chapter 11

Life

"life! Life where are you? "

"in here"

I don't know what happened but Xander has become more protective of me like every morning he has to see me. Once I was in the bathroom and he screamed at everyone even rose was in tears. I sigh seriously what's wrong with him

"there you are " and he kisses me on my lips and forehead then enfolds me in his arms

He smells good hmm.

I need to ask him though and I am worried he will overreact again

You need to have courage babydoll

"easy for you to say "

"gutless spine"

Seriously I fight with myself only most of the time

"Xander?"

"hmm"

"I was thinking that I should go-"

"you are not going anywhere! What did I do wrong " he raises his voice and shakes me a little

"Xander you didn't do anything -"

"then where do you want to go and why? "

"let her speak alpha," said rose

At the door of my room, Jake rose and Blake was standing all of them has amused expressions well what can I say welcome to the world of overprotective Xander. I sigh.

"oh yea " he scratches his hair and he looked amused

"I have to go to my house my mom will be worrying I haven't even called her since Jake and Blake kidnapped me, "I said pointing at Jake and Blake and they looked down a little ashamed

Good yo!

"I can take Blake with me if you want "

I offer

"yes alpha I can go with life"

"she is luna to you and your life how dare you suggest -"

Oh my god he is going to lecture me again about me choosing Blake and I don't like him and blah blah blah

So I shutter him in the most effective way I knew I kissed him

He didn't respond but well he can't resist for long and he kissed me back

He kissed me hard and passionately I tugged at his hair as he began kissing my neck

"get a room!" all Jake Blake and rose shouted

I pulled apart embarrassed I am sure my face resembles a tomato well...

Xander just smirked in my direction and I hid my face in his chest, I almost forgot they were there

You did forget

My subconscious glared at me with disapproval. I ignored it

"so about my mom-"

"I am coming with you along with Jake Blake and rose "

"But Xander you don't have to Blake and i-"

"you don't want me to go with you " and I could see hurt in his eyes

Oh oh I didn't want to hurt him

"oh no Xander no I do want you to come I just your work and stuff but I do want you to"

"Great then it is fixed!" with that, he gives me his all 5000-gigawatt smile and turned to talk to Blake and Jake

What the hell just happened he was hurt wasn't he?

"don't look soo surprised " rose whispered beside me

"wasn't he just-"

"I know trust me Jake has fooled me so many times with that expression now I think I have a hang of it it's like a patented expression of white moon pack, "she said a little vehemently

"let's put it to test shall we" and I give her an evil smile

She gave me a little scared look

Ahannn

"Ohh Jakeeeeee" I called out

His head snapped in my direction

"yes luna" all three of them gave me an expectant look oh my so much attention

I smiled evilly at roses direction

"she just told me she thinks Blake is more handsome than you "I shrieked in a high-pitched fangirl voice

Well if looks could kill rose would be dead by now

"really rosy? " he asked in a frosty voice

You are going down with me she mouthed at me oh my what is she going to do

"I was just agreeing with luna she thought Blake is super cute! " she said

Oh no, why! I glared at her she just shrugged

"My luna? " Xander asked very Cooly to coolly in my opinion though his eyes were blazing

"I... I....ii..."

"yes, my luna? "

Uhun

"luna and beta female think I am handsome and cute yoo! "Blake's fist pumped the air

Both Jake and Xander turned to him their hands closed in fists they glared at him as if they are going to eat him up

"you said something gamma?" Xander said stepping closer to Blake

"I...i"

"yes gamma say," Jake said stepping closer

"I want to go to the bathroom! " with that he ran out of the room

"pussy" rose whispered to me I giggled hearing that

"you young lady are in trouble," Jake said pointing at rose. He scooped her and put her on his shoulder and stocked out while rose waved embarrassed at me

Uhun she is in trouble

"I should go check on -"

"you don't love " Xander closed the door and locked the door

"Xander i"

"sooo Blake... "

"No Xander rose was only kidding really- "

"hmm your eyes are wandering love aren't they? "

He started walking towards me his eyes were starting to get more green than blue

I started walking behind until my back hit the wall

He put his hand on either side of my face

"so love 1 you wanna take Blake to meet your mom then you think he is cute and then you didn't want me to come with you hmmm"

"No seriously Xander that stupid rose just wanted to -"

He started kissing my neck until he found the sensitive spot on my neck

"I wanna mark you," he says against my neck

"but you like bl-"

"nooo mark me I want you to mark me"

"No, you don't you like bla-"

"mark me I really want you "and I kiss him on his lips to make him understand

He deepened the kiss and he caressed my cheeks

He kissed my cheek my eyes my nose my lips

"I can't love " he whispers in my ear

"why?" I asked

"it will hurt love I don't want to hurt you since I am the Alpha King if I mark you without mating it will hurt a lot "

"what is mating? " I asked him

"It's umm I kissing you everywhere and putting my d-"

"Shut up I got it!" I slap my hand on his. I don't think I can get any redder

"you look really cute when u blush" clearly I was wrong

He grasps my chin and lifts my face

"look at me love "

When I meet his eyes he is looking down at me with adoration, care

And....love?

"you are beautiful love "

And he kisses me once again softly

"I.love.you," he says between small pecks

Holy shit

How do I react. I am sure I looked shocked my eyes huge my lips parted

So I ran

"life! Life!"

He shouted after me but I don't know how to react noo did I hurt him?!

***

Xander

That girl she didn't reply to me she just left how could she? I told her I loved her and she looked horrified. My love makes her horrified! I am angry not beyond angry!

There was a knock at my door

"come in! " I snapped

The door creaked open and life poked her head in

"oh if it's not my luna"

My voice was ice cold and she cringed well I don't care!

"Xander i....."

"yes luna "

"you won't let it go, will you? "

She asked in a sad voice I almost gave in... Almost

"Xander i "

"yes, luna Xander I what? " I said a little harshly I think because she cringed again

"Xander I was scared you were there and you said the most beautiful thing to me but I loved someone one and he didn't love me back I was hurt then I don't want to be hurt anymore I think I have more strong feelings for you then I ever had for Alex and if someday you just leave I'll be so alone and broken I don't want to feel that way ever again"

She was sobbing nono I didn't want this

Look asshole what you did! Xavier snapped at me

Go to our mate go!

I went to her and hugged her really I don't like to see her cry she is the most precious thing to me

"hey hey love it's okay I just hey please don't cry I love you love No matter what " and I kissed her hair then her tears

"hey I love you always remember that " I cupped her cheeks

And she looked at me with big doe eyes and gave me a watery smile I kissed her again and she put her arms around my neck and pulled me close

"alpha - oh sorry alpha luna" kyle bowed at us

And my mate jumped away from me

I growled really my men have no sense of timing

"Xander! " my mom burst into my room

"mom?" I was confused at first she left like that now she is all flustered

"life is life giver!"

What?!