now...especially some acquaintances like that girl who drew one of the covers of my album, the girl who made that one instrumental, and those others that I did a few music videos with.
"Well, that's the past. I can't go back anymore since I really needed to focus on my goals. Despite rapping being one of them, I had to not only improve my craft more, but even had to start over and do it when I finally feel ready to take it more seriously." I said as I put my glass down and ate more bread.
Damn, thinking back to the past is now making me reminisce about my past songs...good times…
"...Oh fuck, no-AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!" I said as I put my right knuckles into my skull as I thought back to my first songs.
"THE CRINGE…!!!! FUCK MY 10 YEAR OLD SELF...! BRAIN, GO SUCK A DICK! I DO NOT WISH TO REMEMBER THE TIME MY VOICE SOUNDED SO MONOTONE AND FUCKING AMATEURISH!"
I mean...of course all of us had to be bad at first in order to be one of the best, but...I hate it when the brain just somehow rewinds those memories so vividly like a dream you keep recalling. ESPECIALLY when you have to hear your own voice through a recording.
After my suffering from my cringy voice back when I was younger, I wrote some lyrics, took a few breaks and watched some Nijisanji clips this time instead of Hololive, and once it was 4 PM, I streamed the Japanese freestyling practice.
Prior to that, me and the Holostars talked on Discord. We were just having fun, and nonetheless, talked some nonsense. The typical boy stuff. Some were busy, some might've been working on something, but we were having a good time.
The Japanese freestyle practice session for the technique, "Setup, Punchline" was essentially the same thing that I taught this morning, but I added a little bit of an extra...
"An advanced tip of 'Setup, Punchline' that I can give you guys is that, since Japanese sentences are normally in SOV order, most sentences will end in verbs. And because all verbs end with -ru or -u, you have free space for the subject and object of the sentence. In that sentence, you can think of rhymes for the subject or object."
"So, because most verbs end with the same -u sound like 'taberu', and 'shaberu', you can also think of rhymes for the subject and/or object. I'm gonna give a very simple example to let you all get what I mean. It goes something like…"
"Watashi ha MAINICHI ni RINGO O TABERU. (I eat an apply every day)"
"Boku ha CHINAMINI ITSUMO SHABERU. (I talk a lot, by the way)"
"It's a simple example, but you kinda get it. And although this is actually one of the rhyming exercises, which is supposed to happen TOMORROW, this is something I usually do as I freestyle in Japanese, since not only do I practice in doing the 'Setup, Punchline', but I also practice in rhyming in-between."
"And although we are supposed to focus on ONE thing, I say this as an advanced tip because...Japanese is not that hard to rhyme, if I'm being honest." I giggled a bit.
"I'm not saying Japanese is easy as hell to rhyme, but because every verb ends with -u, no matter the multisyllabic or monosyllabic rhyming, you can say any verb, and the lines with rhyme nonetheless. So I tend to not only try to do punchlines, but also rhyme in-between the lines just to also add some spice in the training to really get the brain engaged in doing the 'Setup, Punchline' technique."
"Now, note that I do not do this all the time when I practice the Japanese version of 'Setup, Punchline'. Obviously, there will be more times where I only rhyme at the end of the sentence than if I tried to rhyme in-between sentences. That's why this is an advanced technique of the 'Setup, Punchline' technique. I recommend doing this only if you're really comfortable with this technique. Other than that, just stick with coming up with rhymes for verbs." I chuckled.
"Anyway...it's time to freestyle, Privates!"
And so...I freestyled for the remaining time of the stream until it reached 1 hour. What amazed me is that, because of how some words that the random word generator gave me were very familiar, I said some lines that I once said in rap battles. Kinda feels good to have a couple of no-brainer lines.
Once the whole stream is done, I breathed out and stood up.
"Alright, I need to go to Shinove quickly to get my idea for my 100k special accepted." I said as I wore what I wore to go out for lunch, and ran out to go to Shinove's office.
I went there, asked if I could come in, and when I finally got permission, me and him finally sat in front of each other.
"So? What do you have in mind for this coming evening?"
"You have noticed my sub count, right?"
"I did. So right now, I assume that you want to plan for your 100k sub special stream. You know, you're growing so fast that the subreddit isn't even bothering to make you a special for each 10k subs. You're probably gonna hit 100k subs this evening. If not, then tomorrow morning."
"I know. So...I had this idea in mind."
"Hmm? What is it?"
"Um...so, hear me out, please. I want to make a 1 hour freestyle rapping stream. 30 minutes in English, and 30 minutes in Japanese."
"Hmm...for me, that sounds good enough. It seems you have another idea?"
"Yeah...I want a marshmallow account to let my fans ask me questions and whatnot."
"Hmm...I can do that...though, you do know that the marshmallows are gonna be flooding, right?"
"Don't we have a lot of staff in this company?"
"We do...but not in this building. Only there in Chuo city in Tokyo. We only have enough staff members here, and even then, management is quite tight here."
"...Shit." I swore in English and looked away.
"Hey, mind your language." He said in Japanese.
"Ah, sorry, Shinove-san."
"Well...there is a possible solution though."
"Hmm?"
"I could borrow some of the management there in the other offices to help me filter out some marshmallows."
"Ah, then please do so."
"I was just suggesting it. That's rather harsh." He sweat dropped.
"Well, as long as no harm is done, and it's just for somebody like me that's still below 100k subs, then it should be easier to deal with than with somebody like Haato, right?"
"Evidently. Just know that what I'm doing is sort of...let's just say it's not the norm."
'So essentially, what we're doing right now could get Shinove in trouble.' I thought in my mind.
"Well, sorry to bother you with it, but it's not like I can just go marshmallow after marshmallow, being certain that nothing controversial could pop up, right?"
"Yeah...although some might slip by, I'm sure you can handle it...as much as your personality is quite chaotic, I just hope you can deal with it professionally."
"Hai! I'll do my best if it ever comes down to it!"
"Well then...I guess I can start making the marshmallow account. You can go back now. I'll send the link through Discord. Make sure to sign in too, okay? You suggested this, after all."
"Hai! Thank you for everything, Shinove-san!"
"Just make sure you don't regret it, okay? What I'm doing is a bit risky, 'borrowing' some staff members to help me. Though, I'll see what I can do."
"Hai! Besides, I'm sure Yagoo might understand." I said and chuckled.
"He will, but I won't assure he'll be completely fine with it." He giggled a bit and adjusted his glasses.
"Well then, I'll be going now. Thank you for doing this, Shinove-san!"
"Always a pleasure...for you chaotic boys." He chuckled.
I kept in my laughter, since what he's saying is true, and then I finally arrived at the Holohouse.
As I walked back though, I heard some loud music banging inside there. It had a familiar tune, and the bass was rather heavy...matter of fact, it didn't sound like a bass or sub-bass, but rather, like an 808…
"-then I pull it."
"My flow's from out of this world like a comet."
"One plus one equals twenty-eight milimeters."
"Put it together, then I got 40 bullets! (BANG!)"
I heard the HoloEN, and a couple HoloJP and Holostars, and a few from the other branches rapping along to the song. I then finally realized what song this was…
"Woah...what're you doing, guys?" I asked.
"Ayo, is this you, Shiro?!" Calli asked as she came towards me.
"...Where'd you find this?" I turned my head slightly to my right while keeping eye contact as I pointed a bit to the ceiling.
"OH MY GOD-SO THIS REALLY IS SHIRO! SHIRO IS WHITE T!" Calli said as she turned to her fellow members.
"Shiro! Do you remember me?! I was one of the people you collabed with in making a song!" Roboco said.
"Oh? What name did you go by, before?"
"I went under the name 'Robo-woman'. Do you remember the song you made called 'Midnight Vampire'?"
"Oh? AH, THAT! I loved the instrumental! That's actually one of my favorite songs that I have made. I thank you for that, Roboco." I said.
"Yo! The hell?! You rapped in pure English before?! That's amazing!" Roberu said.
"Well, a few songs of mine in my past persona had some mixed-in Japanese, so...you are correct when you said that I rapped in pure English. I didn't have a single song that had pure Japanese. Only a few had either a verse or just some lines in Japanese."
"Hey, is it true you're White T?! That famous rapper from Japan that retired in 2017?!" Marine asked.
"Y-Yeah...what about it though? Were you a fan?"
"No...it's just that...your name would sometimes pop up in some music sites! I remember your music being promoted in Niche Music before. Even in The Japan Times! You were not only the youngest rapper of Japan, but even the most viewed J-rap artist! For consecutive years! Although not as present in Youtube, you were quite popular in Spotify and Amazon Prime."
"Hehe. That does take me back...mostly that was the case 'cause I mostly rapped in English, so I had a bigger chance of going international. I also didn't do Youtube as much because I had a hard time finding some cameramen."
"Ayo, let's go play this back! Shiro, you know this song, right?" Calli asked as the song stopped for a bit, and the instrumentals that sounded hella dark started playing.
"Oh yeah...I remember this song, it's 'Black T'. One of my masterpieces, I can say." I chuckled.
"Ay, everybody! He's gonna rap! Let's hear it!" Calli said to everybody in Japanese, and they all went back to where they sat before."
"Oh yeah, you might want to set the volume down a bit, since the others might be streaming."
"Oh, don't worry. The ones who are streaming right now can't hear it."
"Oh, really? The ones who're streaming at the 2nd floor? Alright, this is fine." I chuckled.
The instrumental was about to hit the start of the lyrics so I prepared myself.
"Ay...yeah, uh, skrrt, yuh."
"...Walking through the city with my guns out."
"Going trigger-heavy when I come and fucking hop out."
"Coming with the semis when I let all of my dogs out."
"Better get a party up in here', cause I got hype beats."
"Firing with an army, shoot flare. It's White T."
"I be grinding on my lane, it's my niche."
"I don't follow trends. I'm not a motherfucking hypebeast! WOAH!"
"Sup, bitch? I'mma hit the bullseye."
"You think you're loaded with bars 'till I cock mine."
"I'mma go demolish like a damn wrecking ball."
"So like Hotel Okura, say goodbye! (Oof.)"
"There ain't nobody that can pop me."
"Every single song is an art piece."
"A young rapper that came from Japan."
"Put my city on the map. Funabashi. (Yeah)"
"I ball hard (Eyeball hard), ain't talkin eye sockets."
"Make a hundred songs, straight profits."
"Motherfuckers look at me and say I'm broke."
"'Till I throw a fucking million to their face from my pocket. (Broke bitch.)"
"Back in my past days, nobody heard of me."
"Nowadays, I'm about to rise in the industry."
"Stronger on the daily 'cause these haters ain't killing me."
"And once I get a plat', I'm J-rap's epitome!"
"WOAH! Yeah, uh. Like a tidal wave, I be coming so suddenly."
"Swear to God, I think all these rappers are onto me."
"Just because their fans come and say that they loving me."
"But I don't give a fuck about no gachikois (stans)."
"I don't like fans that be telling lies."
"That ain't love. That's straight-up obsession."
"I'd rather that you keep the fucking peace as I'm making ties."
"I don't really do this shit often."
"Responding to shit-for-brain comments."
"I be like a UPS, 'cause even if I-"
"Have some problems, I ain't ever stopping. (SHEESH.)"
"Got the strings on your minds, then I pull it."
"My flow's from out of this world like a comet."
"One plus one equals twenty-eight milimeters."
"Put it together, then I got 40 bullets! (BANG!)"
"I smoke mics. I don't smoke cannabis."
"That's why people freak out from the analysts."
"When they see how deadly my lyrics is."
"That's why, R.I.P. Go fucking Rest In Piss."
"I'm ferocious, bitch. I'm a beast, ho."
"Producing beats, all with ease, bro."
"Rap off-the-top to make hits, yo."
"Raps and beats? I'm like Kid Fresino. (My brotha.)"
"From 5 'till 7, I'm restless."
"Collecting all the money like I'm getting paid taxes."
"I'm hella precocious. I'm higher than average."
"I'm up in the air, no twenty-four karats. Uh."
"...Heh, I'm burning."
"Got a lot of shit everyday I be earning."
"Now I made my point, I'm about to start turning."
"This still ain't the end, it's the middle of my journey. (Journey, journey, journey)."
The instrumental proceeded to play for 4 more bars until it stopped. After that, everybody clapped.
"Yo! You sound exactly like your old self!" Calli said.
"Of course. I'm the same person, after all." I said, which earned a laugh from some of them.
"Seriously?! After so many years, you still remember your lyrics?!" Roberu said.
"Not to mention, your English is rather fast. You sound too native." Kira giggled.
"Well, of course I still remember it. My English is just that fluent. Plus, it's one of my favorite songs. I remember every song I have written though." I chuckled.
"Damn...! Can't believe you were so young back then too…" Calli said.
"Yeah...well, uhm...by the way, since you're in Youtube, mind checking my channel real quick, Calli?" I asked.
"Oh? Okay…"
She did so, and typed "Ishjin Shiro Ch". Afterwards, she widened her eyes.
"Woah! 91k subscribers already for Shiro!" Calli said.
We all widened our eyes and looked at Calli.
"91 thousand?!" They all shouted.
"That fast?! Jesus christ, I gotta see the analytics real quick and see how fast I'm gaining subscribers. I need to go now. See you guys later!" I said the last statement in both Japanese and English.
"See you later, Shiro-kun! (Shiro!)" Everybody said.
'Although I wouldn't mind chilling out and talking about my past persona...I guess that can be done another time. I gotta go to my room and deal with the sub count right now. Jesus Fucking Christ, I can't believe I'm growing fast, and I can't tell if it's 'cause of me or if it's 'cause I'm from Hololive. Maybe both are the reason for my fast growth?' I thought.
I went to my computer and looked at the analytics.
"Ah yes...well, I do know it won't come within 30 minutes, but prolly in an hour or so, or maybe this 8, whenever the fuck this'll come, I need to prepare the stream. Guess I gotta go and make the thumbnail now." I said.
I went and signed in for a marshmallow account, and after that, I looked for a fanart that I thought might be good for a thumbnail.
I found one in about 5 minutes, which felt like forever, considering I had to retweet a few tweets and also had to like some, because it was some genuinely good fanart, and also having to tweet that my most favorite freestyler, Harry Mack, uploaded a video on how to freestyle rap, but I found the perfect fanart for my thumbnail.
It was me dressed up like B Rabbit from the movie, "8 Mile", but it was styled to fit my character. Dark green hoodie on with a black beanie on my head, black undershirt exposed from my hoodie's zipper not being closed by one bit, and my hands locked together, parallel to the ground and locked on my chest.
So I tried to use it for my thumbnail, then I put a text behind my character that says, "100k special". And I also added some glow effects too on my character and the text to make it just a bit fancy.
"Alright...well then, I guess I can procrastinate or something...I actually don't feel like I'm in the mood to write for my song nor to refine the beat, so I'll just go to Discord and see what's up in the servers."
And so I did. I went there, and me and the boys were just chilling. Our first topic was actually a bit of a discussion of how I started rapping, and why I wrote most of my songs in English rather than in Japanese, despite my identity as being a "Japanese Rapper".
After that though, we were just vibing, talking about Hololive songs we liked. I said that I liked Suisei's Next Color Planet. I don't usually listen to pop music and shiz, especially if it's Japan, but when I do, the music I happen to hear is nice. Not to say other songs are trash or something, but people have preferences, after all.
Besides, Suisei is cute. Just admit it. Her real-life self is cute, but her anime character is cuter. I even masturba-I mean, occasionally "get off" from some of her "pics not suitable for people under 18 years old".
And...somehow, the topic took a dark turn somewhere and it turned from an innocent talk of our favorite Hololive songs to being quite an adult discussion in the Holostars server...
Shiro: I like Suisei's Next Color Planet song. I think it's rather nice and sort of talks about her journey to being an idol. Definitely something I relate to.
Oga: Really? I actually like Watame's songs. Not my favorite, but her songs are definitely worth the listen. She's really determined to go out in the open and achieve her dreams.
Shiro: Watame? Oh, definitely. She's a very promising artist. I love her songs. It's catchy. I especially loved her song "Cloudy Sheep".
Temma: Oh? Watame and Suisei? You guys got good taste!
Shiro: Well, everybody loves a good ol' song like theirs.
Temma: Wait a bit, do you like Watame because of her raps too, Shiro?
Shiro: Eh? That's quite biased of me if I just like those that can rap only. I like Watame because she has her own sound.
Shiro: I like artists that have something to express within themselves, no matter what struggle they faced. Hell, even if they never struggled, they have something to say, and that's what I like about artists.
Kira: I see you guys are having a deep discussion about Hololive music.
Kira (replying to Shiro): Eh?~ You sure you only like Watame because of her music and not because you have a wakipai fetish?
Shiro: I'll have you know that I have a big butt fetish lol
Kira: So Marine? Wwwwww
Shiro: Yes wwwwww
Temma: Yabe HAHAHAHA
Oga: Damn, Shiro. I never knew you liked armpits wwww
Shiro: I TOLD YOU GUYS, I LIKE BIG BUTTS!
Temma: Suisei will feel left out, since she neither has a big butt nor big boobs
Shiro: But that makes grabbing her waist to insert my dick inside her pussy easier, since she has a small body
Temma: WHAT THE FUCK?! GWAHHAHAHAA
Kira: HOI!
Oga: AYO, AHAHAHAHAHA
Kira: AREN'T YOU BEING TOO YABAI?! WE'RE MALE IDOLS!
Shiro: Do you think I GIVE A FUCK, CROSSDRESSER OF HOLOSTARS?! SEX IS THE BEST THING IN THE ENTIRE WORLD! FUCK SUISEI, IT'S SUISEX!
Temma: DO YOU HAVE A SMALL BOOBS FETISH AFTER ALL?!
Astel: …what the hell did I walk into?
Shiro (replying to Astel): Normal boy talk
Astel: THIS IS NOT NORMAL BOY TALK, OMAE!
Oga: How did we even get to the talk about fetishes? Www
Shiro: Blame it on Kira. He started the whole wakipai shit about Watame, and now look, I'm fucking horny for Suisei.
Shiro: Of course, I'm talking about the character, not her real-life self, even though she's beautiful www
Kira: Don't lie to yourself. Real men put their fetishes out proudly wwwww
Shiro: Fucking hell lol
Astel: Don't tell me you have a zombie fetish too…
Astel: Shiro, go fucking fap or something. This talk is getting yabai www
Shiro: Funny enough, I want to, but I can't do that right now. I'm too tired lol
All in all though, we were just chilling, and talking nonsense. I also was looking at some Hololive r34 pics...don't ask why. A man loves collecting things he likes. I totally did not just make my "Suisei r18" folder become the #1 folder with the most amount of pics…
I will admit, though. I wanna let off right now...but I genuinely just don't feel in the mood for it. My horniness goes away when I become horny. How funny.
That, however, motivated me to refine some of my lyrics in my song, "I'm The General". I guess I gotta thank that chaotic ass talk in the Discord server for giving me a bit of motivation and stop procrastinating.
