25 Ch 24 - Let's Talk Pt. 2
Fresh, red, slightly swelling cuts on her arm that looked like a wooden dummy that has been slashed with a blade for so long that there are cuts over cuts over cuts.
"..." Miko looked down, not moving her head for even an inch after I asked her the question.
I frowned a bit as I kept looking at her.
"You know, it's not bad to vent out once in a while. I can be your outlet if you want to talk about it-"
"Why would I even do that...?" She asked as her voice wavered a bit.
"Why would I even bother letting my friends, let alone you, a guy that has just known us for 5 days, know about my problems?"
"Because bottling up your feelings for an extended period of time is not good." I said as I released her arm.
"But bottling up my feelings is better for me, 'cause then, nobody would get hurt-"
"But we'd get hurt knowing you're suffering in the inside. Have you ever considered what WE feel about your situation?"
"...That's enough…" She said as she clenched her fists and looked down.
"Hmm?"
"Enough with the flattery!" She said as she looked me in the eyes.
I narrowed my eyes a bit.
"I'm not flattering you. I'm just telling the truth."
"It's useless anyway...even if I vent my problems to you...sniff...nothing will change...nothing at all."
"And why do you think so?"
"Sniff...I mean...All I am is just a dumb bitch...I'm nothing but a toy for men...and most of all, don't you all see me as some sort of joke? Some sort of punching bag that you all can punch anytime if you want? I mean...I wouldn't mind if this kept going.-"
"Stop it, Miko."
"...Stop it, Shiro…" She grabbed her right arm as her voice wavered.
"I won't. Not until you're back to normal."
"Then tell me, Shiro!" She said as she grabbed my shirt and pressed her body towards mine while looking at me in the eyes.
"Tell me...! *Sniff* What version of me do you consider as normal…?!"
"A girl that keeps on smiling...A girl that talks with her friends here and there...a girl that loved to keep on streaming for everybody and is willing to go all the way for them...and especially a girl that shouldn't be here talking with me." I giggled.
"...And you think...sniff...you think venting can solve the problem?"
"...No."
"Then why...why would I even vent my feelings to you if you can't even help me-"
"But if venting out is one step towards your true happiness, then I'm willing to stay."
She widened her eyes a bit as her tears temporarily stopped even though she still kept sniffing.
"Miko, depression is not a joke. If you think making others happy can also end up with you being happy, then you're wrong. 'Cause deep down inside, you're still hurt and want to escape torture."
I frowned a bit.
"I'd know from experience...helping others does make me happy, but it can sometimes be tiring, and, at times, even depressing. Not even time can heal it, and they always say 'Time is a great healer'."
I wrapped my arms around her neck and pulled her close, but in a way where it was soft. I wasn't crushing her with my might, nor was I pulling her close to me forcefully. It was a hug that said 'Miko, you're my friend.'
"Miko...I'll do anything to make you happy. And I mean…ANYTHING to make you happy."
"No...no...this is all wrong...!" She said as she wrapped her arms around my body. It made me smile underneath my mask.
"You got it all wrong...! N-Nothing can make me happy...!" She said as she started sobbing and started crying her voice out, making me feel vibrations around my stomach.
"There is...and I'm willing to go through it with you."
"Don't...you'll get hurt along with me."
"Then so fucking be it. Let me understand your pain. Let's solve your problems together."
"Why...? Why do you want to do this?! Don't you see how pointless it'd be to help me?! I've tried it all! I can't get out! Nothing...there's nothing at all, you idiot!"
"It's because I love you." I said.
"...L-Love...?"
"Of course, not in a romantic way, but...I'm willing to do anything for you. I'm even willing to retire from Hololive if that can make you happy." I giggled.
"...You're willing to go through anything just for me...?"
"Yes...Miko. You're not just precious to me. You're precious to everyone here. Pekora, Sora, your genmates, everybody! They all love you the same way I do!"
"...Why would you go this far just for me...?"
"I'm misogynistic. Not an asshole."
"...You really are as stupid as Pekora and the others said...!"
I chuckled.
'I wonder what Pekora said? Was it about that time when I chased Rushia? Or something else? Who knows? But…'
Miko cried all of her bottled up feelings now as she held my shirt tight. I patted her head with my left hand.
"Good girl...let it all out…"
It seems like...almost everybody...no, maybe even every single member in Hololive is experiencing their own personal issues. But whatever the case...if there's something I can do to help them, then I shall help them.
After what seemed like eternity for Miko, she finally calmed down. We both sat on her bed, Miko still sniffing, and her eyes a bit sore from wiping all the tears she had let out.
"Sniff...well, you already know that...I've been experiencing depression...sniff...but you don't know how long I've had this, do you?"
I shook my head.
"Well...I guess for about 6 years…" Miko said.
'Hmm...so back when she was still in high school?' I thought.
"A funny reason why I was depressed back then was because I wasn't doing well in school...you know, the normal type of depression people face."
Yeah...everybody starts from somewhere…
"Then later on...I had a couple ex-boyfriends...They all were different, except for one trait…" Miko said.
"Which was?"
"They treated me as a toy."
'I see...that's what she meant by "toy".' I thought.
"I couldn't help it, since I was really horny back then, so I would send pics of my boobs, my stomach, and even my...my…"
"I get you. No need to tell me what the last part is." I said.
"...Okay...well, you get the point. For 4 years, I've been used by 6 of my boyfriends all the time for their sexual pleasure...I mean...you think I'm a great sex toy just from looking at me, right? Matter of fact, maybe you'd just love to pin me in bed, don't you?"
"Not really…" I chuckled.
"E-Eh...?"
"I'll admit, Miko. You're cute, but I would NEVER assault a woman. To me, you're a person that deserves her own freedom, happiness, and privileges. Trying to use you for my own pleasure is the last thing I'd like to do in my life."
"...so you're not like those other boys...I guess I was wrong." She mumbled, but, just like back then in the taxi, I heard her.
"Don't you also find the Holostars friendly?"
"E-Eh?! You heard me?!"
"Yeah. You're kinda bad at keeping things to yourself, despite being good at hiding it when you're depressed."
"A-Ah...gomennasai." She said as she sweat dropped.
"Well, I do know they're good boys, but...I don't know how to approach them...especially you at the first time, Shiro-kun."
"Well...at least you know you can trust us." I giggled.
"So? Are there more things you'd like to vent out? C'mon. I got all the time in the world." I said.
"Well...after all that, there's Hololive, which, honestly, the only reason I'm being depressed is because...I'm just not as good as the others..." Miko said.
"What are you talking about, Miko?" I chuckled.
"E-Eh? Why? Do you really think I do something good in the community? I mean, aren't all the jokes coming from me being an idiot, and whatnot?"
"Well...that's just your charm...but I know that the Hololive fans don't feel that way...not at all." I giggled.
"You have a lot of talents, you know? I'm not joking. You really are a talented content creator, Miko."
"...Then what talents do I have?"
"Well...you're a great host. You can make things very funny, and you're rather good at talking, despite your introvertedness…"
"Eh...?"
"Yeah. You're just radiating positive energy no matter what you do. Another thing you have is that you're also rather determined when you set your mind to something."
"Eh...? Really?"
"Yeah. I mean, you love everybody a lot, don't you? Isn't that why you work hard, despite thinking to yourself that you're talentless? It's because you care for others as well as achieving your own dreams which also happen to be everybody's dreams too. You might think stuff is too pointless to try, but if I asked you to arrange a collab for the both of us, you'd do anything to make us collab, wouldn't you?"
She blushed a bit and looked away.
"Y-Yeah...you're not wrong in that aspect…"
"Connected with the last one, you're also really caring, and are quite considerate to others. I mean, not everybody has the talent to be that caring, do they? Some are rather carefree no matter what, and some just aren't smart enough to notice those details."
She looked at me with slightly widened eyes and clenched her fists.
"Y-You're not wrong with that either…"
"I could go on, to be honest, going from being creative with ideas to being observant to being charismatic. Though, maybe cut out the charismatic part since you're not really that type…" I giggled nervously.
"Ah...I'm still the same bullyable senpai, I see." Miko sweat dropped.
"But you get the point. Miko, never compare yourself to others. It's been said a lot, but this is a thing our brain does to play tricks on us. Our brain loves to be so competitive that we start to lose our original vision. Miko, I said this once, and I'll say it once more. You're one of the daisenpais that built Hololive to where it is. Without you, Hololive would never have became like this."
Miko gasped a bit as she kept looking at me, and her eyes looked a bit teary like before.
"Shiro-kun…"
She started sniffing, and before we both knew it, tears started flowing out of her eyes again. This time though, I smiled.
"What is it?"
"...I-I'm glad...to at least have done something that meets someone's expectations...!"
She pounced at me and held my shirt as she continued to sob. I widened my eyes a bit.
'Oh? Is she finally opening up now...?' I thought.
"You see...I'm scared...scared of being alone...scared of everything I love going away just because of me...because of what I do...!" She said as she sobbed more.
I smiled and patted her head.
"You don't have to be scared, Miko. You love Hololive, right? You love everybody, right? They won't go away. We're always gonna be here by your side forever. Nothing will ever change. I mean...your mom still loves you, your genmates still love you, your fans still love you, there's nothing that'll change at all. Rest assured."
"Sob...I'm really thankful that I'm able to be recognized as somebody that has a purpose...especially somebody like you, Shiro-kun...sob."
'Can't tell if it's 'cause I'm a guy or if it's 'cause of the fact that I have trust issues with girls.' I sweat dropped.
"You know...I think Pekora also loves you a lot." I said as I continued patting her head.
"Pekora is one of your longtime pals in Hololive. She's down for anything you wish to do, and you're down for anything she wants to do, so you two are practically best friends. Have you ever vented to her?"
She let go of me and looked me in the eye.
"N-No…"
"Then it's better you let her know. I'm sure she's just as worried as the others, and maybe even more worried than I am, knowing you must've held something painful in your heart for a long time. Of course, find a good time for it, but there's no harm in asking right now."
"Sniff...o-okay…"
I looked at her desk where she put her carnations in a small glass.
"Oh? You're putting my gift into good use, huh?" I said as I walked towards it.
"Oh? Y-Yeah...I mean, I can't waste such a beautiful gift, especially if it's flowers…" She said.
I got a glass, filled it with some water, and filled about 3/4th of the glass where the carnations sit in.
"You need to put water in that, you idiot." I giggled.
"O-Oh, sorry about that." She giggled.
"Well, glad to hear that you like my gift though." I said as I went back to her bed and sat down.
"Listen...I know we're still practically strangers, but...if you want me to stay for a bit longer to give you comfort, then I'll stay here for as long as you wish."
"R-Really?"
"Un. I don't go back with my words, you know?"
Miko looked at me for a bit before smiling again.
"T...Thank you-"
A ring can be heard as it cut off Miko, making us both go "...Huh?" as I felt vibrations in my pants' left pocket.
"Oh...?" I got my phone from my pocket and saw a message.
"Shiro-kun? Are you a bit too busy for practice today? Sorry for disturbing you. It's just that...it's Friday today (insert pien emoji). Of course, I can cancel it if you want to, again, only if you're really busy today." was the message.
"...Ah shit. I actually have singing and dancing practice today."
'So much for saying that cool line, Shiro...Fucking idiot.' I thought to myself and deadpanned.
"Well, remember to change the water of that glass every 2 days to avoid bacteria from growing in it, make sure to take care of yourself, and I'll see you another time, Miko. Bye!" I said as I opened the door and quickly ran downstairs.
~~Miko's POV~~
I looked at the door being closed before bursting into laughter.
"S-Seriously?! He just said that he doesn't go back on his words, yet he had to do something urgent! Ahahaha!" I laughed more as I held my stomach.
I wiped my tears off and breathed out.
"...Well...I mean...I do still feel depressed as ever but…"
'It's not as much as before where it felt too overwhelming. It's now more manageable, like I feel like I can fight it slightly.' I thought.
I always thought that I was hopeless. Stuck in the deep dark part of the ocean with no way of escaping as I curl myself into a ball, letting the darkness drown me. Now, somebody has come from the light above and lent out his hand to rescue me and bring me back to the light...No...it was never just him from the start.
He finally showed me that I was never stuck in the deep ocean by myself. There were others that came from above too, reaching their hand out to me. I just never noticed it until now.
"...Thank you so much for your time, Shiro-kun." I said.
~~Shiro's POV~~
"Akina-sensei, I'm finally here!" I sighed and panted a bit.
"Shiro-kun!" She said as she went towards me.
"Sorry, I was a bit held up because of some stuff. You know, debut shiz and whatnot." I lied and giggled nervously.
'Can't tell her I tried to help a girl that was mentally breaking down, specifically a redhead baby.' I thought and sweat dropped.
"Well, I'm glad you came here! But just to be clear, you really didn't have anything urgent to do?"
"Nah. I was just a bit too focused in my work." I giggled nervously.
"Well, if that's the case, let's get to training! Did you do your warm-ups?"
"Nope."
"Then let's get to warm-ups immediately!" She said.
Me and her started our singing practice, and I tried to sing Robbery in front of her as she corrected my mistakes. One mistake is that I sometimes forget to sing with my diaphragm, not because I tend to sing with my throat, but because I sometimes forget the feeling between singing with my throat vs singing with my stomach. Of course, as being a beginner in singing, I made more mistakes than this, but it all improves over time. Of course, we also did exercises to help improve my singing.
Time skip to the end of the session, and Akina-sensei was really happy.
"You really are a good singer! Your vocals improved a lot after 2 days, Shiro-kun!"
"I don't know about that...I mean, I think it's mainly because you're also a very good teacher, Akina-sensei." I scratched my head.
"Still, to think that you're able to progress this fast...In about 3 months, you'd have improved drastically! Like 6 months of singing compressed to 3 months! If only you sang more as a child, you would've actually became great at singing!"
"Oh jeez, that seems a bit too much for compliments, Akina-sensei." I scratched my head and giggled nervously.
"Nah. I'm just really honest." She giggled as we both stood up.
"Oh, uh...by the way...can I come again tomorrow at 1 PM?" I asked.
"Hmm? Why? You want to have an additional day for practice just for this week tomorrow?" She asked.
"I wanna get my vocals just at least decent enough to sing the song before I finally debut. I-Is it okay...?" I asked.
She gasped a bit while smiling a lot.
"REALLY?! THAT MEANS A LOT TO ME, SHIRO-KUN! THANK YOU!" She said as she hugged me.
"W-What the-?!"
'Yup. My boner can't hold back after this. I didn't fap yesterday, so it's going up anytime soon-aaand there it goes.' I blushed and growled in the inside.
"I-It means a lot to you?"
"Yeah! I'm more than happy to teach you more about singing! Please let me teach you tomorrow at 1 PM." She said with shining eyes.
"Ah...okay." I sweat dropped.
"...Oh? I feel something hard-" She said a bit before blushing a lot and finally getting off of me and facing the opposite direction.
I can tell she's finally thinking to herself, "I JUST FELT HIS BONER!!" as she holds her face in embarrassment.
"Well...c-can I go now for dance practice...?"
"A-Ah, sure! Have fun dancing!" She giggled nervously.
~~Akina-sensei's POV~~
As soon as Shiro got out, I sighed.
"Jeez...I mean, I guess I can't blame boys like him. After all, I have this sort of body…" I said as I looked down, not being able to see my feet.
"Sigh...and that wasn't just hard...it was rather big for his body…" I put my finger on my mouth.
Jeez, kids grow up so fast, don't they...?
"...Now that I think about it, why does he have a big penis...?"
Japanese men don't have THAT big of a penis, and even if they did, that wasn't just a regular 6 inch…
"...is he a half-Japanese, by any chance?"
I mean, he is very white in terms of skin, then again, there are also a lot of Japanese men who are as white as he is, especially the Holostars…his nose is also that of a Japanese man's...
"Well, all in all...that was embarrassing as a teacher to feel something indecent." I giggled nervously.
~~Pekora's POV~~
"Um...so do I just...go in?" I asked Sora-senpai to my left as we walked upstairs.
"Hai! I'm sure Miko-chi will be happy to hear it!"
"Just go on and tell her. People are usually happy to be invited by their best friend!" Marine said to my right.
"O-Okay…"
We finally got to the 3rd floor, Me, Sora-senpai, and Marine panting a bit after those few flight of stairs, and we got to Miko-senpai's room.
"Um...M-Miko-senpai?" I asked through her door.
"Wait, please!" She said as she made a few noises inside her room before opening the door.
"Hmm? What brings you three here?"
"Well...I uh...I got something I'd like to talk about with you in your room for a bit…" I said while scratching my head and looking down.
"Oh...okay."
I looked at Marine and Sora-senpai as they waved at me when I got inside Miko-senpai's room.
After she closed the door, we sat on her bed and looked at each other.
"So...mind telling me what you wanted to talk about?"
"Well…"
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"Woah...the sunset is so beautiful...!" Miko-senpai said as she looked at the sun in the distance covered by some clouds as the whole sky got filled with orange.
People walked by, chattering here and there, families and couples spending time with each other, and the waves hit against the shore and pillars of the pier...just the perfect place to relax with anybody, whether it be your family, friend, lover, or an acquaintance.
"The sunset really is beautiful, isn't it?" I giggled as we both looked at each other.
"Un!" She said as she looked back at the sun again.
"So this is the place where you 3rd gen went to together before? I'm jealous...!" She said.
"Well, mainly it was because of Marine and Rushia." I laughed.
"Really? Those two acted like lovebirds since last year, so I guess I'm not as surprised as I should've been." Miko-senpai laughed as well.
"Yeah…"
We kept looking at the sunset as my brain started recalling the memories me and Miko-senpai spent together as streaming buddies. It was really fun...really fun...
"Say, Miko-senpai. I also have something to confess here." I said.
"Now that you mention it, I also have something to confess too…" Miko-senpai said.
"Then...maybe you'll go first before I do." I said.
"Okay...I want you to please take a look at this, Pekora." She said as she rolled her sleeve up.
I looked at her left forearm as it slowly revealed itself to me, showing its scars from being cut too many times for too long.
"..." I stared at it with my same normal expression. Not being surprised, nor sad. I just looked at it as if I was just staring at a normal object.
"I've been depressed for a very long time, Pekora...I've been feeling so down for so long that I almost forget how long I've been like this…However, it's thanks to Shiro-kun that he made me realize something…"
"S-Shiro-kun?" I asked.
"Un."
'Shiro-kun...? Why him? How did he notice? When did he notice? Did they talk for a long time about this? What did he do with her? I have so many questions in mind...but none of those matter right now. I'm sure he did something good enough for her...and maybe not make her fall for him.' I thought and clenched my fists a bit.
"...I'm sorry for keeping this a secret from you and everybody, Pekora...I was just thinking of so many things for myself that I never considered your feelings...I want to apologize for my troublesome actions and confess that I've been hurting inside for so long…" She bowed a bit.
"...It's funny, 'cause...that's what I wanted to confess about." I said.
"E-Eh?"
I frowned a bit as I looked at her.
"Ever since I overheard your thoughts in the bathroom when we went out eating together for the first time...I always knew you were hurting inside…"
I started tearing up and looked at my knees as I thought of all those times where I could've been the one that saved her. Especially earlier than Shiro-kun, according to Miko-senpai.
"However...despite many openings and opportunities for me to bring it up, I...I never took the chance...I didn't know why, whether it was to keep up our happiness or because I was scared of whatever could happen in the future...maybe that's why I kept it all to myself, thinking 'Oh, maybe next time, I'll be able to bring it up'..."
"Pekora…"
"However, I won't run away anymore! I won't keep the truth hidden anymore just to keep ourselves in bliss! It's time that I finally address the problem and tell you my real feelings!"
"Oh-" Miko-senpai widened her eyes as she looked at me being so close to her face. Matter of fact...our lips were already touching each other. Even our tongues were looping around each other. This moment would only last for a few seconds though before we both pulled away from each other.
"Miko-senpai...I love you!"
Miko gasped once more and her eyes widened so much. Her green emerald-like eyes looked at my eyes like she discovered something new.
"I should've saved you earlier back in your darkest days...I was such an idiot...but now, things have changed! I'll make sure to do whatever it takes to keep you happy! I'll be by your side forever so that you won't feel lonely anymore!"
~~Miko's POV~~
"Pekora...to be honest, I...I also had feelings for you." I blushed.
"...E-Eh?"
"As time passed by as we spent time with each other, both in streaming and in real life, I...I also fell for you too."
Pekora looked at me for a bit as her face slowly turned red and looked away.
"I see...so we both had feelings for each other for a long time, huh?" She said and we laughed nervously.
"...So uh...do you accept or...?"
"...Well, it's not like I mind it, so…" I scratched my head.
"..So it's official then?" We said in unison as we looked each other in the eyes.
It took a few seconds before we laughed at the timing. We then calmed down and looked at each other again.
"So...starting today, I'm yours and you're mine, huh...?" Pekora said.
"Un."
Just after I said that, something in my mind popped up. Two things specifically.
"It's because I love you." and "If you want me to stay for a bit longer to give you comfort, then I'll stay here for as long as you wish."
I sat frozen in place for a split-second as I kept rewinding those two lines in my head.
'Shiro-kun…' I thought in my head.
"What's wrong, Miko-senpai?"
"Oh...nothing." I giggled.
"So uh...wanna go get a drink? Like a shake of some sort?" Pekora asked.
"Oh? Count me in, please!" I said.
"Sweet! What do you want?" Pekora said as she stood up, making me stand up too afterwards.
"I'd like Cookies n' Cream!"
"Really? I was thinking the same thing! Let's go, Miko-senpai!" Pekora said.
"Un!"
'...D-Did I just...develop feelings for Shiro-kun...?' I thought in my mind as I frowned, hoping Pekora wouldn't turn around to see my facial expression right now.
~~Rushia's POV~~
"Ah...I always love the sounds of the waves and the calming atmosphere this place gives…" I said as the wind coming from the ocean hit against my face.
"Yeah...the sunset is beautiful as always." Marine said.
We kept looking at the sun going down in the horizon as me and Marine kept looking at the sunset.
"This reminds me of our first time here." Marine said.
"Yeah...back when you proposed to me that one night."
"The moon was so beautiful at that time, right? The night sky was just as beautiful as the sky right now…"
"Yeah...the view never changed. Not one bit."
"...Which is why I'd also like to take you back to that moment in time." Marine said.
"E-Eh?"
"I know I said I'd take things slow, but...we talked about it last night, right?"
"Ah, yeah. We did."
"And...we sort of talked about it, between who you liked, and especially your recent crush on Shiro-kun."
"Un."
"So...Rushia."
Marine went near me and got so close that I blushed a bit.
"M-Marine...?" I said as she grabbed my hands.
"Rushia, you don't have to accept it if you don't feel ready yet, but my feelings here are true...I-I love you! I really love you! I'll do anything to keep you happy, and make sure to stay by your side! I held back for your sake, but I really can't control it anymore! I want us to be real again! I want us to go back to being girlfriend and girlfriend!"
"Marine…" I giggled a bit and looked away for a bit as I transitioned to laughing.
"R-Rushia...?"
"Nothing...it's just that...you really did take me back to that moment...your seriousness with that confession really doesn't suit you, Marine."
Marine started blushing and looking away.
"S-Sorry that it might seem out of character for me." Marine giggled nervously and scratched her head.
"Well...I'll say the same thing I said before...Yes, I'll be your girlfriend, Marine."
Marine looked at me in the eyes and started smiling as I kept on with my same smile.
"That's good...I'm happy we're able to get back together again, Rushia." Marine said.
"Yeah...me too…"
Me and Marine looked at each other for a second, before I tried to lean my face closer to hers. Before we both knew it, we finally did our first kiss...The first time she confessed to me, we didn't kiss. I wish we did, but...this isn't so bad. Me and her finally got together, and it's official this time.
...
...
"It means I love you." My brain recalled a line I heard before.
'Are? Why am I…'
"...From now on, I'll be your shoulder to cry on." My brain recalled another line.
'What's this feeling in my heart...? This guilty feeling…'
"Mhmm. Love you too, Rushia." One more line came into my mind.
My memories of touching myself in the bathroom, my dreams of me and Shiro-niichan being together…
'I already settled my feelings with Marine, and plus, he already told me that he doesn't like me that way. I also told myself to not think of him like that anymore...so why?' I thought.
"Wanna stay here for a while longer? Maybe sit on that bench?" Marine asked.
"Un!" I said as we both went to the bench Marine pointed at.
'Why am I feeling something else in my heart? Something painful and just trying to tear my heart out for doing something "wrong"?' I thought.
...Do I still have feelings for Shiro-niichan after all?
~~Shiro's POV~~
"Phew! Goddamn, that was a tiring singing session." I said as I stopped the music in my phone and drank some water.
Well, I'm done practicing Robbery for now.
"What was I gonna have for dinner again...? Oh yeah, I'll have vegetables for dinner. Carrot, squash, beans, and then a little bit of meat 'cause I'm a carnivorous fuck."
I also gotta practice some freestyle rapping too. Because…
'Tomorrow is my debut. I can't fuck it up now.' I thought and grinned.
~March 06, 2021 5:00 AM~
