8 First time living together...

After Ara slept all night, the next morning she woke up. She looks around and suddenly she a little startled to see Ryan sat and sleep beside her.

Ara wondering if he was sleeping like that for the night. She slowly moves her face toward him and she slowly touches his face.

''Ryan...'' I slowly call his name. He didn't make any move. I continue staring at his face. After a few seconds, Ryan woke up and our eyes were met closely!

''Err...um...I...I want to wake you up but...I afraid to disturb you.'' I said with a trembling voice.

''Are you awake? I just prepared you a porridge for the breakfast. Come, let out.'' He said coldly and left her there.

I just make a deep breath and sighing. I thought he slept there for the whole night but it turns out that won't happen. He will never show other his concerns and even do it for me.

''Oh, okay...'' I walk out and follow him to the dining room.

''Take your seat here.''

''Okay.''

We were having breakfast there together and yeah, it only two of us. I wondering if any other people also live here with him. Where is his family? How he living in this huge place like a palace to me.

''Um...yesterday...''

''After this, I will take you to your house and take your belongings.''

''Uh? um, okay.''

''Ryan, are you...''

''I'm done eating. You can continue your eat. I go to shower first.''

I just can't even finish my words and he were left me there alone. Why he be like that? Didn't he know that yesterday he almost kill me and he even hurt me! Why he just make everything happen just like nothing?

I just seating there and feeling angry toward him. He didn't even ask about my condition and he only thinking about himself.

''Okay! Fine! I will repay your help as soon as possible and get out of here forever!'' I spoke angrily sitting there.

After a few hours, we going out and went to my house. When arrived there, I quickly take my few clothes and other stuff. I just take a few things with me because I know I will not stay there forever.

''Are you done take all your things?'' Ryan asks

''Yes.''

''Is this all?''

''Yes.''

''Okay, let go.''

I just make a gloomy face and just follow him. In our way, he didn't even talk and only remains silent. I just hope this day will be ended swiftly.

''Ara...'' He calls her all of a sudden. But Ara pretends to not hear that.

''Ara?''

''Huh? Are you call me?''

''Yes.''

''I thought you don't have any voice to speak''

''What you mean?''

''Nothing, what is that?''

''Tomorrow your first day of work right?''

''Yes!''

''I can't take you together with me so you must go there by yourself.''

''Don't worry, I don't even want to think about that. I can go by myself.''

''Okay, that's good.''

I just giving him a sharp look and didn't even want to see his face. Did he think I didn't know how to walk by myself?

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''I hope you can remember all of the rules if you live at my house here,'' Ryan said

I just stunned to hear all the rules he saying to me just now. I didn't believe that I stupidly agree to live with this man. I can't believe that I live here were the same as living in the darkness.

''Okay, Mr. Ryan. I will obey your rules carefully.''

''Hope to see your good cooperation after this.''

''Don't worry! I will be your good housemate, your good wife, and your good...'' I just stop my words.

''Good what else?'' He coming close toward me. My heart was beating fast as I can hear his breathing.

''Um... a good chef! I know how to cooking. Let me cook for you tonight!'' I quickly go to the kitchen.

Ryan just smirked after see her reactions. He admits that he loves to see her whenever she was feeling nervous and shy.

''Okay, I can't wait to taste your cooking tonight!'' He yells from there.

I just shocked just now, why I care less about saying anything. I must be crazy like him if I cant even control my feeling. I have to strengthen my heart after this and don't even shaken by his good looking.

Then, I straightly went to the kitchen and prepared some food for dinner. I thought for a moment to figure out what to cook. I forget to ask him what his favorite food.

''Hmm...maybe I can cook whatever ingredients I have here. It feels like he someone that picky about food.''

''I don't care, I just cook whatever I have here. It's up to him if he wants to eat it or not. Argh! this is because of my bad mouth that speaks without thinking.''

After an hour, I just finished cooking. I put the food on the table and ready to call him. I go find him and I saw he was reading in his study room.

Once I enter the room, I was amazed by the space look. The room like in the library outside there. It has many books and the space was big. I slowly coming toward him and I saw he was fell asleep while holding the book.

''Ryan...let eat...'' I whisper but he didn't hear it. Then, he suddenly holds my hands tightly and saying something...

''Rianna...'' He said unconsciously.

When I heard him call the name, I felt ponder who was that name. Maybe his mom? His sister? Or someone he knows.

''Ryan, wake up...''

After that, he instantly opens his eyes and a little startled to see Ara in front of him.

''What are you doing here?''

''Um, I want to call you for the dinner. But you fell asleep here.''

He then stood up and went out. He was thinking for a second that just now he was dreaming about someone. He was dreaming about the same little girl again. He didn't know why he dreaming about that little girl after a long time.

In fact, he doesn't really know about the little girl because he once met her when he still in childhood. He only met the little girl once before but he doesn't remember what they talked about before.

''Emm, I just only cook these three types of food using the only ingredients in there. The omelet, long bean vegetables with chicken and cucumber soup. I hope you can eat this food.''

''It's okay. I eat.'' He said

''Um, okay.''

We just eating there in silence. I just didn't dare to ask him anything because of his cold look. And I wonder who is Rianna?

Ryan started to eat and he suddenly stops for a second. ''Are you sure you cook all of this?''

''Huh? Um, yeah. I cook this by myself. Why? Is the taste was bad?''

''Nothing, just eat.''

''Uh?'' I was curious if he forces himself to eat my food. Didn't he know this is my favorite food and I have won a cooking competition when I in school before? He didn't even grateful to have a chef like me to cook for him. I thought.

That night, I was alone in my room. I was resting myself and sitting near the window. I look at the outside and there were only many trees near the house. The scenery at night was peaceful and beautiful.

I was listening to some music and look at the stars above the sky. I open a little the window and I was happy to feel the wind of the soft breeze.

While sitting there, I take out my pencil and a piece of paper. I started drawing some ring designs. I was drawing my own ring design and I wish I can use the ring that I design for myself when I get married.

But, I know it won't happen because I already get married. I dont know if after this I will meet someone that will accept who I really am. Or maybe I will be alone forever...

Suddenly, there was someone knocking on my door. I was startle and go open it.

''Ryan? What?'' I was surprised at him standing there.

''Um...just want to check on you.''

''Check on me? Why?''

Then, Ryan saw the window was a little open. '' Please don't open your window at the night.''

''I will close it later.''

''Close it now.''

I just roll my eyes and go close it. When I want to close the window, suddenly something was fly inside. I was scared and run quickly toward him.

''Ryan! There something flying inside!''

''What is that?'' He walks in and looks there was a small bug near the window. He quickly smashes it and throws it away.

''Is that die? I scared if it still flying later. I can't sleep if it does not die yet''

''Done. I already throw it away.''

''Really? That's good.'' I feel relieved.

''Can you let go of my arm right now?''

''Huh? Oh, sorry! I...I just scared of it.''

He just gazes at me and didn't say anything and just going back to his room coldly. I was mumbling by myself to look at him like that. He really a person that didn't have any feelings toward people.

''Huh! He is such a lofty person! I better go to sleep and forget everything that happens today!''