Chapter : 6

I had a feeling Today's morning wasn't like any other morning my body felt a change in the atmosphere , the sound of rain slightly knocking at my flats window woke me up , maybe trying to fill a void I didn't feel like filling , my fingers crossing my figure .

traveling all over to reach town, allowing me to reminis the motions I used to have , is it desperation , guilt , lunging , don't ask me I don't know for myself.

I didn't have the desire to fixing people today but still gathered myself together.

took a deep breath exhaled it with all of my not needed thoughts , getting in the shower starting the best acting Scene I could possibly do , showered got in all black trousers , sweater , wool coat , taking my backpack and getting in the car.

I headed to work , wore my scrubs went down for the cafee next to the hospital.

"Double shoots espresso one shot caramel...  "

Sipping my coffee before rounds , checking emails and messages im too free today.

"Hello ... morning "

turned around to find celia "hey you "

"So how are we doing today "she asks .

I sigh in bordem" you know the answer to your question why bother ask"

"Well you're my best friend , i just like to ask "she grins "

"Yuuck starting to hate that " i grin hugging her She hugs me back tightly

"So what do you have today im free that it's killing me satisfyingly ... " i state observing her reaction

She looks at me for several seconds showing me puppy eyes then says " I envy you for a free schedule" she freezes up "wow im going down the hill"

"Lord knows by whom... i only have rounds today and im stuck to trauma " I sigh eating a snicker bar

"What a sad big girl , yo-"her buzzer cuts her off And a call comes through

"Hey ... what is it ... are you kidding me ...im coming "my patient is a dickheaded ass see you later aiden"she says running away

I finish my last bite sipping more coffee and checking my watch heading to reception waiting on my interns to check their watches.

Starting rounds checking any complications after surgery , and the final stop as usual im by myself.

Entering the room"good morning ellena how are we doing today "

"Yeah just as ready to ditch this cell and back to the world"she smile

I grin "well im here to check out your stitches and "pressing her abdomen "any complications or abnormal symptoms that may or may not happen"

Finished checking her stitches "shoulder great no no more time in here for you check out and well see you next week for review " I sensed solaná's eyes on me a grin came out of no where directed to her she grins back.

She smiled happily " thanks doctor Aiden I wouldn't be alive if it weren't you but it's time for me to bust out" giggles filled the room

"Well have fun and be safe dont let me see any of you here again "and I excused myself out.

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Solaná's POV

They sure were great news , but i felt eager to stay longer but life liked to play games , the thought of not seeing doctor Aiden was missingup my mood , i sat down trying to keep my composure for the day to end.

I drove ellena to her so called boyfriend who didn't bother to come see her when needed.

"Hey .. are you sure you want to see him now" i question her decision

She rolls her eyes " yes solaná we talked about this he's gonna get me back to the dorms " she said blowing a kiss and getting out of my car i made sure he opened the door before leaving.

Locked my car stopped at the front door took deep breath's , almost unlocking the door and miss foster open's the door before me I say hi with a simple smile walking past her.

I help myself grabbing a drink snatching snacks on the way to my room feeling gloomy .

minutes into the movie and im drifting in wonderland .

"Solaná honey ... wake up" my mothers voice making me open my eyes ,

She sits next to me "are you okay I feel that there's something your not telling me so talk to me"

Ihold her hand " there's nothing for you to worry about okay im doing fine " i grin assuring her

She looks at me for breaf seconds and sighs "okay darling but if there's anything on your mind call me , now i need you downstairs "she says leaving my room i get my self in comfortable clothes.

I go downstairs to find them ready to leave .

"its great your happy mom stay safe text me when you get there ,love you" and i kiss her cheek

" I love you two "she replies getting in the car

" bye miss foster take good care of her " shaking my hand goodbye

she smiles saying "well do honey "

They drove away and i got the final peace to get back in business wonderland.

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