Flavour

I have chosen 1 out of 10 women given to me from Rio's friend, Nabila. Lianti is the woman I chose from the 10 women who were given to me, I was acquainted with her at that time but I still wasn't interested because she was quite indifferent even though Rio said it was natural because he was new to him maybe if you knew him will be even more friendly. but in my opinion the type of person like Lianti is more suitable to be a friend for me rather than a boyfriend because maybe Lianti is a good listener when we talk to her if that's what I see. but I'm still trying to approach her one more time by still wanting to get to know her more deeply because yeah I also really appreciate Rio's struggle by asking for all of this woman's numbers from 15 high school students. I finally chatted with Lianti again even though I thought the discussion was very bored and like there is no other discussion.

Ryan:"ti ti"

lianti: "What's wrong?"

Ryan: "Hmmm, it's okay, I just want to ask where is your house?"

lianti: "why is that right? suddenly asking my house is really random, you're right"

Ryan: "it's okay, actually next time I can play like that at your house"

Lianti: "Oh, that's right, if my house is on Jalan Sudirman no 5, if you're passing by, it's okay"

Ryan: "Ohhh that's right, yes, yes, when will I be there if I pass by?"

liana: "yes"

the conversation stopped again and again and again only to that extent, I really am not talented in finding topics to chat with other people. I think with me discussing it we will chat longer so I don't have to get tired of looking for topics of conversation anymore. I should have asked Nabila first, what kind of person is Lianti actually, does she like this or like that or her hobby or her hobby so that I know what to discuss when I'm with her. I think Lianti and I don't have a frequency because seeing her behavior in chat I can already guess that she is not someone who has my frequency. I was surprised when I was approaching women, so many theories popped up in my head even though I didn't know what she was actually like, I was too quick to conclude the information without knowing what the truth was like. but if you look at his face, he's cute, cool, cool, how about that, maybe that's what makes him interesting about it. so people are interested in wanting to approach her because she is interesting to approach, indeed because she is beautiful too, so it's only natural. Rio told me to continue chatting with him so that I could get closer to him even though I couldn't be like that by being forced the longer I didn't like that woman even though she was beautiful but for me the heart is number 1 when the heart is full choosing yaa means it's the right person for me. because in my opinion a lot of people choose to date someone who is more handsome or prettier but he only lies to himself by actually his heart doesn't like or love that person but because the woman or man is more beautiful or handsome he chooses that. Physically, in my opinion, it is very easy to change, what can't be changed is the heart when we have a sincere heart. Having a beautiful or handsome heart is better than having a good face but not with the heart but because nowadays it's always okay to see from the face, see from the style of clothes, see from the beauty or handsomeness, I have to adjust it to myself because if I can't do that I will always be underestimated by other people because of my ordinary face. because when we have a beautiful or handsome face, life will be made easier because it is actually not other people who have to change but myself so that I can adapt to other people. because many of my friends are also like having a partner whose face is ordinary he is embarrassed to show his own partner because he doesn't have a partner who can be said to be good looking in today's words.

I will slowly approach Lianti because I still appreciate Rio's efforts. maybe with Lianti I can still open my heart to other people to forget Bella who is already with someone else, even though I haven't started dating but I really don't want to disturb her and choose to stay away and wait for Bella to be alone then I go in to approach her once again. I actually don't want to give up approaching Bella, it's just that this pain makes me lazy and annoyed when I see Bella with someone else, that's why I want to get rid of this pain by opening my heart to other people. it sounds evil when I get sick seeing the person I like with someone else and in the end I look for someone else who can treat this pain I'm going through and when I've been treated and the person I like is alone again I will approach him again but that's was what Rio was told to do so that the pain I was experiencing disappeared quickly. I don't want to be like this actually but I don't want to be selfish with myself who really really wants to be with Bella, I'd better find another woman I want so I can love that person. but it's very difficult to open our hearts to other people when we already like the person we like from the beginning what else this is my first love and I don't know why I really really want to get my first love because I really want to love someone who really is me my love and first love. I hope Lianti can open my heart to this.