One sided love stories are painful..sometimes from the other side too.
He was a friend..who fell in love with me..i don't know why..i don't know how..
I did stuff to make him hate me.. But nothing changed..he always knew that i couldn't give him more..i clearly told him about what feelings i had for him..he never asked for more..
He became the best friend i never thought i could have..he became the first person i greeted good morning to.. He became the last person i wished good night to..
I fell in love with our friendship.. I became an addict to his message.. I tried to make my self fall for that pure soul but i couldn't just do it..
Fast forward to four years
We were friends..everything was perfect.. Somebody came into my life..i was happy..And then i somehow came to know that this perfect soul still thought somewhere in his heart THAT MAYBE IN FUTURE WE CAN BE TOGETHER.. This made me angry..this made me boil
I couldn't just talk to this guy now.. I wanted to confront him.. But couldn't make myself do it..the guilt of not being able to give him what he wanted used to hurt me..
I stopped replying to his messages with a feeling that he would atleast ask me why i had stopped replying.. But nothing.. Coz maybe he came to know that i knew it all..
One month later
I still miss him..but i just don't message him..coz my friend says that its good for that guy..he would be able to move on now..
I miss him alot..but...
He lost a love that was never his.. I lost a friend who was my world..
One sided love stories are painful..sometimes from the other side too.. Losing a friend hurts more than losing a lover..