20 The Truth Part 2

Saying I was shocked would be an extreme understatement. I mean, who wouldn't when a giant beautiful woman the size of Mt. Everest tells you SHE'S YOUR GODMOTHER!!!

It even seems like she genuinely wants to be my godmother, which shocks me even more, cause my biological mother in both lives didn't even want me! So, why does this LITERAL GODDESS want to be more of a mother to me than they did?

"I can see that my words both confused and shocked you. But, it will make, hopefully, more sense once I finish explaining."

While I did want to immediately question why she was technically my godmother, I don't think it would be best for me to interrupt her. Motherly or not, she is still a deity, and those do tend to get pissy if you 'disrespect' them in any way.

"As I said earlier, I am your godmother, this is because I made you my first apostle and I believe that when a God makes someone their apostle they should not only care for them, but also help them grow just like they would their own child.

There are two reasons why I made you my first apostle, first it's because I thought it was time I have a few for a certain purpose that I will explain later, and the other reason I chose specifically you is because I saw your life, or rather I saw your story. I was furious that those humans talked about the betterment of humanity while they practically tortured children, all for their own personal gains!

I did try to make the others my apostles too when they passed, but they all desired to rest rather than continue existing, you were the only one that chose to get a second chance at life."

I couldn't believe what I was hearing, apparently not only am I her apostle, I chose to become one. She even offered it to the others that were there with me also getting experimented on when they died after the drugs and wounds became too much for them, that's really kind.

Wait...why don't I remember agreeing to be her apostle, and why does it feel like I've heard this explanation before somewhere?

"It was also because of your story that I decided on the conditions for those that will become my apostles. I will only take those that were the most wronged by the world, that were going to experience only pain even in their next life, and finally they must want a second chance at life. 

I don't want to make someone my apostle against their will, that would only hurt them, and I want to be able to heal their hearts while giving them a chance to finally have control of their lives. Not only that, but I genuinely want to make my apostles feel like they are a part of a loving family.

Zeus and some of the other God's thought my way of wanting to make my apostles my children was foolish and idiotic, but they don't understand how lonely it feels to not have a family, since they have their pantheons. Don't get me wrong, I'm not starving for affection or anything, since I do have my own harem of various goddesses. 

But I don't have those that I can truly call family, no one pantheon can contain me, since eventually when they are forgotten and become nothing but stories that will be a part of my domain. So, I want to create my own family, and since having a child with another being has been outlawed recently for God's, I thought the closest thing I could get to that is by having apostles."

She just wants to have a family, so she wants to make ones by making those that don't have loving ones/those that have terrible lives her 'children'. Honestly, that's understandable, I never got to feel what having a proper family was like, especially one that cared about me.

Fuck those God's that thought her having a family was dumb, they don't know what it's like to not have anyone you can call family.

Wait a second, did she say earlier that she has a harem of goddesses?! Damn, my new mother is badass if she could get multiple goddesses all to love her and agree to share her! And, yeah, I'm already considering her as my mother, she's a badass woman who cares for other's, and just wants a family to call her own because she's that powerful.

"In total, you will have five other siblings, and technically since you're my first apostle, you will be the eldest sibling. I'm actually expecting your younger brother's soul to arrive later, and judging by how he was wronged, I don't think he'll choose to just rest.

Oh, right, I almost forgot the reason you don't remember me or choosing to become my daughter/apostle is because when I tried to erase the memory of the pain you felt from getting hit by the truck I accidentally erased the memory of our conversation entirely. I knew I shouldn't have asked Loki to help with the process, I'll make sure to punish her later."

Wait a fucking second-!!

"We already met, and you accidentally erased that memory, how the hell does that happen!?"

I forgot for a second there that I was talking to a goddess, who was now technically my mother. But she didn't seem angry with my tone, instead she seemed apologetic.

"I am so sorry, you are my first ever apostle, so I needed a bit of help with the process from some of my friends or lovers who have apostles. And, it seems during the part where I wanted to help you forget the pain you felt before dying, Loki, one of my wives, decided to be mischievous as usual and made you forget our first meeting."

I really hope that she thoroughly punishes Loki, she made me forget my first time meeting my new mom. Though it is surprising that Loki is actually a woman, and is also a part of my mom's harem, go mom.

"Once again I am so sorry that that happened, also that ends my explanation, do you have any questions for me Eve?"

Honestly, I wasn't even angry with her, I was more angry at Loki. Also, even though this does explain some of my questions, it didn't explain all of them.

"Was it you that I could feel watching me all this time then?" One of my main questions was this, since I could now more or less feel my 'audience' even while talking to her, I can still feel it.

"Yes and no, I have been watching you but only through the system you have, so I can see your progress, if you do feel other's watching you it's most likely the ones I asked to help with the gacha wheel selection. It was a part of the agreement I made with them.

And, before you ask, the ones that helped with that are God's or those that have become God-like who don't have any apostles, the deal I made with them was for a part of their strength or blessings to turn into quirks for the wheel in return they get to 'view' you going through your new life. But don't worry, they won't see anything you don't want them to see, like you going to the bathroom or eventually having sex when you're older."

So, the people that I have been feeling watch me are really powerful, or God's that just want to see how a mortal uses their power to live their life. Does that mean every single quirk I currently have, other than Transform, came from one of them.

"Though I will admit, some of the quirks you have or will have, were one's that I chose to add, since I wanted to give my first child the best chances they can to reach the top of the world."

Oh, so mom made her own additions too, I wonder which of my quirks were ones that she chose. I'll try to figure out later, I should ask my next question, which has been gnawing at my from the beginning.

"Mom can you please tell me, what happened to the soul of the original Toga, because I don't think mine was fused with hers or anything like that, so where did you move it to when you put me in this body?"