Chapter:38- They Just Broke Down.

{Flashback}

Eric was so sad and was crying his eyes out. weeping and walking to avoid any scenery of Freddie's face before his eyes. he never thought that he would be in a state of carrying out false hope. his eyes were swollen and his face was looking dull. he didn't think that he can face other friends in this state. so, to wash his face he walks to the restroom of the bar. so he can gather some of his courage back and can stop crying.

"splash!!!"

he takes some water in his palm and splashes it over his face multiple times. and he gathers himself, calm and prepared to leave the bar.

but,

thinks isn't easy as it seems.

he came across the man who was previously hit by Freddie, right after he left the gate of the bar. the molester was sitting right beside the stairs which goes in open, next to the beach fronting of the sea. he was alone his friends were not there. they have probably gone to take some medicine for his injuries.

as soon as Eric saw that man he ran to him. his inner self was boiling with the rage of fire. as soon as he was in front of that man his anger got bust. Eric's hands quickly took into action and punched the man in the face and shouted

"Because of few fuck*ing freaks like you we all are getting bash by people from time to time. people like you make us looks more pathetic. your wrong actions make people assume that we all are bad.

you fuck*ng Whore, why can't you ask before having a chance with someone. is it that hard to ask for permission?

spit!!"

after bashing and cursing the man Eric left for his room.

{Flashback ends}

Freddie was walking alone on the sand, completely blank of mind like a zombie. the sand on the beach was too cold for his feet to walk. He didn't know where he was going. but he was sure he wanted to stay away from the noise for some time. he wants to go to a quiet place to gather his thoughts about what he has done.

but, somehow he doesn't know why his fortune is so badly written, when he was sad he came across Sammy (Freddie's Late Older Brother Frank's Girlfriend)

Sammy was probably looking drunk. as soon as she hit Freddie she apologized to him first then after few seconds she carefully analysed who she bashed with then she takes her apology back.

"baam!!!"

"I'm so sorry."

they both looked at each other.

"Wait, Freddie."

"Sammy."

he was mesmerized by seeing Sammy. she was drunk and looked like she is going to fall unconscious at any time.

"hah! To whom I apologizing, it's you, my ex Brother-in-law. You're quite a grown-up boy. I haven't seen you for a long time."

"Sammy, you are probably drunk let's go."

one of her friends asked her to leave.

"Ah! wait. I'm not done talking yet."

she stopped her friends to carry her away from Freddie. and then pointed out with her finger.

"You, why it's you? the only person in this entire world to see me in this miserable state, why?"

"I worried if she is gonna start an argument now." -friend 1 said to friend 2.

"Sammy calms down, I think you have already enough let's go now."

"wait, I have more to say to him. you two just hold."

her friends were trying hard to take Sammy away from Freddie. but she was resisting a lot.

"Oye, leave my arms. I can perfectly stand by myself."

she let her arm free from her friends and arrange her hair back and then she speaks with Freddie.

"you, If I haven't seen you on that day, I might never believe in the fact that you are so weak. or I just guess you just don't care about others more than your self."

"Sammy..."

"Shss... I haven't finished my worlds."

he was not in the condition to have more trauma today. but Sammy was forcing him to listen to her great grief, he has no choice but to listen to her sorrows which she was holding for all these years.

"why? why? ... WHY?" -she shouted.

"Why are you so weak? how can you let his hands slip that easily? he was your brother. why?"

she cried out.

"Is there was any specific reason for letting his hands slip. did you feel pathetic or were you mad at him? what was the reason?"

she keeps bashing him with words like an open fire.

"It was my fault for what happens to him which makes me equally guilty, after what happened I wanted to take care of him more, I wanted him to be happy again, I wanted him to stand again. things will be better after few months or few years. I was sure that if we have tried we might able to get him out of that grief. I trusted that I can heal him for sure. but he wasn't given those chance just because of your fault.

we just left for few minutes Freddie, it was your responsibility to watch him over. why do you give to take your eyes off him? why can't you even do that simple task?

even on the roof, you didn't apply much effort when he was hanging in the air. why?

how he has to die miserably at such a young age.

It was your fault."

Freddie holds his breath to stop himself from busting out his cry. but when the words are thrown as a missile it bombarded and destruction occurred.

"How could you let him slip that easily. why can't you hold Frank's hands tightly?"

"Sammy, don't" friend 1

"kitty hold her." friend 2

"You pathetic human is it so hard for you to hold your brother's hands."

miserable words with a fragile heart that carriers all the buried pain inside were screaming at top of her lungs at someone helpless listening to her cruel but true words. Freddie burst into full tears. the tears come continuously come out of his eyes, Bo matter how much he tries to wipe them. Hands can't make them stop.

"Lest go now."

friend 1 pulled her to the other side and she finally got successful in carrying her away from Freddie. meanwhile, friend 2 apologise and felt sad for Freddie and move to handle Sammy.

"I'm so sorry Freddie, I can understand what pain you two have gone through after you lost your brother. I have no words to say to you. instead, I just advise you to not take her words seriously. nobody wanted that to happen, it was not your or anyone's fault for what happened. please don't blame yourself."

Freddie somehow manages to say yes by nodded his head. and ask her to go and look after Sammy.

"can you be ok on your own?" she asked.

"I can manage." Freddie reply

"then take care."

and then she left.