INSECURE

Author: Yana_Grass

Publisher: GgG_Nixen

Yumiko Kobayashi, 15 yrs old. A student of Shotoko academy. Im very shy, awkward, and extremely weird. How am I weird? Well... I like anime and yaoi.. Tho I don't find these hobbies weird but I can feel people staring at me whenever I read a manga in public. I heard whispers about me being weird because of it.

Im pretty social outside our school. I find it hard to fit in. It feels like everything I do is wrong, I feel so little. I don't deserve to fit in.Im a misfit.

My parents both work abroad, they left me living alone in an apartment last year. Without them I feel more insecure. I dont have someone to talk to or give me advice anymore, Im all alone.

At least I have my 2 best friends since kinder. Momo and Genny they're the only ones who understand me but we dont talk that much since 6th grade, its because they became friends with Misaki, a well known bully.

She feels like she is the "queen" of the school and she loves to control everyone and getting what she wants and she wont stop until she gets it.

We try to mingle at times when Misaki isn't present and we often hide just to talk about things. This went on for a while until Misaki caught us talking.

Misaki:"Why are you 2 talking to this weird a$$ misfit?!"

Momo:"We were umm... Just talking about uhh.. Our group project, right Genny?"

Genny:"Ye..yeah..."

Misaki:"Im not dumb! You think Id fall for that cliche trick?!..Misfit, if you ever talk to my girls again Ill make sure you'll suffer!"

Yumi:"Why? Dont I have the rights to just talk to them!? They are your friends but they dont belong to you!"

*SLAP*

Misaki:"Dont ever talk to us again, if I ever catch you 3 talking, Ill make sure everyone in this school hates you! Now scram you filthy misfit!"

After that, we haven't talked in a week until I decided to video call them in our group chat and we talked there, we decided to only communicate online. Finally I could have someone to talk to even if I couldnt tell them my insecurities and feelings, since I think it'll bother them and I don't want to make them feel sad for me.

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