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Chapter 43: Bugs And Insects Bring Sadness

We’ve been packing up our things for days now. Our court appearance and last moments together are tomorrow morning.

I woke up before the sun came up this morning to practice in the mirror what I was going to say to Wes. I never thought practicing how to break the heart of the person you’re in love with would feel worse than actually going through with it. I think imagining Wes’ face in my head is what’s making it worse. When he’s actually in front of me, I always feel a sense of contentment. Wes makes me feel safe and I can be my neurotic and insane self around him.

Using the mirror wasn’t my best idea, because whenever I saw my face looking sad, I’d start crying. My head would lean down over the sink, and I would let out all the sobs that I could.

I texted Wes to meet me in the library of the school. On Sunday mornings, our school does some kind of book club for old women in the library, so the doors weren’t locked.